GAMOUSHA'S DIARIES Part14

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Ok I lost my patience !!

I decided to call him ..

Calling ..

Calling ..

Calling ..

Calling ..

Calling ..

User not reachable ..

I felt worried!

My heart was beating so fast and my thighs were trembling ..

My tummy was aching me ..

Eshai6an kan ewaswes ley ..

Kheft ekoun sar shay 7g rakan aw hawwan 3anny ma yabeeny ..

I was really afraid ..

I tried to call again ..

Calling ..

Calling ..

Calling ..

Connected ..

A wide smile was drawn on my face ..

Rakan: aloo

His voice was so sleepy but I loved it!

Me: halaa

Rakan: 9aber 9aber ana 7alman wella gemtt??

Me shyly: gemt .. atwaqa3

Rakan surprised: sh9aayerr elly gmasha begalalat adraha dagga 3alay?

I blushed ..

Me shyly: khuft 3alaik

Rakan whispered: 9ij?

Abbaaiihh 7aaarrr jaadd 7aaarrr!!! Ou elmukayyef 70 kan bas wallaahhh 7aarrr!!!

I was sweating wallahhh!!

Me soooo shyly: eeh

Rakan quietly: shloun?

I felt butterflies in my stomach ..

Me shyly: madri

Rakan giggled ..

Me: ok 3ayal madam mafek shay ma3assalama

Rakan: wain? wain? Wain 3ala allah?

Me shyly: basakra

Rakan: radaaina??

Me shyly: hehe sorry, shlounek?

Rakan: walla nezga7 entay shakhbarech?

Tana7t!! shinu nezga7!

Me: hehe taamam

Rakan: chenecch walhana 3alay haa?

ana denya men elwalah

These butterflies cant get out from my stomach!!

Me shyly: wainek 6oul ams?

7asait ena su’aly malgouf ou eny ra7 andeger bs ashwa mu rakani elly yadger ..

Rakan: kent eb mena 3abdallah

Me: 9ij? Shalaihkum menak?

Rakan: la shalaih elrabe3

Me: ahha

Rakan: entaw mina 3abdallah shinu?

Me: la e7na ma3endena shalaih

Rakan: ahh! Walla 6afech el9aid amsss

Its not of my interests saddegny ma 6afni bs 7aram basayra ..

Me: allaahh t7adgouunn?

Rakan: eeeh afa 3alaich

Me: wanasa!! T9eed zbaidy??

Zbaidy lesmecha elwa7eda elly a3arefhaa ..

Rakan laughed hardly ..

I was surprised! Why he did laugh? I’m 100% sure enna esemha zbaidy!

Me: shinuu?

Rakan giggled: lazbaidi ma y9eedonha ana ou rab3yy hathy yabellaha shabak

Hahaaha shda3waa kel hathe7ek ya3ni! Ok 9ij su’aly kan ghaby bs sh3arrafny!

Me: ahha

Rakan: 9edtt hamour ou baloulain ou faskarr a3ajbech

Ok hamour asma3 fee bs elbajy yeddaad!!

Me: mashallahh 6ala3t 7addaag maylougg!

Rakan: afa2 laish mayloug!

Me: madri 3endek Panamera ou t9eed semach mu layeg

Rakan surprised: okhh shdarach enny asoug Panamera??

OOOOOPSS!!!! Faaashlaaa sharaaagge333!!

Me shyly: umm sheftek

Rakan: ahh ya3ni mu bs ana adri enech tsougen Lexis

Me: hahaaha

Ok a7esna ana ma3ah stalkers heehe ..

Rakan: ana arou7 eshalaih bel Patrol

Me: hmm                   

Rakan: taklen semach?

Weddi agoul laa 3ashan ana etharbaa bss 7aram mabe achatheb khal e7ebny the way I am ..

Me shyly: eehh

Rakan excited: laa?

Me: wallahh

Rakan: kafu wallaahh 3ala rassiii hathail elbanat esan3een mu 3yal hal wagt

Laa ana 3yal hal wagt la t7asesni enny 3ayouzaaa!!

Me: hahah

Rakan: t9adgeen gamoush?

Ok 6aa7at elmeyanaaa ..

Me: shinu?

Rakan: elweekend madri shfeeh 3alaina ma9akh’ha chenna

Ahhaa I understood ..

Me shyly: laishh?

Rakan surprised: tes’eleny laish ba3ad?

Me shyly: excited?

Rakan: akhhhh I’m cravingggg

I blushed ..

Awkward silence ..

Rakan: ha wainech?

Me shyly: kanii

Rakan: chenna zedt elchaila ou elgalb rhayyef?

I blushed ..

El7emdella enna mu mjabelni wella chan 3loum ..

Me shyly: shwayyaa

Rakan: ob ob allahh y3eena 3ad elbanaat dmou3hum 3end elbab shesaktech ba3dainnn?

LOOOOOOL!! Shaakuu abcheee saddegni mara7 abchy men el7ayaa ..

Me shyly: shda3waa

Rakan: la la yam3awdaa nebtelesh feech ba3daainn yalla bye yuba bye

Me giggled: ok bye

Rakan: ma 9addegaattt!

Me shyly: la mu 3an wallah

Rakan: ok basam7ech halmarra bs mu t3eedenha

Me shyly: ok

Rakan: yalla yuba allah y7afthech

Me: byee

I closed the line ..

suwaleefik mu6ar 3umri ou rebee3y tha7kat azhara

I went to manoura’s room ..

Me: manoura khane6la3

Mnera: badres gamoush

Me: waay shhal weekend!

Mnera: 6el3ay ma3a shosho matgoul laa

Me: wai3 mabe!

Mnera: ta3alay entay fakkartay shinu btalbesen 7g bacher??

Me: shinu bacher?

Mnera: haw!! Beyouuunn rakan ou oma!!

Me giggled: abaaih 9aaa7 9aa77

Mnera: hablaaa

Me: abaih madri shalbes shdarraniii

Mnera: fakray 3ala ma adres

Me: weddi arou7 ma3a fayo ashterelly shay 7adha t3aref bel fashion

Mnera: kaifech

I left her room and went back to my room ..

I looked at my mobile wella 2 missed calls from 7essa ..

I felt worried ..

Eff 3ala 7essa ya3ni 6awfay khalaas!!

I called her back ..

7essa: alo

Me: hala 7essa

7essa: hala feech shlounech?

Me: tamam bkhair

7essa: sh3endech al7een?

Me: ma3endi shay!!

7essa: 3ayal badlay bamarech

Me: wain?

7essa: ay mukan netghadda ou bs ana ma3ach khal manour tadres!!

Ok fahamt!!

Me: mali khelg khaleha yom thani!!

7essa: ana 6ala3t badlay yallah bye!!

Me: mabeee hay!!!

She closed it!

That wasn’t a way to talk to someone ya3ni 3aib 3alaich! Esalfa mu qaseb ..

7essa ensana 3aneeda! Ou etha ma kalematni elyoum bacher mehy mkhaletny fa qarrart eny abadel ou 

arou7 ma3aha ..

I wore H&M baby blue short cotton loose blouse with ZARA white non-sleeve tight shirt under the 

blouse and my skinny dark River Island jeans ..

My hair was straight ..

I went to manoura’s room ..

Mnera: waay 3alaich ya gamousha chanech ma daraity 3an hawa dari ella wagt emte7anaty

Me: hatha yezay? Yayya a36ech khabar eny ba6la3!

Mnera: hehe wain?

Me: weyya 7essa madri wain!

Mnera: shoufay!! Ew3y tkherreeen

Me: enshoufff, kahe edeg yalla bye

I left manoura’s room and went down stairs ..

Mom: ha wain 3ala allah?

Me: ba6la3 ma3a 7essaa

Mom: ok

I left the house and entered Hessa’s 2004’s golden Mercedes ..

Me: esalamu 3alaikum

7essa: wa3alaikum esaalam

After a seconds of silence ..

7essa: ha wain nrou7?

Me eb qemmat elnafseyya: kaifech

7essa: la naggay ana ta7t amrech elyoum

6ab3an ta7t amri 7g tese7eb el7achy!!

Me: gelt kaifech!

7essa: yalla 3ad ana al7een m6al3etech ekhtaray!

Me: asfa ma a7eb e6al3at elly waraha ma9ale7

7essa: you’d never understand!

Me: hahaha

7essa: enzain shinu meshtahya takleen

Me: mabe akel shay! Ana 6al3a ma3ach tgoulen elly 3endech ou neftak!!

7essa: entay matgoulelly shhal nafseyya

Me: agoulech shay? Deshy belmawthou3 men al7een ou reddeni elbait!

7essa: ashkara kalami 9a7 wella chan ma 3a9abtay chethyy!!

Me: shtaben to9leella 7essa??

7essa: minu rakan??

Me: mu gelnallech tutor?

7essa: he is not! Ana mu baby trag3oun eb kelmetain ou tabony a9adeg!

Me: mara7 t9adgeeni ella etha getlech rakan refejy aw 7abeeby 9a7? Ok he is!!

7essa: gmashaa!!

My eyes filled with tears .. akhhh my tears laish kella zahbeen!!!

Me: na3am!!!

7essa: tara ana ekhtech ou abeelech elkhair laish ma t9ar7eeni!!

Me: ekhty bs 7g elfethaye7?

7essa: etha gelteelly mara7 agoul 7g omy!

Me: haha shosho sbegtech ou galat!

7essa: 9ij?

Me: tgoulelly entay mu baby shoufe shloun tafkerech ou tafkeer elbaby wa7ed!

Chenny badda3t?

7essa: ou9 wala kelma e7tarmy nefsech!!

I laid my head back on my seat, closed my eyes and took a deep breath ..

7essa: laish tlefen wetdoreen?

Me: redeni elbait 7essa!

7essa: ras yabes maku fayda feech!

I ignored her sentence ..

We both stayed silent until we arrived home ..

I entered our house ..

Mom: ha ma 6awaltaw!

Me: eeeh ma re7na

Mom: haw laish shesalfa?

Me: madri 7asait mali nafs akel

Mom: ba3ad 3umri t7ateen bacher?

What a good reason!

Shahad: elkhof men baakerrr

Waaaaaay shosho!!

Me: ee yummaa

Mom: 3adi elkel chethyy! Fakartay shtalbesen?

Me: laaa

Shahad: 3ad lebsay 3adel mu tfashleena!

I gave her that fake smile and left the living room ..

I went to my room and called fayo ..

Fay surprised: halaa halaaa

Me: shakhbarech?

Fay: 7araaam 3alaaaichhh wainechh?????

Me: shasawwiiii ma kallamt a7ad a9lan

Fay: 7aram 3alaich shfeech??

Me: mafeni shay bas ma kan moody 9a7y

Fay: akhaf 9abech 3athab el3ashegeena?

Me giggled: haaha laa ya7aalat elma3shougeen ohma eb 6erej wel 3athab eb 6ereej

Fay: 7araaam 3alaaichhhh?

Me shyly: fayyoo 7adhum eshawgouuunn

Fay: akher elmustajedat bser3aa

Me: rakaniii

Fay: eeehh??

Me: bacher yaaay yakh6ebnyy

After seconds of awkward silence ..

Me: aloo?

Fay: chathabaaa!!

Me: wallah shfeech!

Fay: raakan rakan eb yakh6ebech??

Tanarfazt!!

Me: ee faay!!

Fay: 9edamtenyy

Me: haw laish??

Fay: madri bs raakan jamal ou 3ez ou akhlaaq kel man yetmannaaa yakh6ebech entay?

SHOCKED!!! Fay? Faay tgoul chethyyy?? Shhaal eslouuub!

Me: ou ana shfeenyy?

Fay: mafeech shay walla mu qasdi bel3aaks bes enna 3adeyya 3alaih hatha qasdii

3ether aqbaa7 men thanb!! Ana 6ay7a men 3ainhaa??

Me: fay ana men awal shay gaylatlech shda3wa chethy mestaghreba! Ou shinu 3adeyya 3alaih! Ameeer 

wana madrii?? Ba3dain el7ub may3aref ashkal el7ub glouub ou entay akhbar!!

Fay: adriii bss ma hagait esalfa zawaj!!

Is she jealous or something?? Ok 9a7 Rakan jameel ou akhlaqa 3alya ou kel bent tetmanna bs badda3at 

wayed nazzalat men gadri!!

Me: entay sh7arrech ana ba3aref!! Kho raylech ou thamneta shtabeen ya3ni!!

Fay: 7araam 3alaaaichhh!!! Anaaa a7tar mennech? Gouly entay te7tarain menny bs ana a7tar laish? 

Shfeech zoud 3annii huh!!

Me: 3erfay shaghlaa tara eljamal mu kel shay bedenya! Shfaydat eljamal etha maku akhlaq? Men barra 

halla halla ou men dakhel ya3lam allah

Fay: shqasdech entaay?

Me: ellyy eb balech zaaiin!!! Yalla bye!

My face became hot and my cheeks started to shake .. My heart started to beat so fast!! I was shocked! I 

was too shocked! That wasn’t Fay! Fay my lovely friend the one who I trusted her and told her about my 

only love!

Ok 9ij enna I’m just a 160 cm tall girl , whose 56 kg weighed, owned a white yellow skin, soft black 

long hair .. hmm what else? I have these wide eyes oh yes I love my eyes and a good portion of cheeks 

with a small pink lips and that’s it!

But when we talk about Rakan .. He’s a tall gentle man with a PRETTY face , amazing black sharp eyes 

, one qamaza on the right side, perfect tanned skin, pinky lips, le7ya khafeeefa, shanab mu7taram .. hatha we7na lail7een barra ma dashainaa! Lama ndesh nelga 6eebat elgalb ou jamal erou7 ou elakhlaaq ou elrejoulaa .. wayed endemajt eb wa9fahh bs wa9fah nassany el7ezen elly kent feeh .. mujarrad etafkeer feh yes3edniii!!

Ok it seemed inna maku muqarana bs esloub fay mu esloub esara7a!!

Then I went to the bathroom to take a warm shower then I went to sleep ..

That was my day ..

Its Sunday ..

Ahh its finally Sunday .. I really want him! After losing my best friends I need him to be by my side .. I 

know that manoura is still there and she would never let me down but even though I want Rakan!

I decided to skip my classes! Maly nafs ashouf nas mabe ashoufha!!

I changed my PJ and went to the kitchen ..

My mom and dad were eating breakfast ..

Mom: haa sh3endech ma badaltay lail7een

Me: mabe adawem

Dad: yuba shda3wa mu 3errs

I smiled ..

Mom: la tloumhaa ma tenlam

I ate scrambled egg and a fresh hot milk with my parents ..

I went back to my room ..

I opened my closet , it was full of pants and shirts with 2 skirts and some dresses in the side ..

Ughhh!! Maaa3endiii shaay fate7 el3aaainn!!!!

Ok I was having a white tight dress from ZARA I think I’m going to wear it with a black cardigan on it 

also from ZARA and a thin silver belt I bought it from London before two years .. with my classic 

Chanel flat ..

After choosing something to wear ..

I went to look at my mobile ..

1 message from Rakani ..

“9aba7 elkhair 3asa ma shar laish mu mdawma?”

Me:

“9aba7 enour;* .. atezahhab lek;$”

Rakani:

“9ij? Akhhh WAITING!!!”

I smiled ..

I sent manoura on BBM ..

Kashkash .. 3alaa naar na6errr;*:

Manoura fair wella straight ?

Muneera neera neeera .. :

Slik

Kashkash .. 3alaa naar na6errr;*:        

Mneera men 9ijjee!

Muneera neera neeera .. :

Yazeeen elmetwatter! El fair 3alaich naarrr

Kashkash .. 3alaa naar na6errr;*:        

Ok;$

I called someone called nameta to styled my hair ..

Shosho putted the makeup for me "hazulat" ..

bs it was so simple , a thick black eye liner with lots of orange blusher and red lipstick ..

The time passed quickly until it became 7:00 pm ..

I was waiting for them waiting and waiting …