From Never Till Forever .. Part44

We spent the whole night together in a very romantic environment ..

Yousif: yallahhh babaaa

I moaned ..

Yousif: 7ayatee goumy wenty sakta la a6eb 3laich al7eeenn

I smiled ..

Me: shfeek?

Yousif: wayhech eljameel bekhalleny astekheff

Me giggled: ta3aaal I wanna hug you ma at7ammal

Yousif: laa mabe ayyech enty ta3aleelly GOUMAY!!!

Me: met’akked ma tabe?

He turned around ..

Me giggled: lai haddarajaaa ashawwegggg

Yousif: ma a9adddeg shkether t3arfeen tajthebeeenyyy!!

Me: laaish el akh meghna6ees?

And all of a sudden he jumped on me and started to pinch me in everywhere ..

Me giggled: bsss youuusiiiffff

Yousif: many mwagef ella lamma tgoumeenn

Me giggled: ok okkk!!

I pulled myself from him and went to the bathroom ..

Then I wore my ..

M Missoni dress:

With my Jimmy choo flats:

My hair was straight ..

Yousif: yallah

Me: aishhh hal ree7aaa!!

Yousif: mu 7elwa??

Me: marraaaa 7elwa!!!

Yousif: glad you liked it!

Me: laaihh t7ee6 cologne geddam elbanaaatt!!

Yousif giggled: la wallahh?? Chennech eb ta3keseen el aya??

Me: mushkelty enna zojy dayman aneeq!

Yousif: e7eemm!!

We went to the college together ..

I went to my class and yousif went to his office ..

Its really amazing that all my doctors know that I am Yousif’s wife ..

After finishing my classes I went to Yousif’s office to see Mnera closed his office’s door and walked in 

the hole with that ugly sad face ..

I gave her my favourite scorn gaze and entered yousif’s office ..

Yousif: yaa ommy akuu bab 3ashan e6eggounaa!!!

Me: ba3dain elbab yet3awwar 7abeebyy!!

Yousif giggled: ohhh hathyy shahdetyyy!!

Me: ajal meeen bakouuunn

Yousif: 7asbaly mneroo

Me: 7ashaaayy

Yousif: yannenatny ya shaahaad chenha yahel!

Me: getlaha enek ma tabeha mu3eedtek?

Yousif: eeh!

Me: shgalat?

Yousif told me while standing up and coming closer to me the following:

Yousif: 3ad shda3wa hammatnyyy!! Ana kel elly ehemny hathy elensanaaaa

He kissed my forehead ..

I closed my eyes and hugged him ..

He hugged me back and kissed my head ..

I can sniff his amazing odor ..

Me: allah la ya7remny

Yousif: wala ya7remny enshallah!

Me: 7abeby ya3ni ghayyart’ha?

Yousif: almost

I smiled ..

Me: khallast?

Yousif: ee 7ayate yallah enrou7

Me: okk

Yousif locked his office’s door and held my neck from the back and walked ..

Me: yousif akrah hal 7araka taraa!!

Yousif: elmaska qasdech?

Me: eehhh!!

Yousif giggled: shloun tabeen amsekech?

Me: la tamseknyyy! Huh!

Yousif giggled: fahem ga9dehum watjahlaaa

Me: hahaha

Yousif hugged me tightly from the side ..

I smiled ..

Yousif: chethy ok?

Me shyly: ehh

We went to his car ..

Yousif: 7abebty wain tabe takel?

Me: ummm pizzeta?

Yousif: madry kaifech goulay wana awadech

Me: pizzeta it is

Yousif: okk

We went to pizzeta ..

We ordered different delicious dishes ..

Yousif: shfeech ma takleen?

Me: ka ga3da akel

Yousif: shahaad shfeeech!!!

My eyes gleamed from tears ..

Me: yousif 6al3atly karsha

Yousif laughed hardly, Which made me nervous!!!!!!!!

Maku shay ethaa7eeek!!

I sighed: UFFFF!!

Yousif: 7beebty men 9ijech?

Me: eee akeeed men 9ijjee

Yousif: waain many shayef karsha!!

Me: tebgha arfa3 fustany ou tshouf??

Yousif: 7abebty you’re pregnant tara

Me: la wallah??

Yousif: wallah ya3ni akeed eb te6la3lech karshaa!! Ou hathy wala shay!

Me: 7abbe6ny zyadaa!!

Yousif: eklay yuba eklay!! Ou elkarsha bel akel ou balayyah 6al3atlech!

Me: waai3 zaaaiiin!!

Yousif: 7abebty 7e66y eb balech ena ra7 eyye walad wa7sh men wara ba6nech fa it worth !

Me: waaiii333!!!!!!!!

Yousif: ma tabeen walad yejma3na?

Me: I won’t become hot anymore!

Yousif: excuse me????

I stared on him ..

Yousif: love!!! My hotness standard rouuu7ech el7elwaaaa

I smiled ..

Yousif: ana awal ma sheftech ma sheft jesmech aw sha3rech aw wayhech!!

Yousif: I love you!!! Yourself!!! Out of all of these formalities

I grab his hairy hand and kissed it ..

Me: like no other

Yousif smiled ..

After finishing he drove me to my grandfather house ..

Yousif: shahoud banzel asallem 3ala omech goulellaha

Me: ok al7een anzel a3mel lak darb

Yousif giggled: shda3wa beddakhlen 3alaihum grandizer?

Me: degeegaaaa ya rajjal

Yousif: okk

I went inside to hear all that noise!

Its really amazing when your home become full of vitality ..

Sallamt 3alaihum ou 7akart’hum fee dar el esteqbal ou mama g3adat bel 9ala tan6er yousif ..

Dakhal yousif sallam 3ala mama ou ra7 ..

Mom: kaif 7alek?

Me: 6ayba

Mom: merta7a ma3a yousif?

Me: mama I am in love!! I am DEEPLY in love

Mom smiled: el7emdellah! Ou does he loves you as much as you do?

Me: yemkin akthar

Mom: el7emdellah 6ammanteny!

I smiled ..

Mom: 6oul manty msafra wana a7lem 7loum mu zaina kunt dayman a7ateek

I was quiet ..

7loumek ya mama laha ma3ani .. bs el7ayat mustamera ..

I sat with my cousins ..

I spent the whole time with them ..

At 6:00 pm ..

My mobile rang ..

It was Jarrah ..

I picked it up automatically ..

Me: alo!

Jarra7: shahad!

Me: aish fee??

Jarra7: umm obouy 3abdallah belbait?

Me: eewa!

Jarra7: agdar aye? Omy tgoul ahalkum 3endekum

Me: eewa akeed! Eehh humma ga3den bel serdab

Jarra7: wenty ga3da ma3ahum?

Me: jarra7 enta tebgha tgoul 7aja?

Jarra7: la2!

Me: 6ayyeb! Baba 3abdallah mawjoud 7ayyak fe ay wagt ma3asalama

Jarra7: allah ysalmech!

That’s weird!

I closed it and called yousif to pick me up ..

But he didn’t answer ..

I called him over 10 times!!!

Whats wrong with him!!!

I went to my mom ..

Me: mamaa

Mom: hala ya galby

Me: yousif ma yred 3alaay!!

Mom: yemkin masghoul!

Me: eb aish yensheghel hal 7azza!!

Mom: 7azzat 9alat yemkin ga3d e9ally!

Oh mama you know nothing!

Me: hmmm

Mom: maku ella el3afya ya galbe la t7ateen

Me: ok enshallah!

Suddenly ..

Jarra7: E7EM E7EM!!

Mom: goulella yedkhal ya galbe ana banzel 3end elbaanat

Me: ok!

My mom left the living room ..

Me: edkhal jarra7!

Jarra7: elsalamu 3alaikum!

Me: wa3alaikum esalam

He sat on the couch ..

He took a deep breath ..

Its weird!! He should ask about baba 3abdallah!

I know there is something in his head ..

I stood up to force him talking ..

Jarra7: shahad!

Me: na3am!

Jarra7: ge3day shway!

Me: laihh?

Jarra7: uhh umm 3ala ma eyyee obouy 3abdallah!

Me: ok aneeh?

Jarra7: la degeega!

Me: jarra7 do you wanna say something?

Jarra7: umm laa

Me: just say!!!

I sat next to him ..

Me: whats wrong???

Jarra7: ana ou shamma fallaina!

My eyes popped out ..

Me: laaaiihhhhh???????????

Jarra7: ummm

Me: 7araaam elbent bayen 3alaiha 6aybaa!!

He was quiet ..

Me: I know its personal bs madry ya3ni 7aram

Jarra7: eeeh 7aram ehya 6ayba!

Me: 3ayal laaiishhh!! That’s a big step lazem tfakroun 3adel gabel ma tsawonha!!!!

Jarra7 took a deep breath ..

Me: shaklek musta’!! ehya elly ma tabek??

Jarra7 punched his chest: hathaaa kella men haathaa

My heart started to beat so fast ..

Jarra7: haaathaaa ellyyy muuuu gader e7eb ghaaairechhh!!!!!!!!

I felt dryness in my throat ..

Jarra7: kel maa gelt khaaalaa9 maaaku shaahaad ba3eesh 7ayatee nafs ma 3ashat 7aayat’haaa 

YEMNA3NYYY!!!!!

His eyes started to gleam from tears ..

Jarra7: shahaad!! Ana ta3aaabtt ta3abttt!!! Kaaarheeeny feeeechhh tukfaaaiiinnn!!! Gaalbeee aseeerech 

7arrereeh allah ykhalleeechhh!!!!

My eyes started to tear ..

He broke my heart ..

Although of all the bad things I did to him egoully karheny fech!!

Me: jarraa7!!! You have to know that you deserve someone better than me!!

Jarra7: delleeeny 3ala hal someone!! I cant find someone better than you shahad!! You are the best!!

I stood up ..

Me: enshallah ra7 telgaa!! Banady yadde

I called my grandfather then I went to my room and started to cry hardly!!

I don’t know what to do!!

His words broke my heart ..

I really want to help him but I don’t know how!!

After a while ..

I wiped my tears , fixed my makeup and called Yousif BUT he didn’t answer!!!!

Oh my god!!!!

Besmellahera7man elra7eeeemmm!!

What happened to him!!!

I took my car’s key and went to 3daileyya!!

On my way I received an SMS ..

I grinned, I thought its from Yousif but unfortunately its not!!

It was from Jarrah!!

“sheft el7ageega zain 3araft ennek hena le7alak te3eesh eb galbey l7alak”

oh my god!!! Jarra7 kellesh mu wagtaa!!

When I arrived I saw Yousif’s car parked ..

I entered the house immediately ..

Me: YOUSIFFFFF!!!!!

I went to our room ..

Me: yousssiiff wineeekkk??

I left our room to see him in the up stair’s living room ..

my heart's beats accelerated ..

Me shockingly: YOOOUSIIIIIIFFFF!!!!!!!