From never till forever .. Part7

I felt worried from his words ..

Eshdarraah!!

Me worried: weshfeek?? Wesh9aayer??

Jarra7: omy ya shahad ehya 3amety gabel la t9eer omy mashy??

Whew!!!

Me: okk??

Jarra7: fa te7tarmain nafsech ou t6ee3en kalamha?

What?? Hatha elly nage9!

Me: shaaakuu!! Ma3endi om ma 3endi ab!! Mu mas’ola 3anny waldtek 3ashan a6e3 kalamha!!! Ou ent 

ethany mu men 7aggek tkallemny be6areega hathy fahem!!

Jarra7: 3ametech hathy 3ama 3ain el3adu!!!

Me: 3endaha 3yal tafreth rayha 3alaihum ou 3endi ahal mrabeny!! Jaddy ma na6ag tejee heyya 

temna3ny a6la3? Sorry ana mu 3ala kaif ensan eb hal arth!

Jarra7: ana ghal6an dag 3alaich!!

Me: el7emdellah enek estaw3abt!!

He closed it ..

Ro7a bala raj3a!

Wallah hatha elly kan yange9ny!!

When I arrived my grandfather house wella jarrah’s camri saf6a!!

Yooohhh ma 6efashh hal walad!!

Ya akhee fel 3annaa!!

I entered the house ..

Jarra7 looked at me by that ugly gaze ..

A9lan I don’t care!!

Grandfather: shoufo menu we9al ya halaa ou mas’hala eb shahd

Me: ahlaain yuba

Jarra7: faman allahh yuba

Grandfather: mashyy?

Jarra7: ee mashy

Grandfather: allah y7afthek

Jarra7 left ou fakkaa ..

I went to my room changed my clothes and went to my grandfather ..

I stayed with him ..

Atsalla 3allaqal a7sally men mjabal el6waf ..

Grandfather: haa 3asa mu thayeg khelgech

Me: bala 6efesht shwayy

Grandfather: ma aloumech ya bnayte eb baitkum etjablen hal thayyel ou 7ammam elseba7a yeshre7oun 

enafs hny malech ella hal 7osh lemghabber

Me giggled: mjabal wajhek ekaffee

Grandfather: wajhe ma y6affesh? 3ala goltek?

Me: abadd!! Wajhek ohwa elly m9abberny!

Grandfather smiled: 3ayal shinu elly mthayeg khelgech hny?

Me: hena elmakan ba3eed!! Henak baitna greeb arou7 ay makan abghah eb sayyarty ma a7taj lel 

sawwag

Ahhh I miss my Maserati!!

Grandfather: gouly el7emdellah manty besu3oudeyya chan elmasafat allah a3lam feeha

Me giggled: eewaa 9a7ee7!!

Grandfather: ou ma walahty 3al ahal?

Me: ellaaa!!! Marraa wa7ashouny!!

Grandfather: ekhtechh fajer ou rajelha met3eb jayyen elyoum

Me: la’aa!! Mag9ed khawaty ag9ed omy ou abouya huma elly w7ashouny ama khawaty met3awda 

3ala frag’hum

Grandfather: enshalah kelha kam youm ou jayyeen

Me: enshallah

Grandfather: obouch ma kallemech?

Me: la’aa!!

Grandfather: wala kallamny gal 3 ayyam ou 6awalha

Me: allah yraj3ah bel salama

Grandfather: amen

Hmm etha raja3 abouya byajberny 3ala jarra7??

Bs ana ma anjeber 3ala 7aja!!!

After a while we ate lunch together ..

Then my father went to take a nap ..

I decided to watch TV ..

Uff maku ganawat san3a!!

Abgha fashion TV abgha E abgha 7ajat tfarfesh!!

Meskeen jady 7ag aish y7e6 hal ma7a6at!!

Sakkart el TV ou qarrart afta7 el laptop 7aggy ..

Weshh esalfa wala site yefta7 ma3ayaa!!!

Ba3daha estaw3abt enns bait jaddy mafeeh DSL ..

Yooohh wesh the el3eesha elly t6affesh!!

I went to the kitchen to drink some “moya” ..

3a6asht min el6afash!!!

Ou ba3daha garrart enny a9alle7 kaika nakulha ma3a elshahee ..

Akhatht eljawwal taba3e ou 3amalt search eb google about “tea cake” ..

Ou 6el3atly el recipe 7aggat el kaika ..

Ou nadait eshaghala tsa3edny 3alashan ma akhabbe9 ..

After an hour khlesat elcake ..

Shaklaha kan marra ejannen ou 6a3maha I guess 6ayyeb ..

7a6ait el cake ou zahhabt el shahee ou jelast antether jaddy ..

I waited for a while then my grandfather woke up ..

Grandfather: yah yah yah shemsawya

Me: 3amalt kaika

Grandfather: mashallahh

Me: awall marra eb 7ayateee adesh elma6bakh ou shouf enateejaa

Grandfather: mashalla mashallahh

Mashallah 3alay luw a7e6 yade bel moya testewi thahab hehe ..

Me: yallaa wesh rayek teftete7haa

Grandfather: nan6er 3amatech yejoun ou nge9ha

Me: 6ayyeeb mashy

After a while my aunts came ..

El3ama sa7ar ou el3ama noura ou 3amy m7amad ou jarra7 ou met3eb ou fajer ou Maryam ..

Grandfather: yalla shahouda ge9y el kaika khanthaweg’hum

Fajer: entyy m9al7at’haa???

Me: eewaa

Fajer: many m9adgaa

Met3eb: shahad lazem t3almeen fajoura

Me: hehe 7ather

3amety Sa7ar: re7at’ha t’habel

Marraa fara7t bel comments 7aggat’hum ..

Gumt aga6e3 elkaika ou wazza3t lel kel ou ga3adt antether ta3leegat’hum ba3ad ma ythougoha ..

 Kullahum akalu mel3aga ou waggafu ma ashouf ella jarra7 yakel ou elkel e6al3a ..

Me surprisingly: wesh balakum ma takloun?

Grandfather: ya benty el kaika murraa

Me: kaif ya3ni murra ana 3amlat’ha bel 7athafeer

Maryam: ya jema3a ethaher elge63a ely 3end jara7 okhouy mafeha mrouraa

3amety sa7ar: khanthoug malta .. ella murra shloun chethy takelha

Jarra7: la mehe merraa el7elu ma ysawwe ella el7elu musta7eel tkoun murraa

Oh my god!!! He is sooo cutee!!! Yakul elmur bs 3asshaany!!!

3amety Noura: shkether 7a6a vanilla

Me: mel3aga wa7da

3amety Noura: gafshat chay??

Me: humma 7a6een 1 tea spoon wana 3arfa enna mel3agat eshahe 7aggat’hum akbar men malatna 

t3adel mel3aga 9gheera 7aggat el7aleeb fa 7a6ait feeha

3amety Noura: allaah ygharbel bleesech hal kether e7e6oun vanilla

Me: laihh?

3amety Noura: heyya ellyy msabeba elmroura

Woops ..

Bs 3alaqal jarra7 khallas esa7an ..

Me: shukran jarraa7

Jarra7: enty elly shukran 3ala hal kaika e6ayba

I smiled automatically ..

He’s so sweet!!

After a while my mom’s call me ..

Mom: hala shahouda

9otaha kan makh6ouuf ..

Me: ahlaiin wesh feek??

Mom: benty abouky eta9al feeky??

Me: la’a

Mom: 6ayyeb es’aly jadddek

Me: 7etta jaddy ma kallamu

Mom: ya allahhh!!

Me: wesh 9ayerrr

Mom: jaawwalu ma9kouk 9arly youmain ata9el!!

Me: enshallah maku ella el3afya enty ehdy ya 7abebtyy

Mom: bantether lai bukra ou en ma rad ra7 arou7la 3man bnafsy

Me: enshallaa beredd la t7ateen

Mom: yallaa ya benty ma3a esalama

I felt worried what happened to him!!!

Mu 3adta ysaker jawala bel safar!!!

Allah yustur!!

The next day ..

Once I arrived to the college I went to Dr. Yousif’s office immediately ..

I knocked the door ..

Yousif: tfathal

I entered his office ..

Yousif: yaaa halaaaa ou mas’halaaa glad so glad you came!!!!

From never till forever .. Part6

Jarra7: shfeech shfeech? obouy 3abdallah gally awaddi jna6ech hny

Me: ou youm enek etshoufny dasha ta7aachaa!!

Jarra7: 7asbaly shefteny yalla al7en a6la3 asef

Me: jarra7

Jarra7: hala?

Me: shyaybek hny?

Jarra7: galolly enech betnamen hny chan olah 3ala obouy 3abdallah

I smiled automatically ..

I changed my clothes and went back to the kitchen where my grandfather and jarra7 ..

Grandfather: Sammy ya bnaytee

Me: besmellah

And I started to eat THE BEST MACHBOUS eveeeeeeerrr!!!

Jarra7 looked at me and smiled ..

He looked at my grandfather ..

Jarra7: shakla qadakum nal e3jabha

My grandfather giggled: 3alaiha bel 3afya

Ok jarra7 shtabe?? Nal e3jabe ee ee then what??

Me: allah y3afeeek

Jarra7: haa yuba shda3wa ta3zemha tnam 3endek wala ta3zemnyy??

I looked at him nervously!!!!

Enshallah mu LAZGA!!

Grandfather: walaaw elly benam 3endi 7ayyah allah elbait baitkum

I was awaiting for Jarrah’s answer nervously la’anna luw gal benam babu6 3ainaa!!

Jarra7: 7abeeeb bu 9ale7 bs tadri naymen 3endek banat ma yenfa3

A7aseb ba3ad!!

Grandfather: elghuraf wayda yabouk

Jarra7: elyayyat enshallah

 And all of a sudden my mobile rang ..

Me: ohhh mama, el7emdellahh

I picked it up while leaving the kitchen ..

Me: maar7abaaa

Mom: ahlain ou sahlain kaif 7alek?

Me: mashy el7al enty kaif 7alek ou kaif 7al elly ma3aky?

Mom: walla kullahum 6aybeen ou yesallemu 3alaiky

Me: allah ysallemhum

Mom: kahy jaddatek teshrah 3alaiky emseky

Me giggled: hateha

Grandmother: shahadd

Me: ahlaain omy sara kaif 7alek

Grandmother: ana za3lana 3alaiky warak ma tejenaa

Me: walla ya jaddety jam3a ou dawam ma 3endy wagt

Grandmother: allah y3eenkum ou ewaffegkum enshallah

Me: amen ameeen

Grandmother: yalla 3ayal ma3asalama

Me: allah ysalmek 7abebty salmy 3ally ma3aky

I closed it and went to my room to take a nap ..

After my long nap ..

I woke up washed my face and changed my PJ’s ..

I went to the living room wella my grandfather ..

Grandfather: 9aba7ch alla bel khair

Me: 9aba7k allah benour , hmm 3ayal jara7 waina??

Grandfather: jarra7 tawwa 6ale3

Me: ahaa

Grandfather: 3ayal meta eb yerja3 obouk?

Me: madry wallah omy galatlyy youmain bs shakla maddad

Grandfather: ma kallemch?

Me: la wallah

I sit with my grandfather in the living room ..

After a while my uncles and aunts came to my grandfather house ..

Elwath3 kan E6AAFFESHH!!

Ma7koura eb hal f7ai7eel elly eb akher edenya la arou7 wala ajee efff ..

And suddenly an idea was glowing inside my head ..

Yesss spoons its close to my grandfather house!!!

I went to my room and called Sama immediately ..

Sama: aloo

Me: samaa khanrou7 spoons!!!

Sama: hmm ok yallah

Me: ou gouly lelbanat

Sama: ay banat?

Me: fara7 ou nour ou hathail

Sama: ok ashoufhum entay taben nmerech?

Me: eeeeh min bait yaddee

Sama: okk 3a6eny el 3enwan

Me: adeza lech bbm

Sama: ok

I closed it and started to change my clothes ..

After a while Sama called me ..

Sama: e7na barraa

Me: ok

I wore my shoes and went outside ..

3alashan a6la3 barra lazem amur 3laa elma3eesha ..

Grandfather: ha bnayte wain ray7a?

Me: barou7 ma63am

Aunt Noura: shmaa63ema? Weya minu?

Ba6eg’ha!!!

Me: weyya refejaty 3amety!!

Aunt Noura: trou7en amaken 3ama weyya refejatech? 3aib ya bnaytee ou enty al7een makh6ouba 

may9eer chethyy

NA3AM NA3AM NA3AM NA3AM???

6ab3an kul 3amamy ou 3amaty elly kanaw ga3den 9ar fehum”9ij? Mashallah .. Mabrouuukk!”

Me: makh6oubaa??? Eb kaif meenn??

Aunt Noura: omech ma galatlech ena jarra7 weldi kh6ebech?

Me: galatly bs ma wafaqt wala 9ar shay!!

Aunt Noura: wlaaw maku 6al3a

Me: law sama7ty 3amety ana ma t3awadt 3ala tha elesloub ou ahaly wathqen fen you eb refejaty fa 3an 

ethnek

I left the place nervously!! Huuh ms buga ella 3amma noura!!

I went to spoons with my friends and after having fun I went back to my grandfather house to sleep ..

The next day ..

I wore my Diane Von Furstenberg hanka sequined silk chiffon top with my black Michel Kors 

Samantha stretch chiffon twill pant and my black Christian Louboutin patent leather sandals .. my hair 

was wavy .

Today “thanks god” I don’t have Dr. Yousif’s class ..

BUT!! ..

Haya: hii

Me: ahlainn

Haya: shlounech?

Me: wallah tamam

Haya: sh3endech al7een?

Me: walla break brou7 el cafeteria join?

Haya: yalla ok

Ou eb 6areegna lel cafeteria ..

Haya: minu aku bel cafeteria?

Me: sama ou fara7 I think

Haya: ahha ella ta3alaay salamtay elhomework

Me: ay homework?

Haya: Dr. yousif’s?

Me: haw meta 3a6ana homework!!

Haya: amsss!!!

Me: eee ams ana ma kent 7athra

Haya: rou7ay kalmee brou7a wayed e7ebbech

Me: la la maku da3i elghayeb 3ethra ma3ah

Haya: foug ennech absent mu 7alla el homework?? Kalmee golella kan 3endi thurouf ou bacher asalma

Me: et’hagain??

Haya: eee yalla rou7ay

I went to his office ou kent bel7ail khayfa ..

I knocked the door ..

Yousif: tfathal

I entered his office wella a smile was glowing on his face ..

Yousif: ohhh shahad yaya 3endii??

Me confusedly while looking at the ground: e7m dektor sema3t ena elyoum aku tasleem homework elly 

ams 3a6ait’hum ou as you know ams ma 7athart ou you didn’t tell me about it

Yousif: shahad!!

I raised my head ..

Me: na3am!!

Yousif:  ma baiinna homework ok?

Me: ok

I said “ok” against my will, his way of talking scared me so I said “ok” to leave ou an7ash ..

I turned to left ..

Yousif: wait!!!

I was standing direct behind the door ..

He came toward me and locked the door ..

My heart skipped BEAATSS!!!

I felt WEAAAKK!!!

My legs couldn’t hold me ..

He came closer to me ..

I was looking at him and breathing so fast ..

Yousif: shahad kel youm ta3alelly ok?

My eyes bursted into tears ..

Yousif: shhhh why crying 7abebty?

He wiped my tears and his face became closer to mine until I thought that my lips would reach his ..

I turned my face to the left side ..

Me while looking at the ground: please let me go I’m begging you doctor!!!

Yousif: oh I’m sorry you can go

He unlocked the door ..

Yousif: please ta3alelly bacher

I looked at him by my teary eyes and left his office ..

I was crying with sniffling ..

I called the driver immediately ..

I really want to go home!!

Ahh shahad stop crying geddam ennaas!!!

I don’t know how to hide my tears!!

I don’t know where to go !!

Everyone was looking at me!!

Shahad the strong “jaffa” girl crying???

I decided to go to the bathroom ..

Ohh no my eyes were looking like Panda’s my mascara got smudged ..

I took my makeup remover and started to remove my mascara ..

I was thinking .. what’s wrong with Dr. yousif? Does he love me??? No please!! He should understand 

the fact that am rare and not easy to get!!

Yaa alla ma nekhlas min jarra7 ella jana yousif!!

I have to be strong!! Ou ared 3ala elkelma eb 3ashara zay gabel!!

Ohh sama is calling ..

I ignored her ..

I stayed inside the bathroom until the driver came , I wore my sunglasses and ran to the car ..

On my way home ..

An unknown number was calling me ..

Me: alo?

Jarra7: esalamu 3alaikum

Yooohh hatha lazem asajjel raqma “mamnou3 elrad” ..

Me: khair?

Jarra7: enty shinu? Ma teste7een 3ala wayhech? Ma 3endech tharrat e7teram??

From never till forever .. Part5

Helloo lovelies<3!! 

I love you all;$ 

enjooooy it;*

Me in a scary tone: wa what?

He took his hand away from my shoulder ..

Yousif: khalas you can leave

I walked so fast and left the class room ..

My heart was beating so fast ..

Ok nothing happened but I don’t know why I was AFRAID!

I left the hole university and went back home ..

My mom was sitting in the living room ..

Mom: esalmu 3alaikum

Me: wa3alaikum esalamm!! Yuma shfeech ma te6le3een?

Mom: wain arou77?

Me: madri ay mukan ana shayfa enek kellaa mjabla hal talfezyoun ou la rou7a wala jayyaa

Mom: shasawwi ba3ad

Me: allah ykoun eb 3onek 3eeshtek et6affesh

Mom: 7ajazt 6ayyara lel reyath bukra e9ub7

Me: allah ysahhel darbek

Mom: 3ad abouky gal ma teg3adi fe elbait brou7ek fa betnamen eb bait jaddek 6ayyeb?

Me: abouya reje3??

Mom: laa kalamtu bel jawwal

Me: maaabgha anam eb bait jaddi eshkubry 22 sana many jahel!!

Mom: hathy awamer waldek ou ham ana akhaf 3alaiky tnamy eb hal bait brou7ek

Me: mama efhemy bait jaddy bel f7ai7eel kaif barou7 eljam3aa darben 6aweel!!

Mom: ma3alaih khally el sawwag ywa9lek hal kam youm

Me: 6ayyeb mashy!!

Mom: ou bukra ensha2allah ba3d edawam 3ala 6oul rou7y bait jaddek

Me sadly: 6ayyeb

Mom: el3a9er barou7 bait jaddek asallem 3alaih gabel ma asafer ta3ali ma3aya 3ashan bel marra twaddi 

aghrathek

Me: ok

I left my mom and went to my room , changed my clothes and slept deeply ..

Mom: shahoudaaa

Me in a sleepy voice: hmmm

Mom: goumy ya 7abeebty

Me: 7ather

Mom: zahabty shan6etek?

Me: laaa’!!

Mom: yaalla gomi mafe wagt esa3a 5 ya 7abebty

Me: akhh okk

I left my bed and went to the bathroom ..

I took a quick shower ..

After my lovely shower I packed my bags ..

I packed 3 Alzer suitcases from louis Vuitton ..

One of them was full of handbags and the other one was full with shoes and the third one was for the 

clothing ..

Then I packed my Louis vuitton beauty case with my jewelry and my limited makeup ..

I packed my bags so quickly in about 15 min. ..

Then wore my Marc by marc Jacobs Havana printed silk-satin top with my Alexander Wang cotton-

twill black leather skinny pants and my Chloe’ paraty medium maroon leather shoulder bag  with my 

Jimmy choo Wallach canvas and patent-leather ballet flat.. my hair was straight ..

I took one of my bags down stairs ..

Mom: akherann

Me: ba3ad shasawi lazem azahheb jna6y

Mom: way mennechh

Me: enzain wain elkhadam khal enazloun jna6y

Mom: ba3aadd? Aku ghair hal shan6aa??

Me: 3 more hehe

Mom: allaahh!!! Yal thalma kelha kam yooumm!!

Me: shan6a 7agat malabsy ou shan6a 7agat shena6y ou shan6a 7agat ..

Mom: khalaas eskety eskety mhaajraa ma ka’anhum kam youm

Elmuhim eshaghalat rakkebaw shena6yy ou rekebna ana ou omy weyya esawag ou re7na f7ai7eel ..

At f7ai7eel ..

My grandfather: yaa hala ou mas’halaa

Me and mom: hala feek

My grandfather: haa elyoum kallamny msa3ad gally enek betnamen 3endi haa

Me: ee wallah

My grandfather: benawwer baityy 3ayal

He’s so sweet!!

Me: mashkour

My grandfather: ha yayba lejna6 min elyoum betnameen?

Me: la wallahh bacher bayye enshallah

My grandfather: yalla 7ayhuum

I smiled ..

We sit in the living room where my aunts and uncles were sitting ..

3amety noura kanat 7ail met7amsa ou tsoulef ma3aya tbu6 elchaabdd ta7seb eny ba9er kennet’hum!!

Suddenly my mobile rang ..

Sama was calling ..

Shelt eb 3umry ou re7t lel 7oush 3alashan akallemha eb hedou’ ..

Me: aloo

Sama: hala wallah

Me: hala feech

Sama: shahooud bacher murreeny please syyarty bel garage

Me: 6ayyeb mashyy

Sama: agoullech Dr. yousif shfee 3alaich?

Me wonderingly: haah! Shfee? A9lan shdarrak 3anna?

Sama: rawoun el**** galatly enna 7aqed 3alaich men awal class hehe

Me: shinu? Minu hathyy??

Sama: haw rawouun refeejty elly shway smaira met7ajbaa

Me: ma a3arefhaa

Sama: elmuhem 9ij 7aqed 3alaich

Me: madri t9adgeen!! Ghareeb hel dektor!! A7ess chenna la sawabeq ma3ay aw 7ad men ahaly

Sama: laishh??

And all of a sudden jarra7 entered the yard ..

Me: talk to you later

I closed it from her while my heart was beating ..

Once he saw me he froze in his place and started to stare on me ..

I looked at him ..

Me surprised: mar7aba?

Jarra7 slowly: ya .. hala .. bel .. zainn!!

I turned my face to left the yard ..

Jarra7: shahad

Me: khair?

Jarra7: mumkin akalmech?

Me: akeed!!!

Jarra7: ana asef

I smiled ..

Me: too late!!

Jarra7: laish?

Me: 3ugub ma we9al elkhabar obouy? Tetwaqa3 ra7 eredek??

Jarra7: ou laish eredny?

Me: huhh???

Jarra7: laish eredny!!

Me: 3afwan enta laish met’assef?

Jarra7: la’anny ma khathait rayech gabel la akh6ebech!

Me: ahha!! Bs shouf etha obouy 3aneed ou rasa yabes fa hashay mu kafy ena eqa9ebny atzawejek ok??

Jarra7: ana ba3aref entay laish karhatny?

Me: esalfa mu salfat kerh esalfa enna ana ma3ak mu metkaf2een!!

Jarra7: men na7yat leflous?

Me: wayed ashya’ ou men themenhum leflous!!

Jarra7: shahad la ta3meech edenya!! Edenya mu sayyarat Maserati ou villa eb shwaikh ba2 ou men 

fogy lai ta7ty markat!!!

Me: edenya enny akheth wa7ed nafs mustaway aw a3laa! Wella tabe enas t3ayerny feek? Tgoul 

sayyarat’ha Maserati ou sayarat rayelha Camri? Ana ma arthaha!!

Jarra7: min 9ijjech walla? el7ub mu muhem 3endech?

Me: wayed ehemny ou ohwa men awal elasbab elly refathtek 3ashanha!! T7ebny ok bs esu’al ana 

a7ebek? La2 6ab3an!!

Jarra7: tukfain kabry 3aglech!! Eb hazeman 9a3b telgain rayal eb akhlaqy 9a3b telgain rayyal shareech!

Me: kel elly gelta alga eb suhoula ana shahad al***** mu ay bent ok? ou benesba ley ela93ab min 

hatha enny alga rayyal atheq feeh!! Mu lamma agoulla mabeek ou en6erny lama atkharrajj egoully ok 

ou atfaja’ enna mkallem obouy ou khale9!!!

Jarra7: shahad ana kent 3end wa3di wala dagait 3ala obouch!! Ohwa elly dag 3alai ma3anna esalfa 

9arlaha sbo3 bs tawa yefthaa!!

Me: tegdar tgoulla hawwant!!! Bs etetha7 enek mu theqa ou enek ma t7eb ella nafsek!

Jarra7: getlech ana asef 3ad khala9!!!

Me: akher kalamy mu elly brasek tsawi ou ana eghsel eedek menni ok?

I left him and went inside!!

Mom: meen tkallemy 6awalty!

Me: sama!

Uff narfaznyy weld elathenaa!!!

 The time passed until its Tuesday 7:00 am ..

I hugged my mom ..

Me: etro7en wetreden bessalamaa

Mom: allah ysalmek ya galbi ou tara ana wa9ait shoug ou manoura 3alaiky ou gelt la waldek y7awelek 

flous fee 7esabek ou allah yafethek

She kissed me and left to the airport ..

Ahh gonna miss her!!

I went back to my room changed my clothes and went to the college ..

Once I arrived I remembered Sama woops!! I forgot her ..

I went to her house and picked her up ..

Fa e6arrait enny ma a7ther my first class elly ohwa Dr. yousif’s ..

To be honest a7san!!

Sama: so ma 3endech class al7en?

Me: laa

Sama: 3ayal wa9leny

Me: ok

Wa9alt sama to her class room ..

I decided to sit in the cafeteria ..

On my way ..

......: shahadd!!

I know that voice hmmm ..

Woops!!!

Me: halaa!!

Yousif: follow me to my office!

Me: laishh?

Elsani enraba6 many 3arfa atkallam!! Madri shelly 7a9ally 3ugub ams ..

Yousif: follow me to know

I followed him silently until we arrived to his office ..

6ab3an dakhalna then he closed the door ok ta3awadt!!

He sat in his chair ..

I stood in front of his desk ..

Yousif: why didn’t you attend my class?

Me: thorouf!

Yousif: you can sit

Me: ra7 n6awel?

Yousif: la

I sat on the chair ..

Yousif: a6leb lech shay teshrebena?

He was so weird!!!

Me: la2!

Yousif: la teste7een!!

Haw!!!

Me: mu mesta7ya

Yousif: shaklech egoul chethy mu makhtha ra7tech

Me: ga3da eb maktab dektory akheth ra7ty eshhoula?

Yousif: enty su3oudeya?

Me: half

Yousif: ahh ana agoull feech 3erj

Me: so .. what?

Yousif: mumkin a3aref shmushkektech?

Me: ay mushkela?

Yousif: madry kella m3a9ba awal marra tmer 3alay 6aleba t3amelny nafsech!

Me: I’m always different

Yousif smiled: 3ajeeb

7assait elwath3 mushtabah fee ya3ni ana mali ou mala 3ashan en6eg’ha salfa!!

So I should leave ..

Me: ok 3ayal ana asta’then

Yousif: ummm 9aber shway

I looked at him wonderingly ..

Yousif: etha mu fahma shay don’t hesitate to ask me ou hach hatha my email ou hatha raqmi bs malech 

sheghel fee hehe

I looked at him wonderingly again and took the business card ..

Me: mashkour

I left his office ..

Ok ya3ni ya etzefny ya all of this caring??

Weird!!

Me: way besmellahh!!

Suddenly sama 6la3at eb wayhee ..

Sama giggled: shfeeech

Me: kharraa3teny!!! Tawni mwa9letech classech

Sama: eee shakla me3tether gelt aye akallem dectory ethane

Me: ahhaa

Sama: entay shyaybech hne??

Me: haa? Ee ra7t akallem dectory

Sama: ok emshay el cafeteria

We went to the cafeteria sowalif ou akel until its time to go f7ai7eel ..

Me: yalla eseawwag ja ana bamshe

Sama: yalla bye

I went to f7ai7eel where my granfather’s house ..

I went to the living room wella there was no body ..

Me: jaddyy??

My grandfather: ha ha benty ana bel ma6bakh ta3aly

I went to the kitchen ..

Me: mar7abaa

My grandfather: hala hala eb shahad meddy eedek

Me: walla shab3ana bs 3ashanek bakel

My grandfather: allah y3ez shanek benty

Me: bs arou7 abadel ou ayyeek ok 7abeby?

My grandfather: yalla ser3a ana na6rek

I left him and went to my room t3arfon elly bel ground floor 2 rooms ma3a bathroom? One of them 

7a6en feeha my bags ou banam feha maybe ..

I opened the door and I was feeling like aaaahhh hooomeee ..

Taking my ballerina off throwing my bag removing my sunglasses and earrings ..

And while trying to remove my t-shirt ..

Me: AAAAAAAAA!! What the hell are you doing in my room?????

From never till forever .. Part4

Yousif: tfathelay

I sit on a chair in his office ..

Yousif took a deep breath ..

Yousif: entay ay sena?

What?? Yayebny hny ou m3aneny 3ashan tgolly ana ay sena??

Me: sana rab3a!!

Yousif: kherreja??

Me: eeh!!!

Shway ou akfekha!!

Yousif: ya3ni 9arlech arba3 sneen beljam3a elmafrouth tkouneen 3arfa el system ou 3arfa enna el 

dektor eb eeda enaj7ech ou esaq6ech 9a7?

Ahh ketha esalfaa!!

Me: 3arfa!!

Yousif: arjo menech enech te7tarmainy ka dektor ou tkalmeny eb 9ora tleq feeny

Me: enshallah!

Wallah luw ma 7ajte lah kan tefalt eb wajha ma buga ella Dr. yousif ethelny!!!

Me: agdar arou7??

Yousif: tfathelay!

I left his office ..

Ana wesh elly balashny eb hal ashkal!!!

Suddenly I saw ghaida ..

Ghaida: haaa sajjeloch 3end doctor Yousif?

Me: eewaa!!

Ghaida: zain ashwa 3ad 7adda eyannen!!

Me: men na7yat ejannen fa ohwa jannanny!!! Kereht elyoum elly sajjalt feh 3enda!

Ghaida: we wee laishh

Me: ketha!!

I left her and went to the cafeteria to eat something ..

Sama came and sit with me ..

The time passed until its time to go back home ..

My mom was sitting in the living room ..

Me: esalamu 3alaikum!

Mom: hala shahouda wa3alaikum esaalam

Mom: elbar7a abouky kallamny 3an khu6bat weld 3ametek

My heart skipped a beat ..

Me: ok?

Mom: ma kan eshawer kan ya36eni khabar!

Me: aish gallek??

Mom: gally jarra7 weld noura 6alab yad bentna shahad ou 7anetefeg ba3ad ma arja3

Me: wainu abouya??

Mom: abouky raye7 3man 3endu shughul

Me: yaaa allah ou tawa yestaw3eb esalfa 9arlaha esbou3!!!!

Mom: wallah elbar7a gabel la enam gally

Me: yaaallah t9abbeerni 3ala hal obo!!!

I went to my room and started to cry HARDLY!!!

Kul she eb hatha elbaiit bel qa9ebb!!!

Mustagbaly eb yad abouyaa!!!

Uffff!!!!

Ou hatha jarra7 el3aneed ma ka’any mkalmeta!!!

Laken hayyen!!

I slept until it became 6:00 pm ..

I washed my face and went down stairs ..

Mom: shlounek 7abebty 3asak a7san?

Me sadly: el7emdellah

Me: Yuma kaif tajberony 3al zawaj!!

Mom: wallah ma beyade 7aja enty 3arfa abouky

My eyes started to tear ..

I laid my head on mom’s shoulder ..

Mom: khalas ya 7baybetyy

Me: khathaity obouy 3an qana3a?

Mom smiled: huwwa khtarny megtene3 feyya bs ana ma3a elwagt egtana3t feh

Me: ou khawaty?

Mom: ekhtek shoug khathaha 9ale7 ga9ben 3alaih ou 3alaiha

Me: shinnuuu???

Mom: 3amek m7amad gh9eba yakheth bent 3amma

Me: wesh tha etakhalluf!!!

Mom: hatha wehum met7athreen

Me: ou fajer?

Mom: fajer baghaha met3eb ou 7abhaa

Me smiled: ya bakhat’ha! Bs still cousin

Mom: ou ekhtech sarah enshallah benrouu7 laha greeb

Me: betro7een ese3deyaa???

Mom: eewaa ou enty ma3aaya

Me: madry mu akeed ajee

Mom: ma walahty 3ala jadetek ou khalatek ?

Me: la’!

Mom: 6ayyeb ekhtek sarouna

Me: ham la’!

Mom: hal bent betjaneny maku masha3er?

I smiled ..

Me: ou sara kaif etzawwajat?

Mom: sarah shafaha khaled eb jayya min jayyatna lel reyath ou 3jebtaa ou akhath’haa!

Me: ou hey??

Mom: fe elbedaya kanat met7amsa enha takheth s3oudy bs bel nehaya agna3at nafsaha

Me: MASAKEEENN!!! E7naaa masakeeennn ma lana raayy?? Wesh thaa etakhalluf elly 3aysheenaa!! 

Bss laazem ta3refo ou enas kella ta3ref ennu anaa many zayy khawaty ou ana shahad al***** muu 

bkaif a7ad yetzawajny mashyyy??

Mom: ana 3arfa kul hatha elom 3ala abokyy

Me: akhh 3ala hal ab!!!!

Mom: ma3lesh allah 7a yakteb elly feh elkhair

I need to put a plan!!!

What about studying abroad?? Jarraa7 7a yel7agnyy!! Uff

Khalas ra7 a3eesh bel reyath ou 6uz bel derasa ou el7urreyya!! Ba3daha 7a yeshtaghlo 3yal elkhawal 

3alayya ou an7eker 7akra mu’abbadaa!!

Yoooohhh!! Plans are useless on this family!!

Maku ella akallem lazgat el3anzarout jarraa7!!!

I went to my bed after long time of thinking how to get out from that trouble!!

The next day ..

I woke up early and wore my Valentino embroidered organza beige top with my yves sant Laurent 

pleated leather wrap red skirt and my patent leather peep toe red pumps from Guiseppe zanotti with my 

The row classic lizard beige bag , my hair was tied into pony tale ..

I went to the college ..

My first class nafs kelyoum ohwa class Dr. yousif ..

I entered the class gabel la eyyee 7efthan le ma’ elwajh!!

Elmuhem dakhalt ou ga3adt ..

Chan esharreff el dektor ..

Yousif: esalamu 3alaikum

Yousif nervously: shahad!!! Ge3di jeddam!!

El7emdellah wesheker ..

Ana aishh sawaait lek!!

Me wonderingly: shinuu??

Yousif: talking is not accepted ok??

MINUUU TEKALLAAMM!!!!

Me: I didn’t talk!! Atkallam weyya meen???

Yousif: ge3dy jeddam eb hedou’ law sama7tay la tthay3een elwagt!!

La la la ga3d ema9ekh’haa!!

Me nervously: 7aatherr 7athrat el dektor!!!

Everyone was looking at me wonderingly ..

I felt like no no don’t take that bad impression about me !! I’m a good girl the problem is with your 

crazy Doctor!!

I sit in the first row ..

Ou bada el dector emares hewayatah ou thal ekhez feyya lain khallass el class ..

6areegta hathy ga3da tnarfezny ou ma tkhalleny arakez!!!

Once the class’s done and everyone left the classroom I went to him ..

Me: doctor!!

Yousif while collecting his thing: what?

Me: I think you are adult enough to do these childishness things!!

He looked at me nervously ..

Yousif: ta3adaity 7edodech!!!

He was looking at me directly toward my eyes!!

I saw his madness from his gazes but suddenly the madness gazes turned into a passion gazes ..

I felt afraid from these gazes ..

And I realize that its time  to leave ..

Me: I’m sorry bye!!

I turn to leave ..

And all of a sudden I felt that heaviness on my shoulder ..

I looked at the back side and if his heavy hand on my right shoulder ..

Yousif: shahadd!!