From never till forever .. Part13

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He looked at me in a scorn gaze ..

I felt CHEEP!!

MY GODDD!! WHAT DID I SAYYY!!!

I regreted!!!

I have to get my confidence back!!

Me: yess if you do want me you can marry me!!!

Yousif: such an audacious girl!!

Me: I am respectable enough for these cheep conversations!!

Me: I accepted your invitation twice and that’s enough!!

Yousif nervously: yalla barra baaarra!!!!!

My heart skipped beeeatsss!!!!

Where have my dignity goneee!!!!!!

My eyes filled with tears ..

I have to hold my self and not to let him insults me!!!!

Me: ofcourse I will

I turned my face to leave ..

Yousif: so you don’t care??

Me: ofcourse I do not!!!

Yousif: but I do care!!

Me: 7g nafsek!!! Ou ba3dain ana ma ya6redony ok??

Yousif: kent bat’akkad men 7ubch

Me: shhal defasha!!! Fe 60 6areqa!! Ou a6amnek I hate you!!

He came closer to me and gripped me from my shoulders ..

Yousif: ana asef!!

I pulled myself away ..

Me: you can apologize without gripping me in that brutal way!!

Yousif: shahad I want you!!

Me nervously: gatheb 3alay men el9eb7 I want you!! what the hell are you meaning by “I want you”??

Yousif: abeeech!!! Abech 7aggy brou7yy!!!

Me: ou shlouuunn??? Mu lazem you marry me?? Wella kaif ya3nii?

Yousif: calm down shahad please calm down khal afahmech

Me: go ahead

Yousif: la tetkhayelain enny abeech 3ashan al3ab feech ou aga6ech!! Getlech men gabel kelshay ella 

elbanaat!!

There was contradiction in his talk a9lan I don’t care I want his money ou khalas!!!

Me: 3ayal??

Yousif: ana bel3aks abee atzawejech 3ala senat allah ou rasoula!!

I stared at him ..

Yousif: bs ana khayef akoun mu gad elmas’oleyya!!

Come on you have the money which make you gad’ha ou gdouuud!!!

Me: hmmm ok?

Yousif: ou bnafs elwagt khayef trou7en min eedy!!

Me: eshdarrak enna my cousin kha6ebny???

Yousif shocked: enty makh6ouba

Me: ellaa!!

Yousif: ou wafaqtay?

Me: sorry??

Yousif: wafaqtaay??

Me: its none of your business!!!

I left his office with a big smile on my face!!

Wowww!! I think I did it!!!

Oh my god he’s following me ..

Yousif: shahad!!

Me: mu geddam ennas!!!

Yousif: bs bas’elech su’al!!

Me: goul!!

Yousif whispered: why did you ask me to marry you????

I looked at him wonderingly ..

Me: are you serious???

Yousif: ee!!

Me: le’ana elly bainna ghala6 eb ghala6 fa el7al bel zawaj aw nanhy hally bainna!

Yousif: laish ma 6alabty nanhee??

Oh my god!!!!

Yousif: because you love me 9a7?

He’s such a nasty smart man!!!

Ufff what shall I say!!!!

Me: ga9er 7essek elmukan ou elwagt ghala6!!!!

I gave him my back and left ..

Yarab he marry me!!!!

After finishing my classes I went back “f7ai7eel” ..

Me: marr7abaaa??

Me: jaddyy??? Mamaa??

Nobody was there!!

I went to my room ..

Ohh there was a red roes bouquet ..

Wooowww!! I liked it!!

I took the card ..

“ou hal WARD elly aarsalta wala 7asait abad entaa A7EBBEK ya3ni mu dary?? Ou al7een 9addagtay 

enha ehda2? From: Jarrah”

ohhh noooo!!!! Why does he have make it harder!!!

Jarraaaa7!! Stop being sweet with me!!

I don’t deserve all of this kindness!!

Uff!!!

I called Sama ..

Sama: ahlaaaannn

Me: ahlain shlounech?

Sama: tamaaam enty shlounechh shakhbarech?? Wainech mekhtafya bel break ma tbayneen

Me: eee ansheghel weya edekatra!! Sama please khane6la3!!

Sama: al7eeen??

Me: ee al7een!!

Sama: ana still ma 6ala3t men eljam3a

Me: khallech beljam3a ana bamerech

Sama: ok

Me: bye

Sama: bye!

I erased the writing from the card and wrote “sorry I’ll never accept anything from you” instead ..

I took the bouquet putted it in the living room and left ..

I went to shwaikh with the driver to take my Maserati ..

Wella my father ..

Dad: ha sh3endech?

Me: jayya akheth sayyarty ba6la3

Dad: yuba sayyarttech ma3routha lelbaai3 rou7y ma3a esayeq a7san

Me sadly: khalny ashba3 menha

Dad: rou7ay

I entered my car and went to the college picked sama up and went to Dip and dip ..

Sama: 7aram 3alaich mwadetna dip and dip nawya tmatneenyy

Me: I’m craving chocolate a7taaaj relaxation sama ana banfejeerr!!!!

Sama: shfeeech shessalfaaa!!

I couldn’t tell her about my dad’s failure!!

Me: my cousin elly getlech 3anna!!

Sama: elly kh6ebech??

Me: eewa!!

Sama: shfeh??

Me: mu rathy eshelny men bala laa3at chabdy!! Ana musta7eeel atzawweja ou ohwa 7anna allah 

yhadahh!!!

Sama: wagfy 3end 7edda!! Golella mabeek 3a6eh bel 9ameeem!!

Me: gelt ou sawait 6akh shwyya bs men t6e7 elmeyana ered e7en!!!

Sama: la t6ay7en elmeyana haha

Me: abaih ghlega maku ghaira el cousins ma yjouun maku ella jarra7 kelyoum ashoufa!!

Sama: waihh!! Alla la yableenyy eb lazga chethyy

Me: al7en refejtech allah balaha shetsawyy???

We continued talkin ou 6ab3an Sama ma fadatny eb shay bs at least I relaxed men elchocolate elly 

akalnaaa ..

When I went back “f7ai7eel” ..

Jarra7 was waiting in the yard ..

A7ad shaf ALZAG men hal ensan???

Me: ufffffff

Jarra7: shahad enty shfeech chethy!!

Me: don’t talk to me khalaas!!!

When I went inside the house ..

Dad: shahad shlounech

Me: el7emdellahh!!

Dad: wain sayartech?

Me: eb shwaikh

Dad: ok la’anna taqreban be3naha ou elaila eb yef7a9ha elsharray

Me sadly: tawennas

Dad: kelshy be3na bugat sayartech ou sayart esayeq 7athechh enba3at sayyartech gabel

Me sadly: ok

I went to my room and I couldn’t stop tearing!!!!

I am losing the most variable thing I have!!!

God compensate me!!!!

Two days passed without talking to neither jarra7 nor yousif!!

Aqtually I wasn’t in the mood!!

On Wednesday ..

After my long nap ..

I was walking in front of mom’s room ..

Mom: ana afathel nakhuth rayha gabel ma narfeth elrajjal

Dad: shahad 7g jarra7!! Ohwa kha6ebha shloun nfaker eb wa7ed thany yanaitay!!

Ya 3al maku jarraaa7!!!!!

Mom: ma 9ar shay rasmyy

Dad: bs walaw elgreeb awlaa, ana raye7 elmasyad ou ba3dain netfaham

I walked away from their room ..

I was wondering what’s going on!! It seemed that someone engaged me!!

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