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He ignored me..
Me: khaleddd a7acheeek ana!!
Khaled: ghena khaleeny akhalle9
elcheck in ou entefaaham!!
Me: ok bss rouu7 faransa brou7ek
ok?
6ab3an 7agarny..
I went to the lobby’s sofa and
waited for him ..
After a while he came back..
Khaled: ne9 sa3a ou tejhaz
gherfatna
I ignored him ya3ni m3a9ba .. ok
ana 9ej m3a9ba!!
Khaled: ou 3ala fekra 3aib
t9arkheen 3ala raylech
Me: shmetwaqqe3 menny?
Khaled: tehdain ou tes’eleen
shessalfa bkel hedou’
Me: ent tadry faransa shta3neelly
ou ma3a hatha betwaddeeny!!! Elly befaje’ murta efaje’ha 3adel
He smiled: 9ej lai galaw 3agl
elmara nage9
My eyes popped out:
NA3AAAAAAAAMMMMM
Faaj’a ta3abeeer wayha taghayyarat
ou bayyan 3alaih el alam..
My heart’s beats accelerated..
I knew it!!!! kent adry enna 6ala3
men elmustashfa 3ala mas’ouleeta ou .. ou elly kanat shakka fee eldektora 9ar..
Bs .. 7awalt asawy 3umry masheft
ou kammalt..
Me: e7na maku akmal men 3agelna
Khaled: em ba6ny shakla khabe6 men
akel el6ayara
Me: 9ej? Rou7 el7ammam
Khaled: eeh ee lazem
He went to the bathroom..
I couldn’t stop thinking of him..
7alta 9a3ba ou kha6eeera! Luw 9ej
fee fashal kelawy ou ohwa 7agra chethyy shbe9eerla? Alahh yasterrrr!!!
Weddy agoulla bas khanred lekwait
bs mara7 e6eee3ny!!!!
Agoulla shrayek n’ajjel
elhoneymoon? Begoul 3ugub shinu!
Ufff yaraaaabb tshafeeeh
wet3afeeehh!!!!
After a while he came back..
Khaled: yallah ghenawy ghurfatna
jhezat
Me: ok
We went to our room..
Khaled removed his belt and laid on
the bed..
I removed my hat and sat on the
sofa..
Khaled: shrayech bel ghurfa?
Me: 7elwa
Khaled: shar7a haa?
Me: wayedd
Khaled: ghena?
Me: rouu7y
Khaled: shfeech?
I took a deep breath and replied:
mafeeny
He sat down, left the bed and went
closer to me..
Khaled: ghena 7e6y 3ainech b3ainy
I raised my eyes to see his..
Khaled: shfeeech!
Me: goul amen
Khaled: ameeen
Me: allah la ya7remny men hal
3youun
He hugged me tight: wala ya7remny
menech
…
The next day..
I woke up early, Khaled was still
sleeping..
I took my ipad and started to
search about the renal failure..
Khaled: 9aba7 elkhair
I jumped in my place: kharra3tny
He giggled: shda3waa
Me: wallahh
Khaled: sh3endech faz3a ou
t6ag6egeen bel ipad?
Me: an6erek tgouumm
Khaled: yallah al7een aqasel ou
albes shorty ou entay lebsy mayohech 3ala ma6la3 men el7ammam
Me: okk
Khaled: wella taben netrayyag awal?
Me: la 3ugub a7san
Khaled: okk
I changed into my swimsuit and
khaled wore his swimming shorts..
We went to our tiny private beach..
I laid on the beach chair, khaled
laid next to me..
He hugged me from the back and
started to whisper into my ears..
Khaled: men 4 sneen wana atkhayyal
halla7tha
Me: ana ou enta brou7na
Khaled: ou tetwaqe3ain meta beyye
elly bekhalleena thalath
I smiled: besmellah
Khaled: elwa7ed mu thamen 3umra ya
ghenawy
I froze in my thoughts..
Enqamat galbeee..
What does that mean??
Khaled giggled: shfeech shfeeech
kho 7achwaaa
I threw myself on his chest and
hugged him tight..
Me: la t3eeed’ha
He hugged me back..
Khaled: allah ya kuber ghalatyyy
Me: welkhafy a3thaamm
Khaled: yabakhtyyy
Me: allah ykhalleek ley bss
Khaled: wekhalleelly elly eb
ba6nech
Me giggled: la tafgernaa
Khaled: fake it until you make it
haha
Me: enzain enta weddek etha 7amalt
a7amel eb bent wella walad?
Khaled: elly eye men allah 7ayyah
allah
Me smiled: akeeed bs enta shinu
bkha6rek?
Khaled: marrat agouul weddy eb 9bay
esheel esmy ou e9eer nafs tafkeery bs marrat agoul abe bnayya 3ashan ashoufech
feeha
I couldn’t stop smiling ..
Me: ne3ma enna elwa7ed ekoun 3enda
a7ad e7ebba ou elne3ma elly akbar men hathy ena ykoun watheq men 7ubbah lah
Khaled smiled: erte7t
Me: laishh?
Khaled: wathqa men 7ubby!! Hatha
a7la shaayyy
Me: shay badeehy a9lan
Khaled: tadreeen? Elkel egoul
elma7abba ma tdoum ou tqel ma3a elwagt bs ana ma7es enna halshay yen6ebeq 3alay
wallah ghenawy t3arfeen lamma t7ebbeen omech? Shloun entay musta7eel
teekreheenha? Hatha shu3oury ma3ach
I kissed his cheek: allah la
ya7remnyy
Khaled: ha tabeen netsaba7?
Me: laa ana elyoum bs ba7e6 tan
Khaled: laaa la t7e6een tan
Me: ou laish ma a7e6
Khaled: shlechh bel tan mu zaain
lech ba3dain ana a7ebbech chethyy baithaa
Me: 9ej 3ad?
Khaled: shoufay aana met’akked ena
kelshay 3alaich 7eluu bs abeech chethy 3ala 6abeee3tech
Me blushed: lak tekraammm
Suddenly I felt his stomach
shrinking..
He was feeling pain..
Galbe kan yetga6a3 ma3a kel ahh
egoulha..
Bs ma beeedy shay asawweeh..
I hugged him reaaaally tight trying
to ignore his ache until it’s stopped..
…
Me: khaled?
Me: khaleddd
I slowly opened my eyes..
Haw waina?
I noticed his pajama on the
ground..
I grabbed it and hanged it up..
Muuustaaa7eeeel e3alleg hdouuuma
hal ensaannn!!!!
I tied my hair and went to the
bathroom..
Ufffff abeee marra alga
elma3jouuuuunn msakkar 3ugbaaa!!!
Ou yetsabba7 bedoun maysakker
elsetaraaa el7ammam yerchaakh may bsebbetaaa!!!
3afsa 3afsaaa hal ensaaaannn!!!
I did my job and went outside our
room to search for him..
Until I found him standing on the beach..
I went closer to him while saying:
KHALED MA A9ADEG SHKETHER ENTA 3AFEEESAAA!! Yaakheee qadder enna weyyak wa7daaa
maskeeena msharketek elghuuurfaaa jaaaddd allah y3eeeny 3alaaaaikkk!!!
He turned around and smiled: 9aba7
elward
I noticed a cigarette between his
fingers..
My eyes popped out..
TANARFAZTTTT!!!
Maaaa ytouuuuuubbb!!!!
Me: 26 sena ou lail7een mu 3aref
ma9la7tek?
He rolled his eyes to see the
cigarette..
Khaled: greeb bag6a3
Me: meta greeeb ya khaled
metaaaa??? Lamma etekawwad 3alaik el amraaath?? Ethaaak merkhe9 bnaffsek tara
feee nas t3ezhaa ou mu meste3eda takhserha
He threw his cigarette and smiled:
a7ebech
Me: khaled pleaseeee ana akalmek
jaaaddd
I took few steps toward me and
hugged me tight..
He said while rubbing my back: la
t7ateeen
And all of a sudden my eyes started
to tear heavily..
Me: eg6a3haa al7eeen ou mara7
a7aaateee
Khaled: 7ayaaateee laish tabcheen
al7eeen shebaaachhyyy
Me: ga3da ashouuufek tmouuuut jeddamy
ou tabeeny ath7aaak
Khaled: laaish yubaaa ana mafeeny
shay min gallech eny mareethhh!!!
I know everythinggggg my
deaaarrrr!!!!!!
Me: kel zegara etdakhenha etqallel
men 3umrek khames degayeg
Khaled: baseee6a khames degayeggg
Me: wallah luw thaaanyaa maaaaaaabeeee!!
Khaled: 3uuumry entay enshallah
bag6a3 bs khala9 la tabcheeen 3awarty galbe taraaach
And he started to wipe my tears by
his rough hands..
Khaled: yallah yuba ghasly wayhech
ou emshay netsabba7
Me: ok
We changed to our swimsuit and
jumped inside the sea..
We enjoyed our time and I totally
forgot about his illness ou finaaally I felt the honeymoon moments..
He was hugging me from the back..
Khaled: sha3rech lemballal brou7a
qe9aaaa
I smiled: 3ayall many 6al3a men
elba7aarrr
Khaled: ahhhhh ya ghenawy elwagt
ma3aaaach lah ma3naaa
Me: ou elwagt ma3aaak asraaa3 men
charger vin diesel
Khaled giggled: bagoulech shay
egarge3 bgalbe men sneeeeeeen
I turned around: gouuuul
Khaled: Eeee chethyyy elwa7ed
e3aref esoulefff chan lafaitay menzemaan
Me shyly: walaht 3ala wyaihek chan
alef
Khaled: tadreeen eny kent atmanna
atzawwaj wa7da esemha dinaaaa
Me: shma3naaa??
Khaled: ma tet9awerain shloun
a3sheg hal esemmm!!
Me: aghaarrr
Khaled: eyyeeech el7achyyy
Me: gharred fee sema sam3y abee
ta7ky ou ta6rebny
Suddenly he kissed my cheak and
screamed: YAZEEEEEEEEEEEEEN ELMEN6ARBEEEEEEEEEEEEEN
I giggled in a shyly way: kammel
Khaled: sheftech ou 7abaitech ou
kent atmanna enna esmech ekoun dina bsss youm 3araft enech ghena gelt wesh jab
elgumar 7ag elnejouuuuum
Me: karaht esem dina?
Khaled: la ma karahta bs 7abait
esem ghina akthaaarr
I smiled: ou shloun luw kent ghena
ou om dina?
He grinned: ayabaaaaaaaa
Me: gouuul tamm
He pulled me closer to his chest
and hugged me the tightest hug everrrr..
…
Me: shouuuf ana badesh el7ammam
atsabba7 gablek lanna raightek tnarfezznyyyy
Khaled kan mendemej eb his mobile:
ma 6alabtay elly 3ezzech
I smiled: shukran
I grabbed my towel and went to the
bathroom..
I took a long warm shower and went
out of the bathroom to dry my hair and let khaled came in to take a shower..
I opened the door to hear that
weird voice..
It was more like moaning..
I froze in my place..
It was khaled’s voice..
My heart’s beats accelerated..
My body started to shiver..
Khaled: 3umaaarr many gaderrrr many
gader men el3awaaarrrrr
He was crying!!!!!
That MAN was crying!!!!!
Khaled: kelyouuuuum ezeeeeed gemt
magdar at7ammelaaaa!! Merty bedat tsheeekk!!!
My eyes couldn’t stop tearing..
Khaled: areddd wanaaa tawnii
thaleth youm shahr 3asaaal!!
Khaled: adry walla adry bs 7araaam
hal maskeeena thawwagt’ha elthaaaimm mabe athaweg’ha akthar 3umar efhamnyy!!
Khaled: madry madry ew9efly
musakken ayshaaay
I went back to the bathroom and
cried my heart out..
It was the first time seeing him
crying..
Awwal marra he showed his weakness!!!!!
Elly sheftaaaa mesaaa3 muu
khaledddd ensaaan thaanyyy!!!
He was crying like a child!!!!
His voice was repeated over and
over in my mind!!!
I stayed in the bathroom 30 more
minutes and I couldn’t get over his scenery..
Until he knocked the door..
Khaled: ghenawi? Feech shay?
Chennech 6awwaltay?
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!
Kel hatha 3ashan ma ykharre3nyyy!!
Me: degega wa6la3
I went out..
Khaled: na3eeman
My face was emotionless..
Me: yen3am b7alek
I was trying to avoid his gazes..
I quickly took the hair dryer and
started to dry my hair and he went inside the bathroom..
After minutes he went out..
Me: eljazeera sgheera ou malaina
mafeeha shay tesaba7na ou rekabna qareb ou kelshay sawaina I think its time to
go back to Kuwait
Khaled: tmelleen wana weyach?
Me: mu 3an bs ham walaht 3ala obouy
Khaled: besmellah ma mdaaa!! Hatha
wentay darsa barra! Ou warana faransa la tensain
Me: mabe faransaaaaa!!!
Khaled: weyay betkoun ghair
9adgeeny
Me: khaled bared lekwait
Khaled: EEE LAISHH!!
And all of a sudden he fell down
and screamed: AAAAAAAHHHHH
Me: 3ashaaan chethyyyyyyyy
Khaled was moaning loudly..
I couldn’t hold the scenery and I
ran to the reception and asked them for an ambulance..
I was nervous madry shasaaawwyy!!
The ambulance came and took him to
the closest hospital..
They told me that he has a serious
problem in his kidney and they should do the surgery as soon as possible..
I was too afraid because I was
alone and I don’t know what to do so I told my father about everything and he
asked for a private jet to take khaled back to Kuwait to do the surgery..
I was too afraid from losing him..
Yaraab la tafje3ny bwafata gably
yaraab 6awwel b3umraaa..
…
We9alna lekwait ou waddaw khaled
elmustashfa direct..
Ma gelna 7ag ahala 3ashan ma
nkhare3hum bs elwa7eed elly gelnalla 3umar his cousin lanna yadry 3an kelshay..
…
I couldn’t sleep a second ..
Two days passed and I couldn’t stop
thinking of his surgery ..
Ou kel amaly ballah ennha tenja7 ou
artaaa7..
…
The surgery took hours..
I was waiting outside waiting for
the happy news..
My dad was with me..
I was trying to avoid the negative
thoughts..
Me: mu cheenna 6awalaw?
Dad: ed3ay ed3ay ya bnaytee
I nodded..
My throat became drier than ever..
Yaraabbb ered nafs gabel ou a7saaan
yaraabb la tkhalleny afgeda..
Rouuu7y t3allegat feeeh shloun
bet3eeesh bedounaah!!!
And all of a sudden the door’s
opened..
The doctor went out..
My dad and I didn’t say a word..
We were too weak to talk..
The doctor: entaw ahal elmareeth
khaled?
We nodded..
The doctor: el7emdellah el3amaleya
nja7at ne6roh lain ye97a men elbanj
I huge smile was drawn on my face
and litters of happiness tears were falling down my cheeks..
Me: EL7EMDELLAH!!
My dad hugged me tight: alfff 7amd
ou shukerrrr
Both of us sejadna sajdat shuker ou
ga3adna nan6er e6al3ouun khaled..
….
Khaled raddatla 9e7eta ou he quit
smoking AKHEERAAN..
7ayaatna 9araat wayed a7san ou
a7laaa el7emdellah ra7at kel elmashakel ella mushkela wa7daaa..
Ana ou khaled bethab6 kel youm
housha 3ala 3afsetaaaa!!
Ana aratteb ou ohwa y3affesss!!
Bs kelshaaaaaay ehoiuuuuun madama
eb 9e77a ou 3afyaaah..
After two years yebna Dinaaa ..
She became my LIFEEE!!
She looked exactly like my mom and
that’s a pleasureee!!!
A7es’ha juz’ mennyy ou shay
yejma3ni bkhaaaledddd!!!
Me: dandouuuna 7abeeebeeee 7abeeebbb
galbeeee .. mamaaa gouly mamaaa
Khaled: ghenaawy
Me: sam
Khaled: zahbe jan6etech benrou7
paris next week
Me: nightmare muuu parisss!! Mabe
gelnaaa mabeeee
Khaled: neyyetee nkammel derasatna
hnak yemeee3! 7araam 3endech majestair ma wgefat 3ala dektorahh
Me: tadreee eny ma7ebha wala a7eb
elly feeha ou mu lazem akamel
Khaled: ely feeha? Abashrech
emsekaw 3alaih shay ou ga6ouh bel sejen
Me: E7LEFFF!! A7MEDO BEL SEJEN?
Khaled smiled: sejen faransa el
agshaaar
…
We went to France together with our
Dina..
Kammalna derasatna ou 9erna dekatra
el7emdellah ou bnafs el department b KU..
Ashoufa bel dawam wel bait shinu
abe akthaar..
…
Marait bwayed thurouuuf 9a3ba..
Yemkn luw enqa9at eb film gaalaw
film hindy..
Bas ekteshaft enna el9aber mefta7
elfaraaj..
Ou sheft enna Allah sub7anah etha
a36a ad’hashh..
3a6any ely a7ebba ou 3a6any elbent
ely a7lem feeha ou fakny men kel mushkela b7ayateee..
Sawait aghla6 b7ayatee ou kel ensan
yaghle6..
Welly yaghle6 yakheth jezata
bdenyeta aw akhreta..
Bs elly etoub allah y3awtha y3awtha
y3awtha ..
Khaled: dinaaaa
Dina: a7ebbekk
I giggled: aghaaaaar
Khaled: darrabt’ha 3adel wala mathalletech
Me: etha ehya t7ebbekk anaaa
Khaled: entay shinuu?
Me: dinaaa
Dina: amouut alaich
Khaled laughed so hard: e7na kafu yahel e7na??