Tuesday, August 26, 2014

The rushed decision.. Part24

I cant not dedicating this post to @ffalmudhaf lannaaa she's the definition of loyality ou she never fails making my days by her beautiful endless compliments❤❤❤❤




"Allah yakhethek menhum, wala yakhethny min yaddek, wala yakheth ghlak ou 3umrek elghaly ou tubga ley.. Wesh ayyami bedounek wesh? Ba3ad 3umri bala weddek? Tarak aghla beshar 3endy wala ghairek abad ghaly.."

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Me: luw sama7t bandar mawjod eb makteba?

-----: la lail7een ma ya

Me: ya3ni ohwa ra7 eyye?

-----: ohwa hatha wagta ne6reh 10 degayeg en ma ya ya3ni bel ma63am

Me: ok ra7 an6er, thank you!

I sat down a chair next to his office and started to play with my phone..

Suddenly my nose caught his beautiful odor..

I slowly raised my head to see his back..

I stood up and followed him silently..

He unlocked his office's door..

I smiled: 9aba7 elkhair

He turned around: hala

His "hala" wasn't expected..

There was something wrong!!

He entered his office and I followed him..

Me: ag3ad?

Bandar: elmukan mukanech

I sat down..

Me: how's everything

Bandar: el7emdellah

Me: feek shay?

Bandar: shfeeny?

Me: madry 3annek! 9arlek yomain mu shayefny ou chethy tkalemny!! Ou adeg 3alaik ma tred shessalfaaa!!!

Bandar: ma men salfa!! 

Me: la jad lai meta ya3ni chethy!! Youm mestanes youm metthayeg mu 3ala mazajek elnaas!!

Bandar: entay elly laay meta bet3aysheeeny bchethba!!!!!

Me: chethba?

Bandar: ELLY YEL3AB 3ALA EL7ABLAIN YA RANA YAKHSER AGRAB A7BABA!!!!!

Me: what do you mean!

Bandar: Rana lateghaibain!!!

Me: akalmek jad ana mu fahma shay!

Bandar: 7AMAD KHA6BECH WALA FALLAITAW!!!! Melchaaatkum begallaha sbouuu3!!! Wentay m3ayshatny bchethba wetgoleen fallainaaaa!! Entay shtabeen minny bethab6 ha?

Me: bandar la tkalemny chethyyyy!!!!

Bandar: shloun tabeen akalmech!!

Me: Be7teraam!! Ou before you act ask!! 

Bandar: e7teraaam? Walla el e7teram 3ayya ye7termech!!

My eyes popped out: bandar!!!!

Bandar: 3aib 3alaich ely sawaiteh walla 3aibb! 

Me: 3aib la'anny 7abaitek?

Bandar: enty mesa7ty karamty belga3 ya Rana!!!!

Me: ana? Enta wayed gam tathlemny!!!!! Bassek walla bassek!!!

Bandar: eeee entay!!! Entay elly 3ala themmat 7amad ou rethaitay enech teg3edeeen ma3ay!!! Rethaiteelly agolech kalam 7elu ou afaker feech bmustaqbely!! Minu ely thalam minu gouleelly!!!

Me: bandar enta b7ayatee gabel la 7amad edesh feeha!! Wenta ely ana ekhtartek tkoun ley!! Bs 7amad enfarath 3alay min obouyyy!!! QA9EB!! Ou latloumny!! Loum nafsek la'annek khalaitny m3allega lant ely kha6abtny wala ent ely 3atagtny!!

He didnt say a word and stayed silent for a minute then..

Bandar: kha6abtech!!

My heart's beats accelerated..

Bandar: re7t 7g obouch ou kha6abtech!! 

I whispered: ou ba3dain?

Bandar: ma tabeen t3arfeen eltakmela!!

Me: laish?

Bandar: bs elly lazem t3arfeena enny maly ne9eeb feech!!

My eyes started to gleam from tears..

Me: laish as'hal shay 3ndek enek takhserny?

Bandar: entay tefhemeen ely agola wella ma tefhemeen!!!

Me: afham ennek kha6abtny ou 6ala3t makh6ouba!!! Ou ham afahm enna obouy raddek!! Bs elly ma afhema laishhh you gave up on me easily!!!! 

Bandar: lanny we9alt 7g 6ereej masdoud!!

Me: kel masdoud yenfete7!! Obouy raddek marra ymkin ma yredek thany marra!! Aw rou7 kallem 7amad goullaaa!!

Bandar: ENTY MAYNOUNA?? 7amaaad refeeeejyyy!!! Tabeeeny agoulla hed mertek abeeha??

I froze in my place and my face started to sweat..

Refeeeja?? No no no mu laihadaraja lekwait 9gheera!!

Me: refeejek?

Bandar: okhouh refeejy 7ail!! Sa3oud ely asolef lech 3annah ye6la3 okho 7maid!!! Shefty elqahar!!!!

I felt dryness in my throat..

I swallowed my tears and whispered: elsalfa min awalha qahar!

Bandar: tabeen azeedech min elshe3er bait?? Elyoum kallamny sa3oud gally ta3al melchat 7maid lesbo3 elyay!!

Me: 3endy fekraa!!! 

Bandar: min 9ejech? Lail7een feech afkar??

Me: la'anny a7ebbek ou fekrat el3eesha min ghairek mu rathhya atqabbalha!!

Bandar: Rana!! 7eta luw allah ma ketab ne9eeb nkoun 7g ba3ath bs 9adgeeny ely edesh galbe ma ye6la3!! Mukanech bgalbe ma7ad ra7 yamleeh men ba3dech!! A3eesh 3ala elthekra wala a3eesh waqe3 maa abeeh!!

Me: bandar la tfaawel!! Feee 7al!!!

Bandar: goulay!

Me: ana bagoul 7g obouy eny asafer Italy ajahhez!! Ou enta betkoun mennak 7g sheghlek!! Neg3ad ma3a ba3ath b3eed 3n halnas ou netzawaj!!

Bandar: yannaitay?

Me: men awal ma dakhalt galbe wana maynouna!

Bandar: la jad yannaitay? Shloun tabeeny atzawaj min wara ahaly!!! Shloun tabeeny a3eesh b ee6alya wahed sheghly ou 7alaly! Rana fakraaay

Me: laish men wara ahalek!! Goulehum ou khal eyoon 3rsna ana ely mara7 agoul 7g ahaly!! Ou la t3eesh b Italy ana a3eesh ou enta rou7 ou red 3alay!! Aw a3eesh bdubai 3ady

Bandar: ana yomain ma at7ammal bedonech hal marra kel wa7ed bdeeera!!

Me: yomain ahwan min 6oul el3umer!!

Bandar: ahaly mara7 yerthon akheth wa7da ahalha mu ratheen feeny!!

Me: omy rathya bs obouy elde3la!! Enzain walla ana gayla 7g 7amad ekalem obouy ygola ma yabeeny fa etha falaina ekh6ebny!!

Bandar: ared akh6ebech minah?

Me: eeh!!

He froze in his thoughts..

And after seconds her nodded: mashy!

Me: shfeek?

Bandar: karamty!

Me: mabaina karama!!

Bandar: testahlain testahlain!!

Me: shfeeeek!!!!!! Chenek msabbah!!!

Bandar: 6oul 3umerha nafsy 3azeeza!! Ou karamty 7a6ha foug rasy bs 7ubech sa7ab karamty 3ugub ma sa7ab galbe!!

Me: bandar? Minu 7ash karamtek!!

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Mom: fatheeee3 obouch qemma bel fatha3a!!!

Farah: minzeman! 

Mom: la ya3ni allah y7aftha ma3enda labaqa bel 7achy!! 

Farah: ou el7emdellah welsheker e6ale3 elnas min fouug!!

Mom: allah yahdee!! Wella 3umerha leflous wel3ayla ma rfa3at nas'ha!! 

Farah: yalla eljanna! Al7een hal maskeen beta3aqqad muho 6ag bait a7ad!!

Mom: eee wallah ya3wainty!!

Me: minu ely ya3wainty!!

Mom: hal maskeen elly taqadamlech!!

My heart skipped a beat: shfeeh???

Mom: obouch khallah yet7assaf 3alyoum elly taqadam lech feeh!!

My eyes popped out and my voice fadded away men el9adma: laish!

Farah: ohwa mu nafsna ahala metwas6een ou ohwa elthaher m3nda ella madkhool wa7ed ou mu wayed ma3roufeen fa obouy fthe7a! Enna enta shloun tejarra't ou 6alabt eed bnty ou e7na ma ennaseb hal ashkaal ou min hal 7achy!!

Mom: allah la yakhsef feeenna!! Raktha wara leflous chenna mu shayf khairr a3outhu bellah!

Farah: ee wallah hatha wuho khairah ygha6y lekwait

Mom: ebn adam ma yamly 3aina ella letraabb! 

Me: ou laish ana elwa7eeda ely maadry!!!

Mom: entay teg3edeen weyana wela nshoufech? 3ashan ngoul!!

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Dania: rana lay hny ou khala9!! Tra e7na mubaasher mu ga3deen eb movie!! La etahawerain!!

Me: dania I want him!!

Dania: lazem tghayreeen 7ayatech ou tefhemeen enna mu kelshay tabeena takhtheena!! Elnas ma neshtereehum!!

Me: mu byoum ou laila!! Dania ana mara7 yehda baly ella lamma akhtha 7aggy!!!!! I gave him a huge part of me and I cant live without that part!!

Dania: stop being dramatic rana ou THINK!!!! Ely betsawena bewadeech bdahya hal marra ana magdar ashaj3ech its serious!

Me: I dont care! I just want him I NEED HIM DANIA FEHMAY!!!

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Me: i have a gay friend!! Wayed yetlazzag feeny ou he actually loves me

Hamad: hatha ana ashofa ohwa welbent wa7ed la t7ateen

Me: etha kent nasy Ive been in a relationship with that HANDSOM guy ou I seriously love him!

Hamad: shfeech! E7na metsaween bhal salfa!!

Me: lebsy tara lek 3alaih a7eb atfassakh!!

Hamad: tekbereen ou tetsaterain

Me: ou tabe el9ej? Ana mabeek!

Hamad: adry bs thuroufech tafrethny 3alaich shensawy!

AAAAAAH!!!!! MUSTA7EEEEEL!!!

Me: bs you can GO AND TELL MY FATHER "MA ABEEHA"

Hamad: tadreen eny magedart ba3dain you're not bad ya3ni

Me: mu men 9ejekkk!!!! Define the word "bad"!!!!

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Bandar was staring at the ground..

Bandar: allah yesh'had eny sawait kelshay agdar 3alaih 3ashan aksebech bs allah mu kateb

My eyes kanaw matroooseeen dmou3 and I was holding a tissue paper ou I was wiping my red nose every now and then..

Me: dont *sniff* gi ve up *sniff*

Bandar: kheera! Obouch allah ykhalleh lech ma yenta3ashar! Madry shloun ou laish enty benta!

I was crying continuously..

Bandar: elmuhem!! Ely lazem agoula enna .. Rana mes7y dmo3ech!! Ledmou3 muu lechhhh

I wiped my tears: stop be ing niceeee *sniff*

Bandar: 3ala hal6ary entay al6af ensana marrat b7ayatee ou akthar ensana gdarat 3ala galbe!! Tarabba3ty bgalbe ou gemtay tamreen ou tanheeen!! Kelshay feech 3ajabny ou yesh'had allah eny masheft minech ela kel khair!! 

Bandar: Min 3araftech wana atkhayelech labsatly elnafnof el abyath bs al7een 3araft ena el khayal mujarrad khayal b3eed min elwaqe3!!

Bandar: 3alamteeny shkether elwagt muhem ou enna el ashya' el7elwa bser3a troo7!! Fahamteeny ma3na "time is money" a7san min a7san proffessor bel jam3a elwagt ma3ach tharwa mu bs flous!!

Bandar: Rana!! Wallah a7ebechhh

Friday, August 22, 2014

The rushed decision .. Part 23

Me: bs ana mu meste3edda nafseyan wala 7eta shaklyan

He was reading the newspaper..

Dad: este3eday

Me: mayamdeny sbo3ainnn

Dad: nathmy wagtech ou byamdech! Ou ana mat'hemny hal ashya' ou elmelcha mara7 eta'ajjal rou7ay khal arakez bel graya

My eyes started to tear..

Me: eshwayyat ehtemam bs!

He gave me a half stare: khair?

I faked a smile: salamtek!

I turned around and went to my room..

Kan 7ail thayg khelgy!!

A7es eny maqmouta ou elbachya wa9la bal3ouumy!!

A7es enny masjouna wana mu masjouna!!

A7es enna eedy mrabe6a ou 7alchy mlazzag ou magdar asawy shaay!!

Mu ma3qoula shloun obouy msabbeb ru3bb!! 7etta 7amad mu 3aref ekalmah!!

Shay yaqmet elgalb!!!!

*knock.. Knock.. Knock*

Me: Nobody's here!!!!

Mom: ranouya mama shfeeech!!

Me: mafeny shay mama!! Khaleeny

Mom: khaltech huda msawya ga3da yedeeda ou mnadeetna ta3alay ghayray jaw!!

Marrat a7es enna omy aftha ensana bel3alam!!

Ou lamma agoul ena I am the most careless person in this world fa ana ghal6ana!! Because my mom is!!!

Ga6a eldenya waraaaha ou 3aysha 7ayat'haa!! 

Me: la shukran!!

Mom: emshay estansay

Me: MA ABE!!! Men gaaal ena hathy wanasty!!!!

Mom: 3ala ra7tech!!

Uffffff!!!

*Bandar is calling*

Me: hi bandar

Bandar: hala wallah ,shlounhum?

I smiled: el7emdellah!

Bandar: tra mu qabool ma ashoufech 3 ayyam

Me: I know!! Bs shasawy 9ayra maly khelg nafsy

Bandar: entay mu 3ajbatny halyomain!! Ou latgoleelly maretha smella 3alaich mafeech shay

Me: ya bandar mu kelshay yengal

Bandar: ymkin agdar asa3dech

Me: yalait tegdar!

Bandar: goumy yuba qaaslay ou keshkhay ou ta3alely el ma63am

Me: ay ma63am feehum?

Bandar: eldeera

Me: mu yefta7 5?

Bandar: 7g 3ammat elnas bs el VIP yefta7lehum 24/7

I smiled automatically and whispered: i love u!!

Bandar: akthar wallah!!

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Mom: ranoooo

Me: shinu!!

Mom: ta3aly ba7acheech

Me: mama etha radait 7acheny

Mom: la elmawthoo3 mayta'ajjal!!!

Me: shinu? 7amad hawwan 3any?

Mom: hathy elly betyaneny!!! Fal allah wala falech! Emshy ta3aly a7acheeech

I took a few steps toward her..

Me: haaa

Mom: al7eeen youm enech qarartay te6le3een 3ugub hal7akra beldaar cham youm te6le3een chethy???

Me: 7elfy wallah hatha mawtho3ech??

Mom: 9ebray makhalaaa9t!!!

Me: babchy wallah!!! Ana mesta3yela wentay kalamech ma3youd ou 7aftheta ou shab3ana menaaa

Mom: 3eshtaw! Mesta3yela 3ala shinuuu

Me: umm mama shfeeech bajahez

Mom: 3ad tabeeny ana a9adeg? Ya bnayte wayhech a9faaar ekleelech shay ou 7e6elech k7aila weshwayyat bodra 3alaqal

Me: men 3yooooni! Bs next time enshallahhh! Byeeee

Mom: la7thaaa ma khala9t kalamy

Me: eee adry lebsy ou sha3ry ou chethy bs walla mesta3yela ntefaham 3ugub yallah byeee!! 

Ufff!! Finally!

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Bandar: sharabt gahwetech 3anech

Me: i am not late walla 9akaita menek baddalt ou yeeet!

Bandar: adry bs na6retech tbe6 elchabd

I smiled in a shyly way: ana shaku!

Bandar: 7abait eljamal el6abee3y

I blushed: shloun?

Bandar: 6ala3 eljamal elmakhshoush ta7t elmekyaj

Me: la bandar la tbalegh

Bandar: wallah jad 6ala3ty a7la men ma kent at9awar

Me: 3ad allah wel makeup eyeliner ou blusher ou mascara ou nude eyeshadow ou primer ou 7umra ou powder ou bs!!

Bandar's eyes popped out: shbegaaaa!!!!

Me: hhahha qasdy mu foundation ou alwaan ou over

Bandar: bs 7altech zayda elyoum 

Me: waay bandar allah yajber bkhaa6rek!! Wain mama khal tesme3ek thba7atny 7e6y makeup enty makh6ouba ma..

OMG! Shgelt!!

He was staring at me wonderingly: minu makh6oub??

Me: ma7ad makh6ouub!! Hatha wagt ma kent makh6ouba tathker?

Bandar: ahaa ana agoul

I placed my hands on his cheeks..

Me: abaaaih tawni astaw3eb you lost weight!!!!

Bandar: sh3end elwaldaaa! Bafham laish teshta6on etha elwa7ed tha3af? 

Me: madry ena whats wrong!!

Bandar: seeda mfawal? Yakhe mathalan msawy rejeeem

Waaaaay wallah im enjoying!!!

A7eb lamma he acts casual!!

Me: no 7abeeebe elrejeem maytha3ef faj'a ba3dain shaku tsawy rejeeem

Bandar: walla maku shay bs thinking burns calories

Me: thinking? Of what?

Bandar: kelshaay!! Mathalan.. Kelshay!! Khalena miny ou golely shlounech al7een? Lamma kalamtech kan 7alech ma yser!!

Me: shouftek tser el7al wallah

Bandar: maku amal tgoleelly shfeech?

Me: marra you told me "time is money" 

Bandar: hathy jumlety kelyoum agoulha haha

Me: bandar 7awel t6abeqha 3ala nafsek!! Mu bs tgolha 7g your employees

Bandar: shel munasaba?

Me: madry! Im just saying ya3ni!!

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Me: abe asafer ma3ah ou ma ared!!

Dania: tsaweenha wallah!

Me: adry eny asaweeha bs obouy shloun?

Dania: basee6a

Me: et7ereeeen!! 

Dania: haw walla baseee6a!!

Me: lazem athakrech bqe9at 7ayat obouy?

Dania: thakrat'haaa! Bs ham basee6aaa

Me: base6ooooch zain!!! Goulaaay

Dania: hahaha base6ouch? 3ayal ok goulay? Ou galoooooul egalgel wayhech

I laughed so hard: yashagoool mu wagtech

Dania: the7kay 3ashan eldenya teth7ak lech sa7loooh

Me: tha7aaakt bs golely shloun!!

Dania: entay al7een mu elmafrooth makh6ouba?

Me: ee?

Dania: ou hal makh6ouba mu lazem enha tjahhez?

Me: ee?

Dania: ou lamma tkoun halmakh6ouba Rana Alflani mu lazem tjahez min barra lekwait?

Me: GENIUS!!! Ou shloun agol 7g bandaar?

Dania: 6oul 3umryyyy !! Yayech el7achyyy

Me: la7tha la7tha 3ndy kha6 thany!!

Dania: ok!!

Me: alo?

-----: hala rana

Me: 7amad?

Hamad: ee, khanshoofech!

Me: laish?

Hamad: elmelcha garebat! Lazem neg3ad n7e6 elneqa6 3al7rouf!!

Me: 7a6ainaha min thany ga3da! Al7een rou7 kalem obouy ou tkhale9 elsalfaa!!

Hamad: rana ana many 3aref shloun agoullah!!!

Me: goulaaa 3ammy ana mabe bentek hawant 3anhaaa!! Tadry? Goulla sema3t 3n bntek 7achy ma 3ajabny ou ana met6ar ahed'ha!!

Hamad: enty men 9ejech?

Me: 6ab3an!!

Hamad took a deep breath: ashof ashouf!!

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Bandar: rana khair sh9ayer???

Me: waaay bandar kharra3tny wainek matred!!!!

Bandar: ma entebaht 7g mobily goulay shfeech!!

Me: kel hatha ma ntebaht? Min el9eb7 wana adeg!! Re7t yoga ou twni 6al3a min maw3ed went matred!!

Bandar: khala9 yuba walla ma ntebaht mobily silent mu 7agrech!!

Me: ok fine! Wainek?

Bandar: belma63am!

Me: 3endek safra greeba?

Bandar: umm elmafrouth arou7 ee6alyaa

Me: abaaaih bandar jedamy wa7ed copy enta!! Oh my god!!

Bandar: 9ej? Wainech entay?

Me: abaaaaih nafs your Tods!!! Hawww!! Hatha haww enta bel ameeery???

He turned around and I saw his face!!

Me: oh my god!!! Laish tgoool enta belma63aaam!!! BANDAR GOULLY SHFEEEEEK!!

Bandar: Rana 9ef6y 3al janb yayyech

Me: bye!!!

I closed the line..

He came inside my car..

Bandar: walla khosh jeld!

Me: shyaybek elmustashfa!!

Bandar: maku shay 3ndy cham shghlaa!!

Me: laish maaa getly!! Laish gelt enek belma63aaam???

Bandar: lanny khala9t ou ray7 elma63am!!

Me: bandar please tell me whats wrong!!

Bandar: Rana 7abeebty walla mafeeny ela el3afya!!

Me: allah ykhaaalleeek goully la tkhalleny afaaakker wazeed hammy ham!!

Bandar: la 7awl wala quwata ela bellah!! May9eer azour mareeth?

Me: minu mareeeth???

Bandar: nas!!

Me: STOP BEING MYSTERIOUS AND TELL ME SHESALFA!!

Bandar: YAY AZOUR NAS MA3AREFHUM OK??

Me: nas mat3arefhum?

Bandar: EE!!

Me: laish?

Bandar: ajer!!!!! Kel yomain arou7 azourhum!!

Me: wow! You're amazing!!

Bandar: ma kan weddy agolech!!

Me: its ok! 3ashan ma a7asfek I wanna go with you next time!

Bandar: tam!!

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I was laying on my bed, holding my mobile in my hand and waiting for Bandar to call..

Mimi was sitting on the ground and doing her nails..

Dania was standing in front of my closet and choosing a Party dress for her cousins melcha..

Ufff!! Shfeeh 9ayer ma yred 3alay!

Walla I miss him!!!

Dania turned around to see us..

Dania: et9adgoun eshtahait atzawaj?

Me: 7adna n9addeg

Dania: walla jad etha sema3taw ena a7ad yabe yetzawaj gouloulla 3annyyy

Mimi: WAAAY ETFASHLEEEN

Dania: afashel afashel be6aggag bs walla nage9ny 7anaaann please tewa9u feeeny!! Ou 9war twagef elne9eeb MAABE!

Me: 9warech kelha twagef elne9eeb ya3wainty

Mimi: danoooy khally rano tetbara3 lech bwa7ed min hallly kha6beenha

Dania: 3eshtaw!! Minu kha6ebha

Me: 7amad ekhthy 7amad!! Kho elbajy ma nadry wain ra7ww

Dania: 7aram wentay teg3edeen single!!

Mimi: la mateg3ad single yakheth'ha elthaany

Me: ay thany!

Mimi: haw ely ams kh6ebech

Me: ams? AMSSSS??? MINU??

Mimi: shdarrany sema3t obouy ygol 7g mama ena fe wa7ed kha6bech

Dania's eyes met with mine, she whispered: bandar sadgeny bandar