When Will I Be Yours? Part 22

At Nouf’s house ..

Fahad: 9awraw 7g el veyaz

Nouf: allah meta esafra?

Fahad: ne9 6

Nouf: waay weddy luw al7en asafer ou ma ared

Khalda: haw yanaitay? Warach emte7anaat!!

Nouf: be6aggag!!

Khalda: lama e9eer eb kaifech goulay be6aggag!

Fahad: ghalia ra7 teyye muho?

Nouf: ee ee

Fahad: ok

Khalda: bs sbou3 ba3dain omha galat bero7oun 7g wahhab eb swaisra

Nouf: eee 7asafaa

After a while of talking with my family I left them and I went to my room ..

I was feeling uncomfortable and so sad ..

I felt that there was something missing in my daily routine ..

Then I realized that I missed Faris ..

Yes, I missed him so much! But I really don’t know what to do and how to say it ..

Oh please nouf he engaged sarah and everything was over ..

Ufff ..

I got my Ipod ..

I opened a music file which I named it my favourite songs ..

“Kha6ak , raheeb , a6ale3 jamalak, ma temanaitak, gumar, 7agek 3alay”

It was full of the songs from faris ..

I started to listen ..

My tears were falling against my will ..

The memories were invaded my mind ..

“The box of date! And the first look .. The chalet gathering .. Faris! the Egyptian delegate “smiling” .. Caribou! And the first deep talking between us .. Napket! The craziest date “smiling” .. The chalet date! And my stupid fall from the horse .. The hospital! And my feet broking .. Fufu “smiling” .. Slider! And the Silverado driving ahhh .. Mac! And my amazing birthday ever ever ever .. “

Actually I wasn’t prepared for such day but unfortunately it came ..

Nouf took a small note from the table next to her bed and she opened it, it was full of “When will I be yours?” sentences, they were written 108 times by her, since the first time she called him; the day he was acted like a delegate, she started to wrote the sentence everyday before sleeping ..

I was waiting for the day when I write the sentence “I am yours” ..

Unfortunately It would never came ..

Nouf took a pen and wrote “I will not be yours babe” ..

She started to cry hardly ..

After a while ..

I realized that tears will not change things ..

I wiped my tears and started to think positively ..

I said el7emdella that must be kheera ..

If Faris engaged me Sarah might be died and s3oud might became crazy and things will became worst ..

Also ghalia will feel boring ..

Being Single suits me more and will be much better ..

Ohh I’m happy el7emdellah, and no need for such a silly note “she throw it” ..

Nouf decided to watch tv with her mom ..

Nouf smiling ..

Khalda: ha sh3endech mestansa

Nouf “be positive be positive”: shinu ma ywannes

Khalda: ee wallah ta3aly shoufay khosh film

Nouf: ok

Nouf looked at her mobile ..

She saw the engagement broad cast ..

Nouf “khal amsa7a maku shay enaked 3alay 3ugb al7en”

Nouf: eee Yuma daraitay sarah enkha6bat

Khalda: haw! Mashallah minu khathaha?

Nouf “faris faris”: madry nesait

Madry laish esma mu rathy ye6la3 meny a7es etha gelta ra7 abchy ..

Khalda: ya7lailhaa wenty shdarrach?

Nouf: wa9elny bc

Khalda: wakhezya ma darait khal adeg abarek lehum

Nouf turned her face to the tv and she was trying to close her ears ..

Khalda: hala eqbal shakhbarech?

Khalda: eb khair alla ysalmech

Khalda: walla tamam kelhum 6aybeen esalmoun 3alaich

Khalda: ella 3al Baraka khe6bat sarah wallah sam7eny tawny asma3

Khalda: sarah bentech

Khalda: haw!

Nouf turned her face to her mom ..

Khalda: ana noufa galatly dazellaha

 Khalda: wee, eee walla halawadem kel wa7ed e’allef men 9ob

Nouf felt happy: yumma shinuu shinuu??

Khalda t’asher 7g nouf enna 9aber

Nouf: makuu 9aber gouleelly saro mu makh6ouba??

Khalda: 3ala khair ma3asalama

Khalda: enty shfech chethyyy mafech 9aber!!

Nouf: sarah mu makh6oubaaa???

Khalda: laa tgoul omha la makh6ouba wala shay! Ethaher ya tashabuh asma’ ya esha3a

Nouf was laughing against her will: ahaa maskeena

Khalda: shetha7ek? Haw!

Nouf while laughing: madry yuumma maadryy

Nouf ran immediately to her room ..

Nouf shouted “WAAAYYY EL7EMDELLA YA RABBYYYYY”

She prayed thank prayer ..

Nouf “shhaaal kharabeee6 ana shhalkharabee6 elly gelt’ha abaaih film wallahh bs dazoly bc saddagt (laughing) ashouf bs my note (she took it from the bin) “

Nouf called ghalia ..

Ghalia: na3am nafnaf

Nouf happily: ghallouuuuy el bc esاa3a ya ghallouyyy

Ghalia: echathbeeen???

Nouf: laaa laaa

Ghalia: let’s celebrate woohoooo

Nouf: waaiin el champagne

Ghalia giggled: refeejty estakhaffat

Nouf: abaaaih bye bye khal adeg 3ala faris maskeen 3ayaz edeg wana 7agreta ou 3aysha edor

Ghalia smiled: rou7ay yuba rou7ay

Nouf closed from ghalia and called faris ..

Once

Twice

Faris answered ..

Nouf happily: farisssss

Faris angry: na3am!!

Nouf: walaaaht 3alaiikk

Faris: nouf 7ayatee

Nouf: 3youn nouf

Faris: ana mu 3ala kaifech sam3aaa?

Nouf shocked shocked more than shocked

Faris: mu meta ma 6ag eb balech tkalmeny kalamteny ou lama malech khelgy ta7gereen!!

Nouf and her eyes were full of tears: faris

Faris: chub zaaiin faris! Ana ma yamshe ma3ay sheghel etedelle3 ou dam3etain ou khalas!!

Nouf silent ..

Faris: lama elwa7ed eghar 3alaich ou ekalmech eb hedou’ 3an lebsech chethy tsaween 9ij ma 

tenta7achain yalla b3eed !!

Faris closed the line ..

Nouf was looking straight and her mobile in her right hand ..

Her tears were fell without stopping ..

She went to the bathroom and took a shower ..

Then she went to sleep ..

On Tuesday morning ..

Nouf woke up ..

She wore a skinny jeans and loose white short shirt from h&m with chanel classic black flat, her hair was 

natural curly “kisha” ..

6ala3t men baitna ou 9adry kan maqmout kent 7ail met7ab6a 3ala madry shasawy ..

Marait 3ala 3amy bu 3abdalla ou sallamt 3alaih ..

We9alt eljam3a ou 9ar nafs kelyoum ..

Ghalia: haw!

Nouf: ga3d enarfezny 7aiil!! Eslouba e7errr chenna ekallem khadamat’hum

Ghalia: 7elwa hathy khaywallyy men 9ijjech!!

Nouf: walla 9ij 9ert ma afhema many 3arfatla ma 3a6any fur9a 7etta as’ela

Ghalia: egoullech elmudakhen la y3a9ebb

Nouf: ge6aa3!!

Ghalia: shrayech nrou7 film ou netghadda 3ashan te6le3en men hal mood?

Nouf: ok yallah

Ghalia: entay twadena?

Nouf: kal 3ada

At nouf’s car ..

7abaitek ou thee ghal6a 7asafat 7uby ou e7sasy ou 3umry ma tekhayyaltek tekoun agsa men 

elgasy hatha taly tagdeerek ..

While the song was playing nouf’s tears were falling ..

Nouf kanat mendamja bel ghneya ou tethakkar faris ou kalama ma3aha ..

Ghalia angry: eff noufa khalaas la t3eeshen eljaw wayed!! Mes7y dmou3ech

Ghalia changed the track ..

la zad feny el7ezen aktem demou3y wawen wagoul abad ma abeeh wathker hawana wa7en wain ent 3anny ana wakalteny lel3ana la kenek elly hawait ou la kennena nafsena ..

Nouf started to cry again ..

Ghalia: entay esh hal cd el nekaadd!!!

Nouf: ghalia entay mara7 tefhemen shkether ..

Ghalia tga6e3ha: bs ushhh chubb

Ghalia took the cd and broke it ..

Nouf angry: ya shagoooul!!!

Ghalia: a7saan!! Adry feech msawya hal cd ou men e9eer ha6oul t7e6ena wet3eshen edor tzeden ethaim 

thaim

Nouf: wain nrou7??

Ghalia: ay mukan taben avenues?

Nouf: yallaah ma3ende mushkela

Re7na avenues taghdaina eb rustica kalaina khosh ravioli ou pizza lama khallasna dashaina film comedy 

6ab3an ghalouy elly mekhtareta 3ashan twannesny ..

Khallasna ou estanasna ou 3al sa3a 6 redaina elbait ..

On Wednesday morning ..

Nouf woke up ..

She wore Alexander Wang crinkle washed satin white short dress with Zara beige gladiator , her hair 

was natural curly ..

She left her house and went to the college ..

On her way she was thinking ..

Nouf “ walaaht walla walaht! Ma3qoula khalas khallas kelshay ou bacher lama eyeny khaled ra7 

awafeq? Eb hasehoula! Ana ghala6t? wella ohwa elly ghala6 ou ma sema3ny! Wela sara elly yabellaha ta’deeb .. la la mu ehya elly tsawy elly eb balha ou tkhallena chethy metwatreeen ou ehya merta7a ree7 erayye7ha!! La la mara7 ay’as ou akhalle hal houla testanes ana lazem akallem faris ou agoulla kelshay hayyen ya sarah ma7ad yel3ab ma3a nouf!”

Nouf arrived to the college ..

S3oud: tejannen kel ma ashoufek a7es ennek tethawebny ou tethayye3ny men edenya ou tsheb eb 

khafegy nara , jamalek naheben 3agly ou tafkeery ou nahebny ..

Nouf was smiling: shukran s3oud

Wa7ed men eshabab: el curly naaar 3alaich khallech 3alaih

Wa7ed men eshabab: ehya eb kuberha nar

There was a guy who was watching and hearing a 3 meters long what was happening , he was faris! He came that day to surprise nouf and please her BUT ..

Nouf was shocked: faris!! Shyaybek?

Faris 3a6a nouf nathrat “este7qar” ou 3a6aha thahra ou mesha ..

Nouf l7egat faris ou dmou3ha eb 3ainha ..

Nouf: faris tukfa esma3nyy

Faris: walla 6ala3tay khosh sum3a ya nouf!