Saturday, October 24, 2020

For the Love of Myself.. Part19

 

Dhai: umm madry


Mama taiba: 3ugub hal sneen teyyee? Luw betyee chan yat menzeman!! Erked ya 7abeby


Ahmad: yumma teyye tshouf 3yaalha! 


Mama taiba: e3yalha shfeekum sakteen!


Dhai: ma9doumeen! Ma aloumhum


Ahmad: ranad baba tabeen thai tnady omech teg3edeen ma3aha? 


Ranad shook her head: ma3arefha! 


Othman: wehy 9ajja! Neg3ad ma3aha shengoul! Mabaina suwalef


Mama taiba: 9ajeeen


Dhai: tara omkum! Adry ymkin 7eta mara7 t3arfounha luw sheftouha bs ma yemna3 eta3arefon 3alaiha


3ethman: 3eshtaw! Men meta thai?


Ahmad smiled: kafu benty! Te6ammant shaklech shelty el block


Dhai giggled: eeh


Ahmad(cousin): 7etta omech block?


Dhai: egoul 7eta lana 7aysha 6eshar


Ahmad: thai elblock mu 6areeqa wajhay 7abebty!! Goulelly shloun elwagt ely gathaiteh ma3a omech


Dhai: tabe el9ej?


He smiled: eeh?


She whispered: arabby feha ou trabby feeny


He laughed his heart out: lail7een 3ala louyat’ha?


Dhai: atwaqa3 ranado betkhale9 min elmurahaqa ou 7e9a makhle9at


He giggled: 3aib baba 3aib


Dhai raised her eyebrows: hmmmmm?


Mama taiba: enta sh3endek etesasar weya bentek


Othman: gouly weldek!


Dhai: na3am?


Othman: 3ala hal ga9a weldek mu bentek


Ahmad: 3ethman? Hatha wagta hal7achy!


Dhai: BENTA GHA9BEN 3ALA ASHKALEK FAAAHM!!!!


Ahmad (cousin): 3ad 9ej elsha3ar el6eweel kan mu 6abee3y 3alaich laaish ga9aiteh?


She faked a smile and whispered: abaih ellegafa abaih!


Ahmad: khair? Masma3


Dhai: ma 7achaitek


Mama taiba: eshfeech allahuma ya kafy ma tenta7achain!


Dhai: kellllly lech 6ab6ab mu bs a7acheech aghaneeelech ou ash3erlech


Mama taiba: adry feech ba3ad galbeee bs 3ala halwalad elfaqeer ely kella mdagra feeh


Ahmad: la entay fahma ghala6 bel3aks weld 3amat’ha ou t3ezza


Ahmad(cousin): hahah ee la matdaggerny


Othman: ent shqe9etek!


Ranad: over elwath3 tara mneera hny please ya3ni


Ahmad: 7ayyaaallaaah mneeeeraaaa


Munera smiled: allah y7ayeech


Mama taiba: y7elouha! Mehy ghareeeba 7alha 7alkum! Shloun el ahal bashry 3anhum?


Munera: el7emdellah kelna bkhair


Ahmad: thakelyom sheft obouch beshwaikh


Munera: 9ej!


Ahmad: eee 3ad ana 9arly sneen mu shayda bs wallah lail7een khef 6eena 5 degayeg solaft ma3ah ra7at haibty


Munera giggled: way eee obouy wayed enaket


Dhai: 3asal 3ammy 3azeez


...


Munera: abaih a7es madarastay!


Dhai: embala bs 3almashy allah yaster


Munera: waay lemte7an mu wagtaaa


Dhai: kelleeesh!! 


Munera: bs kashkhatlaa


Dhai: um minu ohwa?


Munera: lemte7aaan


Dhai: la haw lana bne6la3 weya baitna shfeech! Fa mara wa7da


Munera: 3ayal lata’akherain lanhum yan6erounech


Dhai: mneera latlefeen wetdoureen


Munera sighed: mabeech tshofeeena


Dhai: 3abalech ana abe? Bs khala9 6ala3 elshay min eedy! Agoul mabeeeh baheda ou arou7la raketh!! Agoula hedny karahtek ou dmou3y tarsa wayhe! Maku fayda!


Munera sighed: yekhzy el7eb shu bezel


Dhai: KULSHY WALA MATHALTY!!!


Munera: elmuhem shakhbar 7e9a? Ams 9arlekum sena tsolfoun


Dhai: tes’alny 3n ranado ou 3ethman


Munera: btamshy elyoum?


Dhai: eee betred landan!


Munera: ou entaw betro7oun landan 9a7?


Dhai: eeee! Twni astaw3eb! 3asa mu nafs el otail bs tenjele6 mama 6aibaaa!


Munera: enzain tara 9arat 11:30 rou7ay la7gay 3ala mte7aanech


Dhai: eee abaih yalla bye ed3eelly


Munera: allah ywafgch! 


...  


He was standing resting his back on one of Leeds University walls..


He was punching on his phone screen covering his head with his hood.. the look that I can’t resist!!


I smiled and took a few steps to reach him..


Dhai: e7mm


He raised his head: a7la e7em!!


She blushed..


Watha7: kamly seeda akher elmamar kesry yemeen


Dhai: enta ely kamel ou ana ely al7egek! 7g elkhaz!


Watha7 giggled: laimeta matatheqeen?


Dhai: yallah!


He walked in front of her and she followed him..


I was staring at him with a smile on my face..


A7es eny proud ..Proud to be his!!


Ya3ni waaayed banat yetmanona bs ohwa yetmannany!! Yetmanna rethay!! 


Adry ena he’s not perfect ou ma7ad perfect a9lan! Bs a7la 3alaih ykoun mu perfect!!! 


*luw 7atta kunt ba7es 3ndak 7etta na’9a, men emta ya3ni bel dunya de 7aga kaaamla?*


He turned around to interrupt my thoughts..


My smile became wider..


He smiled with his eyes half opened..


She blushed.. 


They sat down a bench..


Watha7: walaaaht!


Dhai: 3ad magdar a6awel ma3a el asaf ra7 testemer bel walah!


Watha7 giggled: men galech eny fe marra kent satisfied min shouftech?


Dhai: 9ej 3ad?


Watha7: ma ashba3! Thai ay bent bedenya luw akalemha bta36eeny shu3our 7elu ou ra7 olah 3ala halshu3our!! Ay bent bedenya


She interrupted him: wai3 mu 7elu mawthou3ek ghayraaa


Watha7: luw tesme3een eltakmela bya3jebech!! Betgoleelly latwagef


Dhai: kamel bedoun 6ary elbanat please ya3ni


Watha7: 3umri ou 7ayaate ou rou7y ely ygharoun!


She smiled: enzain?


Watha7: elzebda foug elshu3our el7elu ely t7e6ena feeny? Elwagt ma3ach sa3adaa! Entay mu bs 7abeebty enty refeejty ou hatha ely emayzech 3n ghairech


Dhai: emmm ghairy emmmm


Watha7 smiled: emmm a7ebbecch emmm


She giggled: akh ya watha7


Watha7: esmy belsaanech ou bsss


Dhai froze in her thoughts..


Then she whispered: wujoudek fee 7ayaate ou bss


Watha7: 7aaaathy feeek min elsema ya thaaayyee


Dhai: madry shloun barou7 landaaan madry shloun bag3ad sbou3 bedounk


Watha7: 3alaqal landan ou ma3a ahalech telhain bs ana shagoul? El amaken hny kellaha lech!! Elwagt hny kella ma3aach!! Shloun ba9brrr


Dhai’s mobile started ringing..


Dhai sighed..


Watha7: eshfeech!


Dhai: masheba3t menek! 


He smiled: la7ga 3alay ahalech kelha cham youm ou beredoun lekwait!


Dhai: wai3 wai3 wai3 esket qathaitny


Watha7 giggled: of of laish


Dhai sarcastically: “la7ga 3alay” eshtaaabeeee


Watha7: ok ya3ni bahawen 3alaich wela aba mu bs masheba3t mennech ana al7een mjablech ou mayet min elwalah


She blushed: 3alaik elsaan!!!


Watha7: bs 7agech tra!


Dhai smiled: 3asaaa


Watha7: yalla 7abebty rou7y sheb3y minhum marad’hum beredoun lekwait ou etemanain halla7that


Dhai: waaay ya hal6ary ma awa6naa!! Ou al7eeen omy betsafer ok ymkin nshoofha blandan bs adry ena 3ugub landan ymkin elshofa elthanya tkoun b3ersy


Watha7 smiled: allah ya 3ersech! Allaah ya 3ersnaaa


She blushed: abaih 3yezaw edegoon lazem ared


Watha7: maaa sheba3t!! Kafy betsaftreen


Dhai: ollah shda3wa asafer! Landan kahy 3nd 3ainy


Watha7: tara a7ebech


Dhai blushed: yabakhte!


Watha7: a7ebech!!!


Dhai: eee yabakhteee


Watha7: a7ebech thai!!


Dhai: yabaakhte getlek!!


Watha7 smiled: entay she6ana taraa


Dhai: 7eta enta taraaa! Sh3arefek tghazel haa?


Watha7: wenty sh3arefech etaghallaain haaa?


Dhai whispered: a7ebbek akthaaar ou a7ebek akthaaar ou a7ebek akthaaar ou weyak ana bethat 9aaa3eb ateghallaah ana akher wa7da atghalla ma3aaaak



Watha7: WAAAAY!!!


Suddenly he pulled her to his chest and hugged her really tight..


She pulled herself away from him with a shocked face..


Watha7: ASEF! ASEF ASEF WALLAH BEDOUN MA7ES!!


She was staring silently with her eyes popped out..


Watha7: thai wallah men ghair qa9d


She nodded and turned around to leave..


Watha7: bye thai


Dhai: bye


She called her dad: hala yuba


Ahmad: hala 7abebty wainech?


Dhai: beljam3a Kany radda


Ahmad: shfee 9otech?


Dhai: la mafeeny shay 


Ahmad: shloun emte7anech?


Dhai: emashy el7al wlaw a3raj


Ahmad giggled: aham shay mashy


Dhai: haha ee


Ahmad: ha bteyeena?


Dhai: awal bared elsheqa asalem 3ala omy betsafer


Ahmad: meta 6ayyarat’ha?


Dhai: qe6ar betred landan


Ahmad: ah mumtaz 3ayal nshoufhaa


Dhai: emm eee


Ahmad: ranad ou 3ethman lazem yshofounha


Dhai: 9a7!


Ahmad: yallah na6reenech allah y7afthch


Dhai: enshallah! Bye


She closed the line to notice a message from Watha7..


Watha7:

“Sorry etha makent gad eltheqa! Latloumeen galbee thai!”


She ignored his message and rushed to her apartment..


Dhai: mneeraaa


Munera: bashray shsawaitay


Dhai: madry mneeera madry


Munera: fai shfeech?


Dhai: madry khayfa! 


Munera: shgayelech wath7o?


Dhai: yalait gal!


Munera: fai khara3teny shesalfa


Dhai: lamny!


Munera gasped: SHAI6AAAN!!!!


Dhai’s throat was drier than ever..


She couldn’t say a word..


Munera: faaai 6al3eeeny shloun khalaiteeeh!!! Laykoun you hugged him back???


Dhai: mneera 6a3y wayhe wet3arfeen


Munera: la magh9ouba magh9oubaaa


Dhai: bs e3tethar ashwa


Munera: 7ubech lah 7ub om 7g “wlaid’ha” et9adgeen? Ethaygeeen elkhelg


Dhai: yallah wareeeny yalweneesa shloun bet7ebeeen


Munera: mayabeta omah ely byakheth galbe ou ykhaleny ta7t amrah


Dhai: ou la yabeta? Bet7ebeen baby shark? Allah y3eenech


Munera: chub fai


Dhai: lebsy 7jabech yallah bentaghada barra


Munera: magdar shfeech 3ndy final el3aser


Dhai: wee nesait!! El9ara7a shaklech enasy elwa7ed!! 7ail ray’a ou mu ga3da traj3een!


Munera: tef tef tef


Dhai: 3erj ma9ry madry mnain yaach


Munera: wallah ya fayyo en zaffaat yawailech


Dhai: hahha allah ywafgechh


And all of a sudden hessa showed up..


Hessa: bafham laimeta tnadeenha faai


Munera: shasawy etha nadait’ha thai tgoul shfeech m3a9ba


Hessa giggled: mastab3ed


Dhai: haaaayy betrou7een?


Hessa: ee wallah yalait etdezeen ma3ay lejnaaa6



“Wayed buroud! Ma7asait eb khelg’ha thag! Wala 7asait be3younha lam3a! Wala bnabrat’ha 7asra!! Wala 7asait eb galbha kasraa... ana ely galbe enkesar!”


Dhai faked a smile: aked!


Munera: yalla khal asalem 3alaich barou7 abadel 7g lemte7an


Hessa: 7abeebty manoura 


They started kissing each other..


Hessa: kahu el taxi we9al yalla thai


Dhai: yallah


They went down stairs, the taxi took the luggage inside his car..


Dhai was trying to roll her eyes away from  her mom’s to avoid them from tearing..


Hessa smiled: ha ensalem wela benteshawaf eb landan?


Dhai ignored her mom sentence and threw herself on her mom’s chest..


Hessa hugged her daughter: 7abebtyyy bentyy


Dhai: ou ham benteshawaf blandan enshallah


Hessa smiled: 3ala khaair


Dhai: darb elsalama


Hessa: allah ysalmech ya rou7i


...


Dhai: kashekh a7medani


Ahmad: 9ej 3ad


Dhai: wallah 9akait 3ala 3ethmano ou a7medo


Ahmad: a7mad esma a7mad


Dhai: 3eshtaw!


Ahmad: thai 7abebty


Dhai: 3youni


Ahmad smiled: entay matakhtheen ay a7ad!!


Dhai giggled: haw shyab el6ary


He hugged her from the side..


Ahmad: sem3eeny baba


Dhai: asme3ek


Ahmad: al7een enshallah bentaghada yemee3 ou a7mad weld 3ametech byeg3ad yamech! Ymkin ysolef ma adry bs etha solaf sem3eeeh


She raised her eyebrows: shhal khabba 3alaih


Ahmad: 7abebty a7mad kha6bech mabda’eyan! Ou latkhafeen mara7 y9eer shay ella brethach ou el ray el awal wel akheer rayech ou ana fahhamta ou fahhamt omah ou obouh enna kona weld ekhty maykhaleny awafeq ou fahamt’hum ena elray rayech ou bena’ 3ala tawafuqkum wela akhlaqa khal9een minha


Dhai was under a shock..


She didn’t say a word..


Ahmad: ely abe menech ennech tesme3ena teg3edeen ma3ah ou hathy fer9etech 3ashan t3arfeen etqarereen ou ohwa a9lan yay hny 3ashan halshay ok 7abebty?


Dhai: faja’tny!! La waaayed faja’tny! Athakrek cham 3umry?


Ahmad: 7abebty etha bekoun fe zawaj bekoun 3ugub ma tamsekeen elshahada lat7ateen


Dhai: yuba mala da3y elta3aruf hatha tara weld 3amety a3arfa


Ahmad: elwalad waaayed taghayar ou ohwa 7ab e3arfech 3alaih


Dhai: uhm!


He ran his hand on her hair: latkhafeen


She smiled: mu khayfa!


...


At the restaurant..


She sat down one of the chairs..


Ahmad sat next to her..


They ordered their food..


She was playing with her fork..


She wasn’t feel like eating..


He tried to say something but she was ignoring his words..


Ahmad: ma3jebech el akel chenna


She started eating..


Ahmad smiled: bel3afya


Dhai: e3afek


She pulled her chair and stood up..


Mama taiba: ha wain 3ala allah


Dhai: 7ammam


She went to the bathroom, unlocked her phone, typed his name and sent him:


Dhai: 

“MAQMOUTAAA”


Watha7:

“Esmellaaa esmella esmellah!!!”


Dhai:

“Ba6la3 min hdoumy mu gadra!!!”


Watha7:

“Wainech? Mu belma63am ma3a ahalech?”


Dhai:

“Eeh!”


Watha7: 

“A7mad qamtech?”


Dhai’s heart skipped a beat..