From Never Till Forever .. Part49

This post is dedicated to beautiful gorgeous FMAlshehab<3<3!!!!

ENJOOOY!!

Me: laa jarra7 la trou77!!!

Jarra7: laish?

Me: bs ana maabeeeh!!! Ana mu mayta 3ala ensaan eb hal denya!

Jarra7: shahad ma7ad bewadech wara elshams ghair hal jumla!

Me: kell elly abeh menna e6allegny!

Mom: laaih ya galbe fakro 3adel hathy mu 7aja haynaa

Me: mama ana qarrart ou maly raj3a!

Jarra7: enzain 3allaqal khal arou7 abarred chabdy feeh!

Me: jarra7 please hatha shay ekhe9ny ou la etedakhaal!!

Ma kunt abgha akoun rude ma3ah bs mabghah yether Yousif!!

Ana 3arfa enna bejamme3 a97abaa ou ya3melo faz3a ou hathy abdan mahe 7aja 7athareyyaa!

Jarra7 sighed: 3ala ra7tech

I sighed and went to my room ..

“qasaman bellah it was out of my control! 7awalt aqawem bs tha3aft!”

“getlech kel elly 9ar mu eb eedy!”

His words stabbed my heart!!

Luw enek mkatheb 3alayya kan ar7aam ya yousif!!

…

The next day ..

I woke up early ..

Changed my PJs and went to the kitchen ..

I took my green apple and Mara3y apple juice and went to the living room ..

I miss yousif!!

I want him so badly!!!

Staying beside me ..

Talking to me ..

Kissing me ..

I need his love ..

I need him eb kubraaa!!

My eyes started to tear automatically ..

Mom: wesh feek ya galbeee?

I wiped my tears ..

Me: mafeny shay!

Mom: w7eshek??

I tried to swallow my tears ..

Me: at all!

Mom: ajal wesh balaha dmou3ek tanzel?

Me: a7ate sa3oudy! Kaif be3eesh ketha

Mom: mumtaaz enek tfakery kethaa! Fe3lan sa3oudi me7taj omah ou abouh yekounoun mejtam3een

Me: musta7el arja3 la yousif!

Mom: 6ayyeb khabreeny aish 7a9aal!

Me: ma etefagnaa!

Mom: kaif gouleeelly!

Me: ma y7ebni 6ala3 kathaaabb

Mom: ma3goulaa? Laaiihh

Me: mama khalaa9 mabgha atkallam eb halmawthou3 ou lazem ente6allag!

Suddenly the bell rang ..

Mom: oh telgain hathy 3ametek khal albes 3abatyy

Me: 3ala wain?

Mom: barou7 af6er ma3aha tejeen?

Me: laa mafeeny

Mom: allaah yabse6ek ya rouuu7y

I smiled ..

Me: yarabe la ta7remny hal wajh

Mom: wala ya7remny hal ebtesamaa

My mom left ..

I was sitting alone ..

Sa3oudy was with his made ..

Suddenly I received an SMS ..

Yousif:

“ma wa7ashtek?”

Ahhh like crazy!

Me:

“nah!”

Yousif:

“bs I do”

Me:

“you do miss me?

Yousif:

“like .. like .. I don’t know I miss you so much!”

Me:

“ok”

Yousif:

“I know you miss me”

Me:

“huh! Thiqa!”

Yousif:

“Forgive me”

Me:

“forget it”

eff ana laaihh akheth ou a36e ma3aahh!!

I throw my mobile ..

I need to join a gym!!

I changed my clothes and went to Jabreyya Champion club ..

I register for 1 year then I went to starbucks took my late and went back home ..

Lele: shahad mr. yousif brought you this

She gave me a bag ..

Me: yousif? My yousif?

Lele: yes your husband

Not anymore!

I took the bag to see Chopard ice cube bracelet!!!

And there was a small card ..

“I’m sorry! Please come back I want you I need you!”

LAAI HENA OUUU KFAYAA!!!!!!!!!!

I removed my Harry Winston earing and ring also removed my Van Cleef pendant and Cartier watch putted them in the same bag he gave me, went to my car and told the driver to follow me ..

I went to 3daileyya ..

The door was locked ..

I rang the bell ..

Rosa: who is it?

Me: ana? Is yousif there?

Rosa: yes!

Me: ok open!!!

Rosa opened the door ..

I went inside to see yousif ..

I froze in my place ..

He smiled ..

Yousif: kent metwaqe3 enech betreddeeen , come here I miss youuuu!!!!!!!!

Me: esma3ny ya mu7taram!!

Yousif looked at me wonderingly ..

Me: ana aghlaaa men kethaaa!!!!

I throw all the jewels outside the bag ..

Yousif popped his eyes out ..

Ou foug’hum your aston ..

And I throw the key on his face ..

Yousif: shaaahhaaad!!

Me: muuu ta3mel elly tebghaah ou ba3daain tejeeblyyy 7ajaaattt!!!! ellaa hal marraa! musta7el artha!

Yousif: SHAHAD!! ANA ABEEECHHH OU MA AYEBLECH HADAYA 3ASHAN ASAKTECH LAAA!! 3ASHAN AWANSECH OU AJBER KHA6RECH!!

Me: elly enkesar ma yenjeber!

Yousif: embaalaa!!! Yenjeber shahaad!! 7ubnaa akbar men ena yenkeser!

I stretched my hand ..

Me: sheeel hal bracelet wellaah bakseraaa!!!

Yousif: shahad la ma we9alna lai hadaraja!

Me: SHELAAA!! WAIN ELMEFTAA77???

Yousif: MANY SHAYLAAA!! OU BETTEMMEN 7ABEEBTY OU MERTY!!

Me: ra7 e6allegny!

Yousif calmed down: asef!

My eyes popped out!

Me surprisingly: excuse me?

Yousif: 6alaag maku!

Me: hmm ya3ni nawy 3al khal3??

Yousif: eb malyoun! Yeebeee wana a6algech!

My eyes filled with tears!!

One million KD is TOO MUCH!!

Men wain ajeblak malyouuuuun!!!!

Me: 7aqeeer!

Yousif: getlech men gabel mu bsehoula ahedech!

Me: ana shahad al***** ma ygouloully la’ fahem???

Yousif: maadry akhaaf banda wana madryyy >>>kharej elna9;p<<<

Yousif: bs eb hathy ana agoullech laa’!

Me: 6ayyeb betshouuuf ya yousif ya ana ya enta!

I ran to our driver’s car ..

I was insanely crying ..

I didn’t expect that!!!

Yebgha ethelnyyyy elwa6y!!

I called jarra7 immediately ..

Me while crying: jarraaa77

Jarra7: SHFEECHH!

Me: wainek ya jarraaa7!!

Jarra7: belbaait shesalfaaa!

Me: aaahhh ya jarraa7 jaaa elyoum elly yethelloony feeehh 3yal el7araaamm

Jarra7: SHAHAD SHSAWWAALLECH???

I chocked in my tears I couldn’t talk!

Jarra7: waaainchhhh??

Me: ray7a f7ai7el!!

Jarra7: kany yaayyech!

…

Jarra7: SHINNUUUUW??? LAYKOUUUN EB KAIF OMMA HATHAA??

Me: yabghaany adfaa3 laa malyouuuun!!!!!

Jarra7: yestaahbeel?? 7asbala eldenya saybaa?? Makuu qanouuun???

Me: kaaaiifff!! Etha 7a6aina mu7amy e7e6 10 hatha rajjaaal wa9el mu zayyanaa!!

Jarra7: e7na wa9leeen men gallech mu wa9leen?? 3endi rabe3 mu7ameeen ou obouch allah yer7ema kan 3enda khosh mu7ameen! Ou baba 3abdallah ahala ou rab3a wa9leeen la tkhaafeen kouny wathqa enny bared lech 7aggech etha mu bel6eeb bel quwwaa!!

Me: teslaaam yakhoouuyy ma ga9aart!

Jarra7: bs lazem a3aref shsawwa bethab6?

Me: laih lazem?

Jarra7: ne7taj 7ejja!

Me: khanny!

Jarra7: eshlooouunnnn??

Me: ekallem wa7da!

Jarra7: bss??

Me: bs!

Jarra7: bs ekallemha mu akthar?

Me: mu akthar!

Jarra7: akeeeed???

Me: malyoun bel meyya!

Jarra7: khalaa9 ma y9er kha6rech ella 6ayyeb! E7na gadha ou gdoud!

Me: hatha el3asham feeekk!

Jarra7: abe chay fee?

Me: degega! .. lele lele

Lele: yes?

Me: make tea please

Lele: ok

I brought my mobile out and started  to stare on Yousif’s SMSs ..

Ahhh men wain jatna hal mnera!!

Laaiiihhh!! Kenna 7elweeen kan 7ubnaaa 6aaaghyy hal koouunnn!!!

Eb la7tha ketha eftaragnaa!!

Jarra7: shahaaad!

Me: halaa!

Jarra7: shfeech sar7ana?

Me: afakker!

Jarra7: wana afakker!

Me: shetfakker feh?

Jarra7: afakker eb 3elaqat el galb bel 3agel

I looked at him wonderingly ..

Jarra7: legait enna elgalb 3aneeeed!! Ou ma yesma3 kalam el3agel!

Me: huh!?

Jarra7: el3agel ohwa dayman el9a7! Bs elgalb madry shinu nethama!

Jarra7: ya3ni anaaa?

Me: eeewa??

Jarra7: youuum ennech hazza’teeny ou desty karaaamtyyy ..

My heart skipped a beat ..

No no jarra7 mu enta wedenya kullakum theddy!!

Jarra7: galbe 3umra ma gal mabeeha!! 3umra maaa 7ab ghaairech!! Bs 3agly kan egoully karamtek!! Get it?

Me: I guess!

Jarra7: e3tabreny ghabe aw mdammagh aw 7maar aw aw elly tabeeen

Me: la ma 7ajaaa kel hatha ma7shouuum!

Jarra7: abdan mu ma7shoum lamma ayyech elyoum ou 3ugub kel el ehanaat wagoullech tetzawejaainyy???

My heart skipped BEEEAATTTSSS!!!!!!!!!!!

My eyes popped OUUUUTT!!!

Me: NO!! NO WAY!!! ATZAWEJEK? LAAA’AAA!!!!!