When Will I Be Yours? Part 28

My mind was telling me “yes” but my heart was against my mind!

I couldn’t find it in my heart to marry my ex’s brother ..

Nouf: la’ goulellaha la’!!

Khalda surprised: haw laish?

Nouf: bs!!

Khalda: ana mara7 aq9ebech bs abe a3aref laish!!

Nouf: maku sebab!

Khalda: haw nouf?

Nouf: mabe atzawwaj mu qaseb a9lan salfat ezawaj shelt’ha men rasy ou tawni 9ghera shley belham!

Khalda: entay men ga9aity sha3rech wentay metghayra ga3da tkhar3eny tarach!

Nouf: laylahellallah!! Wallaaa anaa lail7een bent 6abe3eyyaa ba3dain elga9a trend ou ne9 elbanat 

ga9enha ou ezawaj m’ajleta la’any 9gheera ok?

Nouf left her mom and went to her room ..

Nouf sat on her bed and took a deep breath ..

Nouf “ma3qoula esbou3ain ma shafny wala shefta wala sema3 9oty wala sa’al 3anny ana lahya eb 

emte7anaty ohwa sh7ezna ma yes’al kho 3a6al! abaih aked mara7 yes’al kho al7en ma bainy ou baina 

shay”

My eyes started to tear, seeing him .. ever hearing his voice made me anxious! My love for him didn’t 

die nor faded. I still hold him in my heart. Im still deeply in love with him … unfortunately!

After a while ..

Fahad knocked nouf’s door ..

I wiped my tears then I said: minu?

Fahad: ana yuba

Nouf: edkhal

Fahad surprised: shfeech yuba?

Nouf: shfeeny?

Fahad: tabcheen?

Nouf: laa maku shay!

Fahad: etha mu fahma afahmech yuba

Nouf: la ana ou ghalouy beyyena tutor ba3d shway

Fahad: zain ashwa! hach yuba hathy tathkarat ghalia enshalla esafra hal khamis

Nouf happily: okk mashkourrr alla la ya7remny mennek enshallah

Fahad: 7athreen 7athren

After five minutes ..

Nouf’s mobile rang ..

Nouf “ya rabb faris ya rab” ..

Nouf: hala ghalouy -.-

Ghalia: a7mad beyye baitkum wella baitna?

Nouf: starbucks kaifan!

Ghalia: enshalla tmereny!!

Nouf: enshallah entay tsawen shay mufed ou tmereny!

Ghalia: 7araam jaib shkubra 3ala bentain bs entay sayartech gadna

Nouf: waay way tnarfezeeen!! Many marretech zain entay ra7 tmereny!

Ghalia: nafnaf takfa mali khelg!!

Nouf: madri shaku makhtha license kho 3endech sayqech nafnaf ta7t amrech!

Ghalia: nafnaf 6ayyeb wana astahel!

Nouf: badly khal9eena!

Ghalia happily: ok

They closed the phone ..

Nouf chose jeans shorts with half sleeves white shirt both from h&m and Balenciaga leather flat t-strap 

sandals ..

I picked ghalia then we went to kaifan’s starbucks ..

hathak awwal etha gelt betkhaleny tebayyen dam3ety eb 3ainy ma 3ad ehemny eb3adek ma 3ad 

ahtam methel awal ana galby tra t7awal .. ana bar7al ou badel wa7ed eb wa7ed gheyabe yemkin 

esa3ed ou takheth ra7etek akthar ma 3ad ahtam methel awal ana galby tra t7awwal .. ketha as’hal badal ma tthayeg a7babek ou gabel ma yakther ghyabek ou gabel la tgolaha beghroor

Ghalia: entaay haayy!

Nouf: haw! Shtabeen!!

Ghalia: la tetkhayyelain leghneyya 3alaich la’annech mayta 3alaih!

Nouf: agoul ghalya shrayech e6ereeen!!

Ghalia: ou 6eer en chan tegdaarrr

Nouf: ya 9aber ayyouuuuub

Ghalia: 3eshtaww

Nouf: bs oshh!

Ghalia: ba3dain ana shgayla 3an hashort?

Nouf silent ..

Ghalia: shgaayla reddaaay!

Nouf: mu sheghlech ok!

Ghalia: baalach fa93eten fahra

Nouf cried: ghaliaa bssss tukfa brou7 elly feny kafeenyyy bssss

Ghalia: abaaih shinuuu!

Nouf: tadren shinu tadren khalaa9 3ad!

Ghalia: ana asfaa bs 3endi su’al

Nouf silent ..

Ghalia: sh9ar 3ala khaled?

Nouf shouted: ma wafaqt 3alaih ma abeeh ma abee a7ad ghair faris ou galby ma t7awwal erte7taay???

Ghalia: whew eee

After 6 min. they arrived to starbucks café ..

Ghalia: khaneg3ad barra!

Nouf: la barra ez3aj emshay hnak 9ob el7amam a9ad

Ghalia: ya kerhch ma tkhalen elwa7ed eshem hawa

Nouf: way 3alaich yayya tadresen wella tshemen hawa!!

Ghalia: efff enzain entay ge3day ana ba6leb ly shay ashreba tben a6leb lech?

Nouf: abe may

Ghalia: way way yakerhy yayya starbucks ta6leb may ou eb ni9 denar chan yebtay men thalajatkum 

abrak!

Nouf: abaaih abaih ge6e3a shhal ja3a9a hach ne9 wala yogaf galbech!

Ghalia: hach ni9! Tadren enny mara7 akhtha la etefalsefain

Nouf: shfech elyoum fech hosha?

Ghalia: ahhaahha gemna entahawash ba3add walla ou taghayyartay ya noufo men ga9aity sha3rech 

fachaitay 3an 7abeb elgalb ou betahaweshain

Nouf shouted: maaa sewat 3alaay hal ga9a eff ge6eee3aaa!!

Ghalia: hahhahha

I sat on the table and waited for ghalia and the tutor ..

Suddenly ..

Sarah: legloub 3end ba3ath’ha wella shinu?

Nouf mnafsa: 7ashaay!

Sarah smiled: el7emdellah faris neja7 ou takharraj

Nouf: mabrouk!

Sarah: allah ybarek feech! 3ad bacher beyoun el7arem yakh6ebony

Nouf: hal ashya’ ma tengal tawenas 3al nasher 9ij mashfou7a

Sarah: ma aloumech me7tarra

Nouf smiled ..

Sarah: madri shfeh faris ta’akharr metwa3den e7na 3al 7 al7en 7:30

Kan hammy elwa7eed a3aref waina oou laish met’akher kheft 3alaih!

Nouf silent ..

Sarah: kaahu yaa fariiiss

My heart started to beat so fast at that moment ..

Sarah left me and went to faris , I started to cry ..

My eyes didn’t leave faris ,I kept watching him and cry!

Nouf “shakelha 9arat” ..

Ghalia: meskay bu6lech chanech tmouten 3al khasayer

Nouf: mashkoura

Ghalia surprised: laish tabcheen??

Nouf: shoufay!

Ghalia: waihh! Mu awal marra wentay tadreen elrayyal hatha elkheyana eb damma mara7 e7es eb 

qemtech ella lama yetzawaj hal hoola

Nouf: 9ajjaa

Ghalia: 3ad theek esa3 etha yach luw emout jedamech la terthain feh

Nouf: akeeed! Sarah 6la3at 3ala 7aqeqat’ha ghalouy

Ghalia: shoufy shoufy elchalb shafnaa!!

Nouf: menzeman shayefna ou esawy 7arakat ma3aha yabe eqethny

Ghalia: wetgolenha chethy eb kel buroudd!! Redellaayyaha!

Nouf: ana kelesh mu me7tarra

Ghalia: baynella yal hablaaa!

Nouf: ghalouyyy e7na fahmen shaku tutor ba3ad!

Ghalia: shdarraany deggy kanselay khanjabel faris ahoo

Nouf: ok ok agolla bacher ou etha malna khelg nkansel!

Ghalia: okkk

After a while ..

Ghalia: chalbb yamsek eedha!

Nouf: la tkhezenhumm

Ghalia: 6afa7 elkail ana e7tarrait

Nouf: ghallouy!

Ghalia: shnuuu?

Nouf: 3endech 7umra 7amra??

Ghalia: laaa

Nouf: eff ma mennech fayda!

Ghalia: wait 3endy 7alaw qalb el7ub me9eha lain t7amren

Nouf: allaah ylawe3 chabdech!

Ghalia: haw 3adi shfeech

Nouf: bas bas chaab!

Nouf removed the energy bracelet “faris gift” ..

She went to faris’s table ..

Nouf with a big smile: el7emdella elly sheftek bel 9udfa

Faris was silent ..

Nouf: hak hatha leswar ma gemt a7taja elkhamis enshalla bamshy e6alia ou yemkin a3esh hnak chum 

sena astawde3uk allah allathy la tathe3 wada’e3uh ma3assalama!

Faris: nouff!!

Sarah got angry ..

Nouf: na3am?

Faris: ana lazem akalmech gabel ma tsafren!

Nouf: etha betgoully enek betakh6eb hal s7aila ..

Sarah: s7aila wayhech qalelat adab!

Faris: sarah o9!

Nouf: tra galatly ou etha tabeny abarek lek enek takharajt mabrouk!

Faris: la mu chethy!

Nouf: etha sarah ma 3endaha karama ou tertha ennek tqabelny fa ana ma aqbal eny aqabel rayyal 

betezawaj greeb

Sarah: la entay ga3da etemadain!!

Nouf: oshhh! Ana mashya ou ent eg3ad 7arref belkalam elly agoullekya ou solef laha

Faris: e7tarmy nafsech ana 3umry ma 7arraft la eb kalamech wala kalam ghairech

Nouf: ahha ya ent ya s7aila echathboun!

Faris: shqa9dech?

Nouf: es’al s7ailaa ana ta’akhart!

Nouf left them and went to ghalia ..

Ghalia: shsar?

Nouf: emshy esayyara

…

Faris: sarah shesalfa!!

Sarah: went m9adeg’ha! Shtabe feha golyy 6a3 lebs’ha mafe tharrat e7teram!

Faris: ana mali sheghel la feha wala eb lebs’ha ana ley sheghel fech entay shesalfa!!!

Sarah: maku salfa!!

Faris: ya3ny mara7 tgoulen?

Sarah: maku shay agoulaa shfeek!

Faris: mashy!!

Faris left sarah and followed nouf ..

Faris: nouuuf!

Nouf “3youn nouf”: na3am?