From never till forever .. Part12

As I told you in the last post mistakes are possible lai darajat enhum w9alaw el numbers YOUSIF'S AGE IS 33 NOT 36!!! ok Darliam? ok Gogo?? eshraykum now???;p

This post is dedicated to LOVELY ANONYMOUS<3 ..

My heart started to beat so fast ..

I felt dryness in my throat ..

Seriously I don’t know what to say ..

So I stayed silent ..

Jarra7: bs hathy mu nehayat el3alam!!

Jarra7: qasdi la t’thaygen khelgech 3ala shay chethy!!

Jarra7: el7emdellah obouch ma fallas ou entaw 3aysheen eb khair ou ne3ma

My eyes started to tear ..

He grabbed tissues from his pocket and gave me ..

Jarra7: hach yuba mes7y dmou3ech

I wiped my tears ..

Jarra7: ou enshallah bethn allah obouch bered kel flousaa!!

Me: enshallahh!

Jarra7: 3amy msa3ad gadha ou gdouuud

Jarra7: ou bainy ou bainech el7emdellah 3alaqal kelyoum ra7 ashoufech

I smiled ..

Me: hatha elly thab7ek ent

Jarra7: the7ky yuba the7kay tha7ketech hazzat nas eb mejales’ha

Me smiled: cute!!

Jarra7: enty aqwa cute bel 3alam

Me giggled: haha shinu ya3ni?

Jarra7: ya3ni a7ebech ou abech ou wafqy 3alay

Me giggled: wesh balak fe9akht el7aya efreth jaddek wella khalek marraw!!

Jarra7: hathy esa3a lembareka wallahh

Me smiled: majnouuuun

I turned and entered my room ..

I laid on my bed ..

Wesh tha el7ath!!!

Athnain ye7oumoun 7ouly wala a7eb wa7ed feehum!!

Bs jarra7 9edamny eb radat fe3la hagaita beteshammat!!

Ya7lailaa!!

Honestly they are both sweet bss mafee 7uubb!!!

A9lan I decided already!!

I will be for Yousif!!!!

Bs ethaher wallah ma warah zawaj!!

Abdan ma jab 6aree zawaj!!

9edg enny 7abba a3eesh ge9at 7ub ou ketha bs mafee wagtt!!!

I changed my clothes and went to the living room ..

I sat with my mom ..

Me: wainu abouya??

Mom: obouky belmaktab

Me: mamaaa marra walaht 3al shopping

Mom: rou7y tsawagy

Me surprisingly: men jad tatkallamy??

Mom: eewaaa tesawegy eb tawathu3

Me: ahh gouly kethaaa

Mom: ya benty enty malyana khalgena rou7y ma63am aw cinema abrak lek

Me: ed3eelly bs ye9eer elly fbalyyy

Mom: enshallaahh

Me: enzain ley meta ben3eesh hena

Mom: elain ma nelga bait yethefna

Suddenly jarra7 and my grandfather came ..

They sat with us ..

Me: wain kentuu!!

Grandfather: kenna ensawi g’hawaaa

Jarra7: shahad tegahwayy

Me: yuba goul el9edg jarra7 7a6 yada ma3ak?

Grandfather: ee wallaahh thelemta shainaa

Jarra7: 3endi nafas be6abkh sh3arefech entay

Mom: elnafas kella 3end shahouda

My grandfather and Jarra7 laughed hardly ..

Ama ana qamat eltha7kaaa ..

Grandfather: balaaach ma daraitay ya om salem

Me giggled: yubaa ester 3ala ma wayahtt!!

Mom: weshh 9ayerr?

Me: jarraaa7 tekallam ya jarraaa7

Jarra7: walla khalty bentech sawat lena khosh kaika thak elyoum

Grandfather giggled: 9al 3al neby jarra7o!!

Me: abbaaaiihhh!! Yubaaa laihaddarajaa!!

Grandfather: murra ma tenwekel

Jarra7: ana 3an nafsy khalast el9a7an bentech 3alaiha 6abkhh

Grandfather: om salem malech sheghel feeh yarsheech yabe bentech

I laughed haardlyyy !!!! abaaiihh abouy 3abdallahh mestekhef damma!!!

Mom giggled: ahhaa ketha esalfaaa

Jarra7 ejannen!!!

He always supports me!!

After a while the living room became empty ..

Only me and Jarrah were sitting there ..

He smiled ..

I smiled back ..

Jarra7: omech wain ra7at?

Me: shwaikh tjeeb bagy elaghrath

Jarra7: ou obouy 3abdallah ra7 elfertha

Me: laih ma re7t ma3ah!!

Jarra7 shyly: men 9ijjech? Shewaddeny

I smiled ..

Jarra7: degega bayeb ipody men elsayyara basam3ech ghneyya

Me: 6ayyeb

After a while he came back ..

Me: wesh hey el oghneya?

Jarra7: hach sem3ay

He gave me the headsets and sat next to me ..

Once I heard the melody I knew the song ..

Me surprisingly: gedeemaaa

Jarra7: adry bs abech trakzen bel kalemat

kalamy elly ana gelta ou hal ward elly arsalta wala 7asait abad enta tesha6ar 3ad ou efhamhaa .. 

a7ebek ya3ni mu dary wala 7assait fe nary kefaya tashghel afkary tesha6ar 3ad ou efhamhaa .. 

a7ebek a7ebek a7ebek ya3ni mu dary .. salamy ou ehtemamy feek hadeyya kel youm ahdeek akallem ghairek ou a3neek akallem ghairek ou a3neek .. tesha6ar 3ad ou efhamha .. ana mu nage9 ella ajeek w7e6 galbi ana fe edaik wagoulek allah ekhallek a7ebek yalla efhamha .. a7ebek a7ebek a7ebek ya3ni mu dary .. meta 3ainek tenadeny meta galbek ye7es feeny ya khofy trou7 ana sneeny ya khofy trou7 ana sneeny .. tesha6ar 3ad ou efhamha .. akhaf tkoun fahemny ou bas wedek teta3ebny 3ashany goul raye7ny a7ebek yalla efhamha

I removed the headsets ..

Me: 7elwa elkalemat shfeeha??

Jarra7: ehda2!!

Ahh!! My god!!!!

I tried not to take it seriously ..

Me: wain ma wa9alny wardd??

Jarra7 giggled: adry gelty chethy men el7aya

Me: astaghreb mennek!! La 7ayata ma3a elya’s wala ya’sa ma3a el7ayat

Jarra7: ee9aber mefta7 elfaraj wana ashouf elfaraj garrab

Me: hmm 3ala ay asaas??

Jarra7: a7es gemty etaqabelainy akthar men awal ou esebab elly man3ech ra7!!!

Me: ay sebab?

Jarra7: eltakafu2!!

My eyes filled with tears ..

Me: eteshammat feeny jarraaa7????

Jarra7: abdaan mu qa9dy atshammat!!!

Me: ajal wesh tha elly geltaa??? 6e7t men 3aainyy!!! Ana elghal6ana elly m6ay7a elkelfa ma3ak!! 6ala3t 

mu kafuu!!

I left him and went to my room ..

9ar elly kent khayfa minna!!

Ma buga ella jarraa7 jay eteshammat!!

Ufff!!!

The next day ..

I woke up early , took a quick shower and wore my Missoni guyana crochet knit kaftan with my Donna 

Karan stretch cashmere blend laggings and my  Jimmy Choo denton neoprene scuba peep toe sandals 

with my Miu Miu matelasse’ leather bag .. my hair was tied into a pony tale ..

I went to the college ..

After Dr. yousif’s class ..

Yousif: you are invited to my office tara

Me: meta?

Yousif: now

Me: sure

I followed him to his office ..

Me: so where shall I sit??

The two chairs that in front of his desk were filled with books ..

Yousif: walaw kerseyyee

Me: la shda3wa ogaff

Yousif: aw you can sit here

He pointed on his desk ..

Ya 7ebba 7g elga3da 3ala el desks ..

Me: sheeel men hall kutub elly bel karasy ou 7e6 3al desk

Yousif: ou wain ashteghel!

Ahh I decided to sit on the desk dam enny labsa lagging washouf shakhrat’ha ma3ah!!

He sat on his chair ..

Yousif: so shlounech?

Me: el7emdellahh

Yousif: et9adgen ams ma nemt belail bs ga3ed afaker feech

Me: kaiff?

Yousif: madry 9ortech mu rathya trou7 3an baly

Me: ya bakhtyy

Yousif: 9ij?

Me: eeewa

Yousif smiled: ana elly yabakhtee, akeed omy da3yatlyy ely allah baddal 7alech men 7al ela 7al

Me: hehe ou ay 7al feehum afthal

Yousif while staring on me: hal 7al elly jedamyy

Me: el7emdellah

Yousif: shahad ana shinu a3neelech??

Me: my doctor!!!

Yousif: bss??

Me: eewa

Yousif: hmm

Me: ana a3neelek ghair “6aleba”?

Yousif: akeeed!! Tetwaqe3ain kel 6aleba betsayer 3alay yawmeyan ou ajabelha ou ensolef? Akeed la2!

I smiled ..

Garrabt men hadafy ..

Me: ajal wesh a3neellek?

Yousif stood up and sat next to me on the desk ..

I held my self and froze in my place ..

I was looking straight and he was staring on me ..

Yousif: you are my …

He was trying to became closer ..

I couldn’t hold it anymore!!!

Yousif: you are my baby!!!

I stood up suddenly ..

Me: ahaly ma 3awadony 3ala ketha

Yousif: shahad!! I love youuu

Me: If you love me??

Yousif: eee??

I have to say it!!

Its my only chance to say it!!!

Me: simply marry me!!!!