Friday, March 30, 2012

From Never Till Forever .. Part41


Hellooo beauties ..

I'm really SORRY for the delay wallahh i have my reasons ..

bs 3awathtkum eb that LONG post:D

This post is dedicated to lovelyyyy Nalmousa<3 ..

ENJOY IT<3!



Yousif: umm laish??

Yousif: ee still! Shmawtho3ech?

Yousif: ahh!! Hal youmain!

Yousif: enzain mneraa .. ha?

Yousif: ok manayer manoura elly ohwa lazem asakra al7en mashghoul ana!!

Yousif: eeh bye!

I placed my hands on my waist ..

Me: khaair enshallahh???

Yousif smiled: ya zeen elly m3a9beeenn

Me: min 9ijjeee shesalfaaaa khale9aw ahalek elly edeg 3alaik hathy?

Yousif: yassheen el9udfa elly ejma3atna weyyaha

Me: 7adda sh3endaha?

Yousif: 7annaaa tgouly wainek mita betred

Me: SHAKUUUUWW!!

Yousif: khallouha mu3eedty ou meshta6a! tadren beda eldawam

Me: allah y3enek 3alaiha el9ara7a

Yousif: ee wallahh!!

Me: yousif?

Yousif: 3youni?

Me: ya3ni ma bethnek may bnerja3 bukra??

Yousif: min 9ijjech? 7oth seba7a eb ethny afa 3alaaichhh!! Amray meta tabeenn??

Me: madry luw e7a9elly ma arja3 lekwait

Yousif giggled: 7ayatee entay beda eldawaam!

Me: efff!!!

Yousif: Nmadedha youmain ha yuba?

Me: maratheyya youuusiiff!!!

Yousif: wallah entaw ma7ad gharbalna ghairkum 7aail 6abbe3 maratheyyat ou kelhum fake!! Esharha 
3al 6abeeb el athwal elly ma 3enda thameer ou ewaqe3!!

Me: waaaaay  a typical Doctor!!!

Yousif: eeehh maku maratheyyat!!

Me: a7es 7ubna ou romanseyyatna eb togaf 3ugb shahr el3asal! Fachethy mabe aredd!!

Yousif: afaaa!!!

Me: wallah wallah!!

Yousif: shahad elsalfaa mu salfat enny tawni metzawwej ou met7ammes aghazel chum shahar ou amel 
laaa2!! 7ayatee shoufat 3younech etkhalleny atghazzal fech ou asawi ashya’ bedoun ma adry!! Ya3ni 
etha 3younech bettem 3younech 9adgeny I will never stop!!!

Me smiled: ou luw sama7t 7arakat az3al ou a3a9eb youm kamel mabe za3lek chaaayeedd!!!!!

Yousif: ta3alay

He stretched his hands to grab me ..

I sat on his lap ..

He hugged me tight from the back ..

His arms were wrapping my belly ..

I can feel the butterflies hovering in my stomach ..

Then he kissed my cheeks ..

Yousif whispered: shahdetyyy

Me: hmmmm

Yousif: I hate sharing!!!!

Me: who don’t!!

Yousif: fa la tloumeny

Me: elly sawaita kan over!! Eshda3wa!!

Yousif: sakray elmawthou3 7ayateee

Me: eff!!! Ok

Yousif kissed my cheeks ..

Yousif: ma3alaih 3umri, teyyen enrou7 ta7at neshrab lena shay?

Me: abgha skydiving!!

Yousif: ok ou 3ugubha enrou7 direct

Me: 6ayyeb

We walked to the lobby together , because yousif want to know where exactly the place is ..

Yousif: la7thaa la7thaaa

Me: aish?

Yousif: 7amel ou skydiving!!!

Me: la tgoullyy may9eeerrrr!!!!!!!!!

Yousif: wallah atwaqa3 chethy

He asked the reception about my case and they told him that skydiving is against the pregnant woman 
health .. ufff!!! Hal jahel sabbab lena mashakel gabel la yejeee!!!

Yousif: ma3alaih khera ou wa3ad menny awadech 3ugub ma toldeen

Me: ufff!!

Yousif: emshay nestanes bel café!!

Me: ok

We went to the restaurant ..

It was so romantic ..

We sat down ..

Yousif: 7ayatee shteshrebeen?

Me: abgha moya!

Yousif: bss? Enzain taklen ay shay!

Me: la mabghaa 7ajaa etha je3t a6leb

Yousif: 3ala ra7tech

He called the waiter ..

Yousif: 1 American coffee and 1 water please

The waiter: ok

Me: ya 7elu eljaaww!!

Yousif: wujouudech m7alleehh!

I blushed ..

I looked at my belly and ran my hands on it ..

Me: hatha wuhwa tawwa ma kammal shahar m’atheena kaif etha kubar!!

Yousif: 3aad 7addech 3ala elghaly kellesh ma athanna kheera yubaa!!

Me: na3aaammm?? Hathy awwalhaa? Went lail7en ma shefta tdafe3 3annaa??

Yousif giggled: egharouuunn??

Me shyly: marraa

Yousif giggled: allaah y3eenny

Me: aana elly allah y3eeenni elmafrouth mu men awalha ajeblek baby elmafrouth akhallek tet3allag 
feny 7ail 3ashan etha ja elbaby ma tbadelny feehh!

Yousif giggled: yannaitay? Awal marra ashouf om tghar men waladha!

Me: ana mu om tawennas!!!

Yousif: enty raas elmaaalll!! Enty elghaaalyaaa!! Elly ma abaddel bech bedeeel!

Me giggled: ma tbaddel aishhh??

Yousif: ma abaddel .. ahh heheheh el7emdellah wesheker

Me: yalait abouya mawjoud weshouf walady!!

Yousif: el7emdellahh 3ala kel 7al

Me: wallahh he left a big gap in my life

Yousif: enshallah agdar a3awthech

Me: a9lan many gadra atkhayal kaif bekoun 7aly bedounak

He held my hand ..

Yousif: 7abebtyyyy

He kissed my hand ..

Yousif: youre amazing! Wallah matkhayyal nafsy ma3a ghairech!

Me giggled: THANKS GODDDD!!

Yousif: ayal ta3baanaaa!! Etshekkeeennnn enny asawwehaa???

Me: 7abebyy laaa amza7 ma3ak

Yousif: ashwaaa

Me: yousif shensammy elbaby??

Yousif: msa3ad

Awwhhh!!!!! Kan yabgha ysammeeh 3ala abouuuuhhh!!!!  

Me surprisingly: msa3ad???

Yousif: you need msa3ad in your life right??

Me: etha betshouf my needs fa kel elly a7taja entaaa

Yousif: 7abeeebtyy walaw ra7 nsammeh msa3ad

Me shyly: okk

Yousif: ta3alay etha 6la3at bnayyaa

Me: bnayyaa??

Yousif: eehh!

Me: la la enshallah walad!

Yousif: la tgoulelly tghareen ba3aaddd!!

Me shyly: yemkin!!

Yousif laughed: wallaaahh bed3a entaay min 9ejjjeechhh??? Bentech bentechhhh hathyyy mu 
shereecha wallaahh!!

Me: allah ygharbel blees 7ubbak kaif 3afaasnyyy!!

Yousif: yalaaait agdaar asammeeha shahaddd!!

Me shyly: 7abeebyyy!!

Yousif: ou te6la3 ge63a nafs elly jeddaamyyy

I turned my head around to see elge63a elly yetkallam 3anha ..

Yousif laughed hardly: YA 7ATHYY ENTAY ENTAAYYY!!

I blushed ..

Me giggled: shdarraanyyy

Yousif: ensammeehaa ..

Me: rayaaa!!

Yousif: laa 7ayate ba3dain eta3aqad egouloullaha raya wella 9al7eyya la la mu khoshh

Me: haw!! Shaakuuu!!

Yousif: ensameha reem?

Me: laa la abe 7aja jedeedaa

Yousif giggled: tabeen nkammelha wensammeha johara 3ala ommech?

Me: 3ad mama esmahaa ejanneenn!! Bs 7aram enta samha 7e9a 3ala ommek

Yousif: la hal yahel enty tsammena ou elly warah ana

Me: ba3aaaddd?? La please ma nabgha nkawwed wer3aan

Yousif giggled: ma nkawwed shda3waa

Me: ahhh khalas alah ya7yeenaa

Yousif stretched his hands to grab mine ..

Yousif: yallah

He took me to the beach and we walked along it ..

The weather was fabulous ..

Yousif was hugging me all the time ..

Until I received an SMS ..

Once I saw jarrah’s number I locked my mobile immediately ..

3ad hal marra 9ij ma9akh’ha lah 3aaiin edezlyy SMS ba3ad!!!

After walking we went back to our room ..

I took my mobile to read jarrah’s SMS because yousif was in the bathroom ..

Jarrah:

“wesh msawwi ma3a ghairy? Wesh eldenya begarbah ou ya rou7y enta met’hanny? Wella eb shoug 
ley mashghoul? .. ana ma zelt afakker feek ou amout eb 7ubbek ou 6areek welaken hathy a6ba3y 
akhabbe el7ezn bey ma agoul .. reja3t as’al qasub 3anni jebarny elshoug e3therny ana magdar 3ala 
galby 3ajazt alga lewefaah 7louul .. amana en jeet fee balek te6ammen galby 3an 7alek 3ala elthekra 
ana 3ayesh ou kaif ansak mu ma3qoul ..“

Ohh my gooood!!!!

Khalaasss kefaayaa!!

I replied:

“excuse moi??? You are engaged 3ala fekraaa!! 3aaibb 3alaaiikk wallah 3aib ay wefa hatha elly 
etekallam 3annah went mkhalle kha6ebtak ou et3akesnyy!!!! Ou don’t send me anything I HATE 
YOU!!”

efff!!

I erased the message coz TA3AQADT!!

Elmuhem ..

The 2 days passed faster than my Aston Martin!!

And its time to back to Kuwait ..

They were the best and maybe worst days in my life ..

I had so much fun with Yousif ..

Oman was beautiful ..

And yousif was so ROMANTIC ellyy 7asaaait enny eb Romantic movie!!

I wore my ..

M Missoni top:




Alexander Wang pant:



And Yves Saint Laurent pumps:




Yousif: shinu haathaaaa

Me: aishh huwwa??

Yousif: min 9ijjech ka3aaab??

Me: eewaa!!!

Yousif: fe9kheee ou lebsy flat

Me: laaa pleaseeee!!! Ana menzeman an6er youm elradda 3ashan albesaaa!!

Yousif: shahaaadd!! Mu zaainn lechh enty 7amel!!

Me: la elaha ella allah!!!

Yousif: yallah 7abebty lebsay flat

Me: ma3endi ella tods ou rubber sandals!!!

Yousif: ee lebsay tods!!

Me: waai3 youuusif la t’halleg feeny!

Yousif: shaahhhad!! You have to think of your child!! Mu yahel entayy!!

Me: my pump 7adda mureee7 ou weldek mara7 e9er feh shay!!!

Yousif: emshay emshay ta’akharna!!

At the plane ..

Me: akhhh finally I’ll meet my mom!!!

Yousif: miss her?

Me: ahh like crazy!!

Yousif: hmm

Me: don’t you miss your mom?

Yousif: laa 3adi ta3awwadnaa

Me: gelt 7g a7ad yakhethna?

Yousif: 3aziz gal eb yakhethna

Me: ou jaddy ra7 yejee

Yousif: meta eb teyyen 3endi?

Me: madry I need to stay with my mom 7g fatra a7es she needs me

Yousif: like shkether?

Me: 2 months 3ala ma te6la3 min 3edat’haa

Yousif: laaa shahaaaad waaayeeedd!!!!!!!!

Me: ya3ni yousif ana 6awa3tek ou safarteb 3ez 3edat’ha al7en 6e3ni ou khal ajabel mama

Yousif: as you like!

I ignored his sentence ..

We stayed silent for a while then ..

Me: za3alt?

Yousif: eshrayech?

Me: ya3ni please tefahham elmawthou3!!

Yousif: omech me7tajetech rou7ellaha zoureeha bs bellail ana me7tajech mu omech!!!

Me: ummmm! Ok!

Yousif kissed my cheek and smiled ..

The time passed until we arrived to LOVELY KUWAIT!!!

Me: ahhhh babaa 3abdallaahhh

I ran to him and hugged him tightly ..

Grandfather: hala hala bnaytee

Me: marraaa wa7ashtnyyyy

Grandfather: wallah ana ou omech ou elkwait kelha walhaneeen 3alaich

Yousif kissed my grandfather’s forehead ..

Grandfather: el7emdellah 3alsalama

Yousif: allah ysalmekk yuba

Grandfather: ha 3asa estanastaw??

Yousif looked at me and smiled ..

Me: foug ma tet9awwar

Yousif hugged me from the side ..

Grandfather: el7emdellah

Yousif: ohh 3aziz

Grandfather: okhouk jay?

Yousif: ee kahuu!

Grandfather: khansallem 3alaih

We went to his brother ..

It was the first time seeing him ..

3aziz: HALLAA YWAISIIIFFF!

And he hugged him while kissing his cheeks ..

Yousif: halaa feeekkk

3aziz looked at me: shlouuunech mertaaa?

Me giggled: el7emdellahh

He came closer to me and shook my hands ..

3aziz: nice to meet you

Me: shukran

Yousif: 3aziz , baba 3abdallah yad shahad

3aziz kissed baba abdullah’s forehead: halaa 3ammi hala wallah

grandfather: hala yuba shlounek?

3aziz: el7emdellah

Suddenly someone came with cup of starbucks coffee in her hand and big blonde keshaa above her 
head with a very tall skinny body ..

…..: hiiiiii

Yousif shook her hand: ahlaaaann mahra shlounechh?

Mahra?? She looks American not Emirates!!

Mahra: tamaaaamm! Enta shlouuuunekkk ou shlouuun your honeymoon!!!

Yousif giggled: AWESOME!!!

Mahra: abeee detailsss ma yenfa3 chethyyy!!

Yousif: bel sayyaraaa , hathy shahad murty

Mahra: hiiiii

She kissed me 6000000 kisses ..

Me: ahlaann

Mahra: mashallaahh jameeelaa!!! Yousif good job!!

Yousif giggled: afa 3alaich!

I blushed ..

Grandfather: yallah ya shahad!

No no I want to go with them!!!!

I wanna know who’s mahraaa!!!

Mu mal ahayyet yousif ma3aahaa!!!

Me: ok!

I went back home and yousif went with his brother ou madry minu refeejat el3ayla or I don’t know!!

Me: MAMAMMMAAAAAAA

I ran to her and hugged her tiiiighhhhhttttttt!!!!

Both of me and my mom started tearing ..

Mom: asfaraaat ou anwaraaaat yaa gaalbb mamaa

Me: MAAARRRRAA WA7ASHTENYYY!!

Mom: anaa galbe metga66e3 min elwalaah ya galbyyyyy

I laid my head on her shoulders and started to smell her hair and neck ..

Me: yaaa reeee7attttt oommmmmyyyyy

Mom: eg3edyyyy geleeellyy kaiff shahr el3asal ou aish 3amalty ou ma 3amaltyy

I sat down ..

Me: awwal shaaayyy!!!

I touched my belly ..

Me: guess what?

My mom grinned ..

Mom: 7AMELLLL?????

Me: eeewaaaa!!

My mom hugged me really tighttt!!

Mom: AAHHH!!! YA GALBEE KEBARTAY OU BET9EREN OMM!!

My eyes started to tear because the word “om” scares me ..

Mom: ya galbee ou madam ennek 7amel esh lek bel ka3b el3aly?

Me: mama marra muree77

Mom: walaw ya galbe lazem tehtamain eb 3umrek eb they elfatra 6ayyebbb

Me: 6ayyebbb

The next day ..

Yousif told me that he’d pick me for the college ..

I woke up early ..

And wore my ..

Azzaro jacket:




With my Isabel Marent jeans:



And my Tods:



I waited unitl my Yousif picked me up ..

Yousif: HALA BELZAIIINNNN MURT ELZAAIIIN

Me: haaahhh!!

Yousif: 9aba7 elward ya wardaaa

Me: goulely ye7ebnyyy luw ag6a3 7abba 7abbaa

Yousif: barra! Barra yalla nezlayy

Me giggled: kaif 7alakkk!

Yousif: 6ayyeb madamny ashouf hal zaaiiinn

Me: awhh!!

Yousif grinned ..

I kissed his cheek ..

Me: a7ebbek

Yousif: ya7alat el kisses la yaw mennech faj’aa

Me: hehhehe

Yousif: ma 3endech class al7een 9a7?

Me: laa!

Yousif: 3ayal emshy makteby neshrab coffee

Me: 6ayyeebb akeed

We went there to his office wellaa!!!

Mneraa was sitting on the chair in front of his office ..

Yousif whispered: walllaiiin!

Mnera: hellloooo!!! Yousif shlounekkk !

Wai33!! Aishh the eldala3!! You are 3ayouza please!!

Yousif: hala hala

Mnera: taw ma nawwar elmukaann!

Yousif: mashkoura

Mnera looked at me: chenna students lazem ma eyoun hny hal 7azaa??

YOUSIF PLEASE 6EGHAAA!!!

Yousif: eb kaif minu??

Mnera: madry chenna

Yousif brought his key out and unlocked his office’d door ..

Mnera stood so close to him and started to fix her hair 3al saree3 ..

Seriously? Whats wrong with that *****



Wednesday, March 28, 2012

From Never Till Forever .. Part40

This post is dedicated to GORGEOUS Lady M &amp; Princess R <3!! for their AMAZING regularly comments;* wallaahhh their comments always make my day;* love theeemmmm!! ou btw they have an amazing blog http://fromdubaiwithlovex.blogspot.com go read it:D!!!


what else? YESS I AM OFFICIALLY BACK:D!!!!!


Enjoooooy the poooostttt;*







Haa???

It was shocking!!

We supposed to leave after 4 days!!!

Me: laihh??

Yousif: 7ajazt radda bacher el9eb7!!

My eyes popped out!!!

He took it SERIOUS!!

Me: yousif!!

Yousif: I have nothing to say!!

Me: bs anaa 3endy THINGS to say!!

He smiled that SILLY smile ..

Yousif: ba3ad lech 3aiin??

He applied some cologne and left ..

Oh my god!!!!

7altaa musta39eyaaa!!!!

Uff ufff!!!!

Ou etha radaina lekwait aish eb na3mel??

Ma3goula ekoun mfakker e6allegny??

La laa a3outhu bellaahh!!

I have to get out of that mood!!

So I decided to change into my swimsuit and went to the beach for tanning ..

I wore my Jets by Jassica Allen swimsuit ..




With my Melissa sandals ..




My look was awesome with my tanned skinn and curly hair ..

I went to the beach putted my towel down and laid on it ..

Then I started to apply the tan on my skin ..

I closed my eyes ..

I was thinking of how to fix that huge problem!!

Suddenly ..

Yousif: goumay!!!

I opened my eyes ..

Me wondering: laish!!

Yousif: bs 3ajbech shaklech chethy mensad7a brou7ech?

Me: you are most welcome

Yousif: goumy rou7ay foug yallah!!!

Me: yousif khalnyyy astanes brou7a akher youuum!!!

Yousif: testansainn?? Hmmm

Me: a7awel awannes 3umry!!

Yousif: shahad goumay ou la t3andeenn!!

Me: khalnyyy atshammas shway ma mdaanyy!!

Yousif: bassech teshemmes bashretech 7targaatt!!

Me: zaaaaaaiiin la7aaathttt!! Ams mjabletek sa3a agoullek shinu feny mtghayyer ma tla7eth enny I was 
tanned!! Ou laish mu 7eluu??

I was trying to invent conversations between us 3ashan a6ayye7 el7a6aabb!!

Yousif: GOUMAY!!!

Me: enzain goully 7eluu wella laaa??

He stared on me for seconds ..

Me: yes or no please

Yousif: its up to you etha ma taben etgoumen kaifech!!

He turned around and left me alone!!!!!!

Me: oh my god!!!!

He’s a HOPELESS case!!!!!

I collected my things and went to our room!!

Yousif was there sitting in the balcony and SMOKING cigarette ..

I took my swimsuit off and entered the bathroom to take a shower ..

It took me around an hour of showering and playing with bubbles it was refreshing!!

Then I went out the bathroom to see yousif 3ala 7a6etaa!!!

He was still smoking!!!

Ahhh!!

I have to talk to him!!

I need to start any conversation eff!

I took my dress and went to him ..

Me: yousiff

Yousif: hmm!

Me: aish rayak eb hal fustan?? Albesaa??

Yousif: lebsy elly tabeen!

Without looking at the dress!!!!!!!!!!

AAAAHHHH!!!!

Me: ok shukran!!

YERFA3 ELTHAGH6!!!

I went inside and wore it ..

Alice by Temperley gown:




Parada slipper:




My look was gorgeous !!

The tanned skin with that amazing white gown and my LOVELY curly hair!!

I sat on our bed, took yousif’s ipad and started to play angry bird over 10 times and yousif was STILL 
SMOKING!!!!

WTH!!

I throw the ipad on the bed and went to him!!!

Me: stop smoking babe that’s enough wallaaahhh!!!

He didn’t pay me any attention ..

I held his face from his chin and made him facing me ..

Me: give me one!!

Yousif: shinu??

Me: 3a6nyy zegara!!! Etha bettem eddakhen ana badakhen ma3aakk!!

Yousif: maynouna?

Me: eewa haaattt!!! Mara7 akhalleek tmout brouu7ekk!!

Yousif stared at me for a while ..

Me: whats wrong with youuuu???

Me: why smoking hundred cigarettes!!!

Yousif: am confused!!

Me: el ayyam ra7 tathbet lek yousif! Etha ment gader t9adegny ma3a elayyam ra7 t3aref el9ej!!

Yousif: ou maqmouuut!!

Me: men hal zegayer 7abeebyy ge6haa!!!!

Yousif: met’thayeg 7aaiiiil!!!

Me: ma 3aaashh min ethaygeek 7ayaatee!!

Yousif: laaa enshallah y3eesh ou yet’hanna!!

My eyes started to tear ..

Me: I didn’t mean it!! ma qa9adt athaygek wallahh!!

Yousif: shahad wallahh many gader aw9ef lech 7alty 7aaail maqmouuut!!!

Me: 7abeby

Yousif: haa!

Me: shrayek tgoum eteyaddad ou et9allyy!!

Yousif stared on me for seconds ..

Yousif: ana ma a9ally shfeech!

Me: adry!! Bs jarreb wallah raa7 tertaa7!!!

Yousif: maly wayhh!!

Me: laishhh!!

Yousif: kel hal sneen ma darait 3an rabbe wala 9alait ou al7en youm enny tethayagt a9allyy!! 
Ma9la7a!!

Me: 7abeeby 3endd rabbek mafee  7aja esmaha ma9la7aa!!! Bel3aaks rabbek elwa7eed elly la jeet lah 
ba3d jafak yestagbelek!!!

Yousif throw his cigarette and stood up ..

Yousif: yallah 3almeny!

His scenery was heart breaking but I tried to hold my tears but at the same tame I was really happy 
because he’s starting to change ..

I smiled and followed him to the bathroom ..

I told him what to do exactly and then I taught him how to pray ..

Me: yousif bel sujoud ed3yy rabbak min kel galbak ou koun  watheg enna allah eb yestejeeb lak

Yousif: ok

Me: ou touuub lerabbak touba ennak ma te3eed elmanaker

Yousif started to pray ..

And I was staring on him happily ..

Ou kunt aghashesha shwayya bel ta7eyyat ou kethaa ..

El7emdellaahhh allah ytammem 3alaih yarabb ..

After he finished ..

Me: al7een kaif 7alak?

Yousif: el7emdelah shway erte7t!

I smiled ..

Me: I told you 7abeby

Yousif: by the way you look hot!!

Me shyly: 7abeeebyy I miss youuu!!!

Yousif: I miss you too ou I cant hold it any more!!!!

He came closer to me and kissed me that amazing kiss ..

I hugged him tightly ..

Me: wallal3atheem a7ebbek

Yousif: ana ba33ad bs 7arakatech tbu6 elchabd

Me: ma 3alaih 7abeeby ta7amalny ba3ad ana mertek

Yousif: enzain gabel la y6ee7 kel el7a6ab bagoullech shay

Me: amer

Yousif: elyahel bet6ay7ena??

Me: not any more 7ayatee!!

Yousif: laish shelly taghayyar? Am still me tar abs kent shway aw waaayed maqmout

Me: jarrabt za3alek youm ou ma ta7ammalt kaif en kan 6oul el3umer?

Yousif: ba3ad 3umry

He hugged me really tight for minutesssss ..

Then I sang in a low voice while sitting between his warm grab, laying my head on his huge chest ..

Me: ow3edny 3anny ma tegheeb ou tebga hena jambe gereeb me7taja ana methlek 7abeeb yefham 
3eyouni ou tha7kety feek enta 7elmi menzeman wenta el7aya waghla 7anan telga ma3ak rou7y 
elaman yaghla bashar fee denyety

He was kissing the top of my head then he lowered his lips to kiss my forehead then my left cheek then 
then then ..

Hahah yousif is ALL what I need!!!!

Yousif: wa3ad 3umri wa3aaaddd 7ayaateeee mmm

Me shyly: lets celebrate?

Yousif: yallah emshay! Shloun tabeeen?? Sky diving?

Me: OHHHH MYYYYY GOOOOODDDD!!!!!!!!!!

Yousif giggled: tkhafeeenn??

Me: laaaaa abghaaa abghaaaaaa!!!! Feee hnyyyy???

Yousif: mu hny bs greeebbb

Me: SO ABADDEELLL??

Yousif: laa 9aber ma sheba3t men hal look el7elu ya 7elwaaa!!

I blushed ..

Me: yakfee e7raaajj

Suddenly yousif’s mobile rang ..

It was behind me ..

Yousif: 3a6eny mobily!

I took it and looked at the screen ..

Me: raqam ghareebb

Yousif wonderingly: ashouff

I gave him the mobile ..

Yousif: aloo!!

Yousif: hala feech!

Yousif: tamam eb khair!

Yousif: 3afwan min 7athretech?

Yousif: ahhhh hala mnera!

Mnera mnera mnera? Yes!!! Cousin obouh? Elly eb paris? Shhalllazga!!




Monday, March 26, 2012

From Never Till Forever .. Part39

This post is dedicated to LOVELIES TALSHEHAB and MALEBRAHIM <3!!!

ENJOY IT<3!!



Jarra7: shinnuuuuw???

Me: please sa3edny ana mali ghairak!!

Jarra7: YANNAITAAYYY??? MAYNOUUNAA?? NAG9A 3AGEL??? SHINU YA3NI MA 
TABEEN ELYAHEL??? ALLAHH MEN3EM 3ALAICH EB YAHEL T3OUFEENA??

Me: maa 3eftaa bss bel wagt el7aalyy mabghah!! Ent 3aref wath3 youuusiff!! Laa t9eer ent wel zeman 
theddy ya jarra7 takfaaa takfa!

Jarra7: ya shahad ana ne9a7t ou getlech hal rayyal mu zaain la twafqeen 3alaih bs 3ammek a9makhh!! 
Khallech ta7ammelay!!

The last two words were UNEXPECTED!!

Me: na3aamm??

Jarra7: edenya mu mana9eb ou flous eldenya AKHLAQ!!!

JARRAAA7777 7AQEEEEEERRR!!!!!

3UGUBB MA LEGA 7ABEBAT ELGALB GAAA6NYYY 3ALA 9AKHAARR!!!

AKHHH LUW ENNA JAMBEEE KAN 3ALLAMTA!!

Suddenly I heard the door’s opening ..

Jarra7 doesn’t deserves “ma3assalama” ..

I closed it immediately ..

Yousif: shahad!

I wiped my tears and turned around ..

Me: na3aammm

Yousif: shfeech minu tkalmeen?

Me: umm hathy wa7da t9erly min b3eed dagga tbarekly

Yousif: tawha testaw3eb

Me: eeh la7atht!!

Yousif: umm enzain emshay khantemashha!!

Me: ok yallah!

He lit a cigarette ..

We went to the beach and yousif was silent ..

Me: what’s wrong?

Yousif smiled ..

Yousif: so you can feel it?

Me: eee akeed 7abeeeby!!

Yousif: good

Me: shfeeekk!!

Yousif: mafeny shay 7ayatee!!

Me: I hope so!!

We was walking along the beach while the sun was setting ..

Suddenly yousif picked his mobile up ..

I said suddenly because I didn’t hear a mobile tone!!

Yousif: aloo!

Me: besmella ma ran!!

Yousif: silent!

Me: ahh!

Yousif: hala 7ubbii

My eyes popped out!!!

Who’s that!!!

Yousif: ee ana eb 3man!

Yousif: weyya el ahal!

I was looking right and left searching for his AHAL!!!

Yousif: wallah 7ettana walhaann!!

I became nervous!!!

Yousif noticed my nervous ..

Yousif: ok bye talk to you later!

He came closer to me ..

Yousif: shfeech 7abebty??

Me: MINU HATHYYY??

Yousif: minu ehyaa??

Me: elllyy tawwek ga3d tkallemhaa!!

Yousif: hatha wa7ed e9eerly men b3eed dag ebarek!!!

I froze in my thoughts!!!

I felt dryness in my throat ..

I couldn’t say anything ..

What was he thinking of???

Yousif: emshy khankammel mashy shfeech?

Me: yousif minu ga3d tkallem? Don’t lie!!!

He smiled ..

Yousif: does lying hurt that much??

I was quiet!!

I guess I am in biiiiig trouble ..

Yousif: YES IT ISSS!!!!!

Me: yousiiffff enta fahem ghalaa6!!

Yousif: youuu can cheat on me BUT my ears cannot shahad!!!

My eyes started to tear!!!

Yousif: kellaa tgoulelly trust me ou 7altech 7ala bss you didn’t trust ME!!! getlech I will try my best to 
quit!!! YA AKHE GIVE ME A CHAANCE ONE CHANCE MA 6ALABT SHAY!!

My tears became a river running on my cheeks ..

Yousif: etha ma tabeen el baby!! Mu thanba tmawteenaa!!! Etha ma tabena tara obouh yabeeh!!!

Yousif: ou ray7aa tashky el7al 7g minuu JARRAA7?? Tbayneeny eb 9oura say2a jeddamaa?? Khalas 
shahad its obvious enna you love him ou ohwa ba3ad!! La tgoulelly you have to trust me la’annaa it 
became impossible!!

Yousif: 9ij enny a7ebbech ou amout 3alaich bs tegderen trou7en 7g elly tebeena!! Bs gabel la trou7een 
bafham shaghlaa laish tezawajteeenyy!!! LAISHHHH!!!

Me: YOUUUUSIIIIFFFF!!! WALLAAHH QASAMAN BELLAAHHHH ANAA A7EBBEK 
ENTA OU ABEEEK ENTAA BSSS BSS WALLAHHH JARRA7 MA YA3NEELLY SHAYY 
WALLAL3ATHEEEMM!!

Yousif: shahad please ekaffy chthouubb!!!

He turned around and left ..

Me: youuuusif pleaaaseeeee!!!!

I bursted into my tears ..

I couldn’t stop tearing ..

Kul 7aja a9ba7at thedddyyy!!!!

I sat on the nearest threshold, laid my head on my knees and cried hardly ..

I don’t know how to fix the things!!

I really don’t know!!!

I need help!!

I need a miracle!!

Ufff!!

I went back to our room ..

Yousif was there sitting in the balcony and smoking ..

I went to the bathroom washed my face ou “teyaddadt” then I prayed ..

I felt him staring on me ..

Ba3ad ma 9alait yousif left the room without saying a word ..

I started to pray to god ..

“Ya raaabb terja3 a7walna nafs ma kaanat yaaraabb t7annen galba 3alay ou esame7nyyy yaaa raabbb 
tbayyen laah el7aq ya rabbe wallah enny a7ebbaa ou ma aq9ed shay bs ohwa 3a9abe ou ma khallaly 
fer9a atkallam yarab al7een ered yetsama7 menny yaraaaabb la tred da3wety ya mujeeb elda3wat 
estajeb leeeyyy”

It became 10:00 pm!!

I was STARVING!!

I didn’t eat anythingggg from the breakfast ..

Suddenly ..

Yousif entered our room ..

He was holding a bag ..

Yousif: hach hatha akel adry ma kalaitay men el9eb7

I WANNA HUG HIMM!!!

DAYMAN E7ES FEENYY!!!

I took the bag ..

Me: mashkour!

He ignored me ..

Then he took his ipad and went to the balcony ..

I started to eat that delicious cheese burger silently ..

Then I washed my hands and decided to changed into my nightie in the room instead of the bathroom 
3al ou 3asa I caught his attention ..

But ELAHAL 7ADEEEDD!!

I went to the bed waiting for him to join ..

And after a long time of waiting he took his pillow and laid on the couch ..

AAAHHH I WANNA KILL HIMMM OR WHY?? I WOULD RATHER KILL MYSELF!!!

Ufff!!

I love him!!

3allemny amsa7 dam3ety watoub , 3allemny az3al mink luw marrah .. lait el7anaya ya haway 
gloub , etshouf 7ubbee feek weshkethraa .. lee galb wa7ed wenta lah ma7bouub, ma ghairek 
a7den haz bah sha3raa .. athoub fee se7r el3eyoun athoub , elgalb 9adeg welhawa jamraa .. 
nawy el3athab nawy tebakky gloubb , wana 3ala amrek luw 3alay teshrah .. lail elma7abba lo3a 
ou thnoub , ya 7ath men yegwa 3ala 9abraaa ..

The next day ..

I opened my eyes to see Yousif wearing his shirt ..

He noticed me ..

Yousif: shahad

Please apologize please please please ..

Me: na3am!

Yousif: sakray eljna6 elyoum bellail