Saturday, April 27, 2013

Its crystal clear.. Part42


Thisss post is dedicaaated to @Nouuraab and @shaahaadd_ haaappy late birthday<3 a7ebkuum ou soooorry 3alta'kheerrr;*
This post is also dedicated to @sarahalhunaif <3

Enjoy;*


That white dress!!
Sneeen wana a7lem blebsetaa..
Ou akheeeran ya elyoum ely albesa feehh..
Albesa 7g khaled, Khaled elly kan 7elm ou shefta waqe3..
Khams sneen wana an6err halla7thaa, ella7tha elly akoun feeha laah officially 7aggah..
I couldn’t stop smiling ..
Until the door’s knock interrupted my thoughts..
Me: minu?
Maya: ana maya
My makeup artist arrived..
Maya: keefeek?
Me: mnee7a
Maya: betmanna matkouny mertebky
Me: Abadan
Maya: kteer mneee7
She asked me some questions about the makeup type I want and then she started to apply it..
Madry etha lazem akoun metwatra aw la bas ana kent 7aaaail merta7a ou mestansa ya3ni laish atwattar wana raaay7a 7g aydee ameena?
A9lan aman eldenya kellaa 3end khaled..
After finishing from makeup my hairstylist came to style my hair ..
My makeup was simple yet sophisticated. She applied a nude eye shadow and a thick black eye liner with pinkish lipsticks and blusher.
I loved it!!
My hair was tied in a simple messy bun with a long “6ar7a” and a hair jewelry..
And that was my Vera Wang dress..


Nour: WOW!!
I smiled: 7elfayy?
Nour: etshawgeeeen
Me: waaay el7emdellaah kelshay theba6 7ettana 7ail mestansa 3ala shaklyy
Nour: el7emdellahh!! Meta bteyyech elmu9awera?
Me: maku mu9aweraa khaled ma retha eyyee gabel lanna beyoun direct men 3ers elreyayeel wedeshoun 3endena fa n9awer bel kosha
Nour: ee zain
Me: we9al my hand bouquet??
Nour: eeeh eyannen
Me: waaainaa??
Nour: kaa raju benazla weyya el aghraath
Me: ay aghrath?
Nour: hdoumy ou elmebakher welbukhour gash gash khala mona ma erta7at ela lamma tresat eldabba
Me: ya7eloooha! Masheft’ha elyoum!! Wainha?
Nour: ta7at bel qa3aa
Me: elsaa3aaa 8 enshallaah tbadleeeeeenn
Nour: adry al7een babadel yayya agullech shrayech bel makeup welsha3ar
Me: gumaar ma ye7tay atkallaam
Nour: hal tarachy laygeen ma3a badlety?
Me: laishh hathail? Lebsay 6aqmy ely fee green a7laaa!!
Nour: madry gelt high neck ma ye7tay necklace
Me: bel3aaaks a7laa!!! Deggy 3ala obouy al7een eyeeeba lech
Nour: ok ok
Suddenly my mobile rang ..
It was khaled..
I picked it up..
Me: hawww ma beda 3erskumm??
Khaled: ghenooooo dekht wana asaallemm malaittt
I giggled: mu men 9ejeeek
Khaled: wallahhh en7esht getlehum barou7 el7ammamm!!
Me: abaihhh dala3
Khaled: chub wayhech eldala3!! Luww teyyeen tshoufeen obouy minu 3azem t6eggech elbohaaa!! Ghena 3azem lekwait kelha elwaled allah yhadeeehhh
Me: Waaayy ya kerhek khalla mestanes feeek
Khaled: laaish galolla ana sayyara 3ashan yestanes feeny?
Me giggled: khaaled
Khaled: 3youuuni ou rouuu7y ou kelshaaay feeny
I blushed: meshta6 3ala shoufty?
Khaled: men9ejjeechhh??? Naaa6er 3ala naaaaaaarrr
I smiled: 7ettanaa bashoufek bezhawat el3ers
Khaled: tara copy elmelchaa nafs elbesht ou eldeshdasha ou kelshay haha
Me: weee shakhbary elmelcha nesaaait a9lan
Suddenly I felt him paining..
I was shocked ..
Me: khaledd?
He couldn’t reply from the pain..
Me: KHALEDDDD
Khaled: hala hala 7ayatee
Me: shfeeeek?
Khaled: hatha men elwagfa reely 3aweratny
My eyes filled with tears..
Me: khaled ent 6ala3t men elmustashfa 3ala mas’ouleetek??? 3ashan el3ersss? Enzain welly egoullek mayabee 3ersss? MAYHEMNY EL3ERSSSS!! El3ers mara7 yenfa3ny wala yenfe3ekkk el3ers 7ag elnaaas!!! Ana kel elly abeeeh 9e7etekkk!!! KHALED LAISHHH!
Khaled: ob ob ob men wain kel hal7achy? Mu9errra enna feeny shay? Ghenawi chum marra agoulech la tfawleen 3ala raylech 7abeebech haa?
Me: staghferallaaaahh!! Lai meta elchethb ya3ni lai metaaa???
Khaled: ghena trust me mafeeny shay!
Me: a3aref 7arakaaaatek khaled wallah adryyy a3arfekk! Mu ent kella tgoully khalleeny asharkech a7zanech? Laish maatkhalleny ana asharkek!
Khaled: ghena tara entay ga3da tnakdeen 3ala 3umrech eb lailat 3ersech 3alfathyyyy 9adgeeny 3alfathy ou ana meste3ed adeg 3ala eldoctor etgoullech
Me: mnaillek raqamha?
Khaled laughed so hard: 6aaa3 shetfakker feeehh!! Ma3endeyya bs ayeeba 3ashan terta7ain
Me: tegddar tgoulaha tge9 3alay!
Khaled: ghena wain ga3deen
Me: adry enek msawy kel hatha 3ashan el3ers bs tadry 6UZ BEL3ERS MANABY 3ERS 6AGGAAAAGG!!!!
And all of a sudden..
Aunt mona: haw haw haw ghenawi min t7acheen?
I whispered: a7acheek ba3dain
I closed the line immediately..
Me: hiii khalty fegadtech agoul 7g nouro wainha ma marrat 3alay
Aunt mona: shasawwy wallah loya azahheb wa7e6 ou ba3dain yaw elma3azeem 3ad youm khaffaw khama6t elmefta7 men nour ou yeetech
Me: hahah ee zain sawaitaayy
Aunt mona: shhaal zaaaainnnn!!
I smiled: ba3than men ma ladaykeee!!
She blushed: 9ej 3ad?
Me: off tyanneneeen mashallah 9aghra 3ashr sneeen
Aunt mona: wee chan zaaainn
Me: hahha
Aunt mona: ma geltay minu t7acheen? Laish tgouleen matabeen 3ers sh9ayer kharra3teeny?
Me: emm .. ya3nii agouul enna etha el3ers befarregna ma nabeeh
Aunt mona: haw! Efarreg minu allah y7afethna??
Me: emm .. madry .. ya3ni im talking in general 3ady suwalef
Aunt mona wonderingly: ahh ashwa khtara3t, eee ghenawy hathy masketech
Me: mashkouuura shrayech feeha?
Aunt mona: t’haabbel mashalla kelshay 7eluu sana3 ou thouuuq banat 3azeez
Me: 9eej? Way el7emdellaahhh
Aunt mona: ee wallah! Tara ba3d shway btanzeleen khalech zahbaa
Me: okk
Aunt mona: yallah ana akhallech 3ayal
Me: ma3asalama
I noticed a whats app message..
“Khaled:
Ghenawy la t7ateeny tara mafeeny shay ou yayyech enshallah ou betshoufeen bnafsech.. ana radait 7ag elreyayeel bneyyeekum 3uugub sa3a chethy ma awa9eech lamma ndesh tesatteray ha? Tara elrabe3 bedeshoun ma3ay
I replied:
Enshalah”
Galbe naghezny..
Salfat enna ywen chethy ou yta’allam 3ashan ryoula t3awra men elwagfa ma tdesh el3agel..
Nour: ghena yallaah
My heart beats accelerated..
I nodded..
Me: abaih wain jouteyyeeee??
Nour: kahu jeddamech shfeech??
Me: waaainaaa??
She grabbed my shoes and gave it to me..
Nour: hachhh
Bedait atwattaarr ..
Me: anzel men el a9an9eer 9a7?
Nour: eldaray netfa nezly mena a7laa 3ashan el9uwar
Me: ok ok
I walked toward the door to left my room ..
Nour: GHENA ELMASKAA!!
Me: weeee 3a6eeneyyaha
I grabbed my hand bouquet and walked to the stairs ..
Awwal ma fa6ouma galat “hab elsa3ad” nour galatly anzel ..
I went down slowly..
My feet were too weak to went faster..
I was faking a smile..
It wasn’t because I was sad but because I was too nervous to smile a real smile..
I was happy but not so happy though..
Lanny kent a7aatee khaled lanny adry ena ychatheb 3alay..
I entered the whole..
7asait enna el6ereej mara7 ekhalle9 ..
The whole was huge and the kosha was a little bit far..
I was walking alone without anyone adjusting my 6ar7a..
The whole was dark and the only lights opened were spotted on me..
I was thinking about my life ..
After this night my second life will be started..
After this night my title will be Mrs. Instead of ms. ..
Ra7 artebe6 eb a7ad ra7 artebe6 eb khaled ..
Ro7aty ou 6al3aty ou yayyatee ra7 tkoun b’ethnah..
After this night I will stop rolling on my bed from the right edge to the left edge, unfortunately I’m gonna stick in my place hahha..
But fortunately I’m gonna share that new bed with khaled which is a pleasure..
I’m gonna live with him under the same roof always and forever..
Beshoufny bkeshety ou bwayhee lemtaffakh elly kent kella akhesha 3annaa..
Beshoufny wana labsa my opticals ou mensad7a jeddam el tv ou metla7fa bel throw mal elqanafa ou labsa my Winnie the pooh pajama..
LOL beshouf elsawaaahy ely ta7ta eldawahyyy..
But weirdly, it was the first time thinking about all of these stuff although it wasn’t my first marriage ..
 Bs zawajy men fahad allah yer7ema makan zawaj agdar agoul kan erteba6? Aw 7etta makan erteba6 kan kan shay qa9eb kan ejtema3 mathalan..
Ma7asait feeh bshe3our el3arouusa..
Wala sawait 3ers welmelcha kanat ma7foufa ya3ni kanat bethab6 zwara..
Kan thaimmm..
Kan part aswad b7ayatee..
Makent afakker eb shinu be9eer 3ugba kent afakker shloun awagfa watzawaj khaled..
Khaled? Is all what I need..
I finally reached the kosha..
elkel yaa ebarek ou esallem 3alat..
I heard a lot of compliments el7emdellah..
Refeejaty yayyeen ou my cousins..
Elkel gam yarge9 ley..
I was sooo happy..
They helped me forgetting about khaled..
 After like an hour the DJ man asked the ladies to wear their scarves 3ashan elme3res bedesh..
Ant mona covered my shoulders with a white scarf..
I was waiting Khaled happily..
Kent an6er ella7tha elly edesh feeha me3res..
Edesh ou 3ala yesara obouy ou yemeena obouh..
ou warah rab3a ou ahla ou 3abdallah mestanseen feeh..
Ou ashouf ebtesamta ou nathrat 3youna..
O a7e6 3ainy b3aina ou abtesem..
"Ya m3aireees 3ain allah tarak wel gumar wel nejoum tamshy waraak.."
But nobody came..
Everyone was looking toward the door waiting for the men to come inside but they did not..
My heart beats accelerated and I became nervous again..
Akeeed khaled 9ar fee shay!!!!


Tuesday, April 16, 2013

Its crystal clear .. Part41



I gasped: fashal??
I felt dryness in my throat and heaviness in my tongue ..
I couldn’t say a word..
I laid my back on the wall avoiding my body to fall..
Doctor: bs we aren’t sure though
My eyes started to tear..
Doctor: don’t lose hope ya ghena
Me while crying: wala shay zain b7ayatee walaa shaaayyyy!!! I’ve been through a lot waaayedd doctora waayeddd
Doctor smiled: kafy allah 3a6ach haljamal welmal ou elrayel gouly el7emdellah
Me: maaaby jamal mabe maaal abe sa3adaaaa!!!
Doctor: ed3y rabech elly sayla ma yekheebb ed3y ou kelech theqa enna khaled egoum belsalama
I nodded: akeed
Khaled: doctoraaa
Doctor: yabeeny
Me: rou7eellah
I wiped my tears and went back home..
My dad called me..
Me: alo
Dad: hala baba
Me: ahlain
Dad: shlounech al7een 3asa a7san??
Me: el7emdellah
...
“Allahumma besmeka namouto wa na7ya wa elayka elma9eer”
It was the hundredth time saying du3a’ elnoum ou maaa nemttt!!
I was rolling on my bed for 3 hours..
I couldn’t stop thinking of khaled..
Wen kan 9ej fee fashal kalawy shbe9eer??
E3alej? Ou ba3dain? Emout?
Ou ana??
Shbe9eer feeny??
Shloun ba3eesh bedounaahh??
Shloun bat7ammal el7ayat bedouna?
Etha thekarta aw sheft 9warra shasawy?
Etha walaht 3alaih shloun akalma??
Ou wain ashoufaa!!!!
Suddenly, I took my mobile, typed his name and called him..
Khaled: hala belzainnn!
Shloun ba3eesh bedoun 9otaaa???
Me: hala feek!
Khaled: yazeen elly elyoum zayreenyy
Me: khaled shlounek?
Khaled: eb ne3ma ou khaairrr
A tear dropped down my cheeks..
Although of his illness he never shows his sadness..
Me: khaled ba’ajjel el3ers
Khaled: maku da3yy
Me: embala khaled la da3y!! lazem tsawy el3amaleyya
Khaled: ya 7eebbech 7g lemfawal sh3amaleetaa?
Me: khaleddd 3an leste3ba6
Khaled: tara 3amour kan ga3ed ekalemny 3an shay thany mukhech ra7 b3eeeed
Me: dektortek galatly kelshaaayyy
I felt his shock..
Khaled: ghena malech sheghel feha tbalegh!!
Me: tbalegh aw ma tbalegh ely a3arfa ennek lazem tsawy el3amaleya ou el3ers byet’ajjal ou kelyety ou ana bkubry fedak!
Khaled: ana makhthech full option mu 3ugb el3ers ta9demeny bkelya wa7daa
Me: khaledddd mu ga3da anakket!!!!
Khaled: walaa anaaa!! Lanny mu me7taj kelyetech kelyety shaghala ou 8 slender ba3ad
Uffffffffffff!!
Shay enarfezzz muuuugadra anaammmm!!!
Khaled laish echatheb 3alayy!!
Ya3ni wallah many mayta 3al3ersss!
6aggaaaaaaaaaaag!
9arly malyoun sa3a belfraashh walany gadra anaamm!!
I decided to leave my bed..
Shasawwy?
I went to the kitchen to make some popcorn ou re7t shaghalt filmy elmu3tad “new york minute” men wana yahel wana ashoufaaa!!
I watched the movie until I fell asleep on the sofa..
I slowly opened my eyes and started to search on my mobile..
Muz3eeeejjjj tharoury aghayer elranna..
Ohhh Khaaaled!!!
I picked it up..
Me: alooo
Khaled: gouuumay elnas gayla
Me: ams ma nemt ella elsa3a 4
Khaled: ou sh7aggaa?
Me: ma yany nouum
Khaled: abeech shlouunn!
Me smiled: ajeek yeslam rasek
Khaled: yalla al7eeeennn!!
Me: ok! Lail7een bel3emomy?
Khaled: eeh lail7een
Me: masafat el6ereej!!
I jumped from the sofa and ran to my room..
I took a quick shower and wore those..


I grabbed my bag and went outside..
But ..
I froze in my place..
My eyes popped out..
Me: shlouuuun yeeeettt??
Khaled giggled: yeet bsayyarty
Me: waaaaaayy shloun rakhe9ok?
Khaled: 7ayatee getlech mafeeny shay
Me: el7emdellaaaaaahh
I threw myself on his chest and hugged him tight..
He started to rub my back and whispered: a7ebech
Me: malaall
Khaled: amerech ne6la3?
Me: la ensany shway 3ashan afreg 3alaik elaila
Khaled: cant wait!!
Me: 3abaaaaly 7abeeeeebeee elayla elbeslak elabyaad ou 9eer melkak weldene teshhaaadd 

Saturday, April 13, 2013

Its crystal clear .. Part40




This post is dedicated to the pretty winner @DME36 Sweet dreams baby:: enshallah next post tegraina gabel elnas ou en nemtay bayeech baitech aga3dech:):::: Love youuu;*

Enjooooy;*

Khaled: ghenawiii?
Me: laish ega3dounek madam mafeek shaay?!!!
Khaled: zyadat e6me’nan mu akthar
Me: khaled akhaaafff
Khaled: 7ayatee ana kany akalmech shzeeny shetkhafeen menna!!
I burst into tears ..
Khaled: ghenaaa laish tabcheennnn
Me: khkhaled enta ay jana7??
Khaled: ghena la tkhalleeny at7assaf eny getlechh!! Ana dag a6amnech mu akhar3ech
Me: khaled mahma 7awalt tkhesh elly bgalbek I can feel it!! 9outek metwatter!
Khaled: etarawalech 9adgeeeny!
Me: lai meta bega3douunek??
Khaled: madry wallahh
Me: 9addegny feek shay wallaah feeek shaayyy
Khaled: ghenawi la t7alfeeen mafeeny shay getlech
Me: a7ad ma3ak?
Khaled: la lail7en magelt 7g a7ad
Me: dezly mukanek bethab6 wana kany yayetek
Khaled: ghena la!
Me: etha mara7 tdezly ana barou7 ou as’al bnafsy
Khaled: ghena sem3eeny!
Me: goul!
Khaled: elyoum belail adezlech ou bacher ta3aleelly ok yuba?
I nodded: ok ok
Khaled: yalla 7ayatee akhallech! Have fun
Me: khaleddd
Khaled: 3umryyy
Me: e7lef mafeek shay?
Khaled: maku ttheqa? Kany a7acheech mafeny shay ou bacher ta3aly bnafsech ou se’lau el doctor
Me: ok ok
3amma sebeecha: ghena age9 lech cake?
Me: la mashkoura
Khala noura (mert 3ammy ely obouy shary ma3ah elshalaih): enzain chay may ma kalaitay shay!
Me: mensadda nafsy 3ugb elghada
Khala noura: 3ala ra7tech
Galbe naghezny!! Mu gadra a9ber wala degeegaa..
Abe ashouf khaled al7eeen abe at6amman 3alaihhh!!
Me: wain elreyayeel?
Khala noura: beldewaneyya ely awal ma tdesheen elshalaih 3ala yemeenech
Me: ok
I went there 7g eldewaneya and I called obouy..
Dad: alo hala ghena
Me: yuba abe akalmek ana barra 3end eldewaneya
Dad: yalla zain
After seconds he came out..
Dad: ha yuba 3asa mashar?
Me: madry yuba shway ta3abt ou a7tajj ared elbait
Dad: ekleellech panadola e7na bennam hnyy
Me: yuba please khalny ared
Dad: shereddech brou7ech!!
Me: yuba 3abdallah belbait
Dad: bemerrech 3abdallah ya3ni?
Me: la eredny elsayeq!!
Dad: la 9aber 3amech m7ammad bya7der ba3d shway 7edry ma3ah
Me: ok goullah
Dad: enshallah bs tejahezay
Me: ok
Uncle mohammed: ha yuba awadeech el6abeeb?
Me: la 3ammy ma ye7tay ared araye7 ou enshallah a6eeeb
Uncle mohammed: matshoufeen shar
Me: elshar mayyeek
I ran to my bathroom, took a quick shower, dried my hair and wore those:
I ran to my car and drove to Alamiri hospital..
Me: luw sama7tay Khaled al**** elyoum ya wain alga?
The nurse: aywa lessa ma3endoush ghurfa tla’yh bel3umoumy
Me: ok wain?
The nurse: ta3aly ma3aya
I followed her..
The nurse: hena
Me: shukran
Khaled: la mu al7eenn!!
-----: laishh yubaa a7sallek al7een halshay ma yet’ajjal!
Khaled: 3umar enta tadry enna 3ersna ba3ad chum youm fa kellesh mu wagta mabe anakked 3alaiha!
Omar: ya 7abeebe el3ers yet’ajjal!! Alzam ma3alaik 9e7etek!
Khaled: yuba el3ers warah shahar 3asal ou loya 3ugub e9eer khair
Omar: faker feehaa
Fachait elsetara..
Khaled was surprised: ghena?
Omar: yalla bo waleed ana akhalleek
Khaled: ma3asalama matga9er okhouy
Omar: allah ysalmek
Omar left the place..
Me: elsalamu3alaikum
Khaled: wa3alaikum elsalam
Me: minu hatha?
Khaled: 9a7by 3umar al*****
Me: ahha ma gelt 7g ahalek?
Khaled: la lail7een
Me: ahha
Khaled: shfeech?
Me: mafeeny shay!
Khaled: men meta enty hny?
Me: tawni yeet ou dashait
Khaled: ana mu gayellech ta3aly bacher?
Me: ma gedart a9ber!!
Khaled: 3allaqal deggy balgheeny mu faj’a teyyeen!! 7etta 3umar en7araj!
Me: madagait lanny adry enek betgoully ma ye7tay ou mafeeny shay!!
Khaled: hatha el9ej!!
Me: ee hatha el9ej huh!
Khaled: ghenaa!
A tear dropped down my cheeks..
Me: khaled shfeekkk!! Goully shfeek!
Khaled: MAFEEENY SHAY OU KA ELYOUM BAGOUL 7G ELDOCTOR E6ALLE3NY 3ASHAN T9ADGEENN!
Me: LA T9ARREKH!! Khaled la t9arrekh e7na eb ghurfa 3umomeyyaa!
Khaled: ghena!
Me: hmm!
Khaled: ta3aly yammy!
Me: merta7a eb mukany!
Khaled: wallah ghena?
Me: eeh!!
Khaled: matgoulelly shhal nafseyya?
Me: khaled ent elly shhal nafseyya!!! Yayyetek ou 7adra men elshalaih tgoully sh7agga yayya? Dodahtay 3umar? Al7een kel elly ehemmek 3umar??
Khaled: ma aq9ed ou rabby maaa aq9ed!!
Me: ok khala9 la taq9ed!!
Khaled: en ma yeetay yammy ana bagoum wayeech!
I went to him ..
He sat down and hugged me tight ..
khaled: walaht 3ala halreee7a!
I hugged him tighter..
My eyes couldn’t stop tearing..
Yaraab maye6la3 fee shay chayedd!!
Yaraabb la ta7remny mennaa!!
Yaraab shafeeehh!!!
And all of a sudden I started to kiss his cheeks over and over..
Madry laish bs 7asait enny soon bafgeda!!
7asait enna hathy akher marra alemma feeha aw abousaa!!
Eb halla7thaa eldenya eswaddat be3younyy ou ra7 6a3amhaa!!
7asait el7ayaat men 3ugub khaled ma teswaaa!!
Khaled: ghena shfeech? 3a6eeny fer9a ana a7ebbech!!
I took a step backward..
I wiped my tears and whispered: sorry
Khaled: ghenawii bacher berakh9ony enshallah la t7ateen!!
I nodded: enshallah
Me: luw sama7tay
Doctor: na3am
Me: entay dektorat khaled alflany?
Doctor: eeh
Me: shfee bethab6??
Doctor: 3afwan shet9eereellah?
Me: merta
Doctor: shesmech bel khair?
Me: ghena
Ma7asait eb ra7aa!!
Wayyehha ma y6ammen kelleshh!!
Doctor: ya ghena khaled mudakhen ou he’s a heavy smoker edakhen 3 bakaitat belyoum MU SHWAYA
I choked in my tears ..
I nodded: kellesh
Doctor: entay merta ou dorech kbeer enech tsa3deena yeg6a3 wallah halzegayer betwadeehum bdahya
Me: shfeeeh!!
Doctor: wallah ma akhabbe 3alaich bs 3ugb el ashe3a wel sonar e7na shakkeen eb fashal kalawy

Friday, April 12, 2013

Its crystal clear ..Part39




Thiiisss post is dedicaated to the sweet heart "Noora Altabtabaie"<333 Love you girl;*

Sorry for not replying your comments bs i read them all and i will reply sooon;*
Enjooooy it!!
Khaled: ghenaaa wadeny elbait
Me: khaled shayef 7altekk??
Khaled: khalaa9 ra7 el3awaaar!!
Me: bs ma arta7 ella etha wadaitek elmustaashfa ou 3araft shfeek kho kaahy el ameery!!
Khaled screamed: GHENA REDENY ELBAIT!!
A tear dropped down my cheeks ..
He calmed down: ghena wa3ad bacher arou7 enzain?
Me: many fahma shelfarg bain elyoum ou bacher!
Khaled smiled: ma3alaih 6awfeelly
Me: khaled 6alabtek!!
Khaled: anything 7ayatee!
Me: eg6a3 elzegayer!
Khaled: gayelech bag6a3ha ana!!
Me: bs mashouuufek t7awel!!! Smella 3alaaaikk 24 sa3aa tdakhenn!!
Khaled: men gallech? Fee marra shefteeny adakhen?
Me: lamma akalmek tara 7adda ybayyenn!! Ou ham 9warek eb instagram enshallah mu bne9 elba7ar ou zegartek beedek khaled please koun jaddy!
Khaled: wallaah el land layeg 3alaich chenna
I smiled against my will: a9lan kelshay layeg 3alay ou la tthaye3 el9aglaa
Khaled smiled: ou marra thanya don’t stalk my account sawway follow as’hal
I smiled in a shyly way: haw ana mu msaweetlek follow?
Khaled: ghenawi?? Shoufy 6ereejech bss
FASHLAAAAAAAAA!!!
Me: khaled please awal matrou7 elmustashfa kalemny
Khaled: 7ather
Me: wallah weddyy ayyeee weyakk bs obouy ou 3ammy tawhum shareen shalaih ou obouy gal lazem nrou7
Khaled: 3albaraaaka waain khathah?
Me: jlai3aa
Khaled: 7asaafa mu yamna
Me: entaw muu mena 3abdallah?
Khaled: la hatha shalaih rab3y el ahal benwai9eb
Me: baaih! Way ma weddy arouuuu7
Khaled: laa yuba rou7ay estansay ou ana mafeeny ela el3afya enshallah
Me: mu 3an shay bs ana ma7ebb elba7ar ou ellaqleqaa ou kelesh mu wagta 3ersy ba3ad sbou3 arou7 shalaih faraaaghaa!!
Khaled: FEEE A7AD MAY7EB BA7ARRR??
Me: anaaaaa
Khaled: bs tadreen? A7san 3ashan ma tetsabe7ain jedam shababkum haha
Me: waaaay aham shaayyyy!! Laykoun 7asbalek batsaba7 eb bikini bss?
Khaled: 3ashan adfenech
I blushed: ehdaa
Khaled: betnamoun?
Me: atwaqa3 bs madry as’al baba ou etha hatha bagolla mabe anam ou a7der brou7y!
Khaled: gouleelly ana akhthech
I smiled: ok
Me: maadry nour lebsay jeans ou bloza ba3ad la tsawenha qe9a eff!
Nour: la la nafseetech elly elyoum mu 6abee3eya!
Kent a7aty!!!
Ams ma nemt 3adel men lem7atat!!
Afakker eb khaled! Shfee? Shbegoullah el Dr.??
Ou lamma gemt awal shay ya 3ala baly enny akalma bs MAYRED!!!
Men elsa3a 8 laaaima al7eeen 1 wana adagdeg mayred!!
Dad: ghenaaa, noouri
Me: na3aaaaam
Dad: yallah yuba ma khala9taww?
Me: degeeega 3a6ny 5 degayegg!!
Enshaghalt eb khaled ou nesait salfat elshalaih!!
I choose those, my hair was wavy..
I went down stairs..
Me: sorry!! Nouro wainha??
Dad: ma nzalat!
Me: 3abdallah berou7?
Dad: getla gal yemkin emer 3ugub!
Me: yuba 3ady al7agkum weya elsayeq?
Dad: laaishhh?
Me: bamer khaled shwayya!
Dad: entay tmerreena??? Sh7aggaa?? La la maku da3y!
Me: yuba pleaaase!!
Dad: laaish!
Me: a7ateeh! Mayredd
Dad: ghena entay luw allah yfekkech men hal m7ataat e7na bkhaair!! Muu zaaain chethyyy muzain 3ala 9e7etech!
I swallowed my tears and replied..
Me: bs halmarraa adry enna fee shay 9adegny ana adryy!!
Dad: ta3aaawethy men bleees la tfawleen 3alrayyaal!!
Me: a3outhu bellah men bleess
Dad: wainha ekhtech ta’akharnaa!! Ya nouuuuuuur
Nour: kany kaanyy
In the car..
Me: yubaaa
Dad: ha yuba
Me: minu mennaak?
Dad: 3amatech ou 3amamech ou 7areemhum we3yalhuum
Nour: babaa turki ra7 ekoun mawjouuud??
Dad: madry yemkin eyyee weya ahala
My eyes popped out!!!
La nouuuur pleaseee la t9ereeen nafsyyyy!!!
I turned around and whispered: shlech eb turkiii?????
She bitted her lips and whispered: hottieeee
I pinched her thighs: 3aaibbb
Nour whispered: laish matabeny astanes? Laish 7alal 3alaich 7aram 3alay??
That was shocking!!!
Shdarraahaaa???
Ou ay wanasaaa hathyyyy???
Ella 3aaathab ou ham ou denyaaa!!
Dad: sh3endekum etesaseron??
Me: la maku bs kent as’alha 3an suwalef banat
Dad: eee allah ykhallleekum 7g ba3ath
Me: amen
After a while we arrived to Julaia area ..
Baba nezal ou fach eldabba gam enazzel el aghrath ..
Me: NOURO
Nour: na3amm
Me: laaykouuun bainech ou bain turki shay??
Nour: weee chan zaaainnnn!!
Me: entay shinuuuu? La 7aya wala mestaa7aaa?
Nour: ghena 7ayatee tara adry enech entay ou khaled tkalmoun ba3ath 9arlekum sneeennn!! 7asbalech mashoufa yla7eg sayyartech? 7asbalech masme3ech tkalmeena? Tara dereeeshty 3alshare3 ou dary yam darech maku shay yenkhashh! Ou kakum el7emdellah betezawejoun
Me: NOUUUURRR!!! Okk a3teref enna kel elly gelteeh 9a7 bsss la t7asbeen enna ely sawaita 9a7!! Nour entay ma tadreeen sh9ar belnee9!!
Nour: sh9ar?
Me: malech sheghel!! Bss en shamait khabar menny wela mennak matloumeen ela nafsech fahma!!!
I said the previous sentence and left the car ..
Elmushkela enha matshouf ela ana!!
Ana qudwat’ha bhaldenya!!
Ou en qaledatny ou sawat’ha jad mara7 asame7 nafsy!!
Efff waina khaled ma daaagg!!!
Dad: nouuuuri , ghenaaa ta3alaw salmaaaww
We went to the living room sallamna 3alkel ou ga3adna ..
Kent ga3da ad3y eb galbe enna khaled mafee shay!!
Ga3da a7ateeh!! Mu ma3qoula elsa3a bet9eer 3 wala dag 3alay!!
Allah yasterr yaraabb setrek ou 3afwek!!
3amma sebeecha: ghenaa
Me: halaa hala
3amma sebeecha: elly wakhed 3a’lek yet’hannabo
Met’hannyy ou khaaale9 ..
I smiled: sorry sara7t
3amma sebeecha: shlouuunkum menzeman ma yeetaw lezwara
Me: esemou7a 3amety bs tadreen loyat el3ers
3amma sebeecha: tara ana ou 3amatech benyeeb el7eluu haa
Me: la ba3ad galbe matga9roun bs khalty mona 6lebat
3amma sebeecha: ee mu meshkela zyadat elkhair khairain
Suddenly my mobile rang..
It was KHALEDDDD!!!
I smiled automatically: shway bs 3endi mukalamaa
She smiled: ekhthy ra7tech
I took my mobile and went outside ..
Me: aloo
Khaled: hala ghenawii
His voice kan nouuuuuuuuuum!!
I was walking on the beach..
Me: seriously khaaaleddd??? Naayemmm???? Wana hny a7ateeekk shaaab rasyy ou ybesat 3thamy men lem7ataaat!!!
He was moaning: tadreen ams meta nemt
Me: waaaay khaled 7addek tbaaachyyy!!
Khaled: 7ayatee shfeech?
A tear dropped down my cheeks..
Me: shfeeny ba3ad? Kheft 3alaikk!
He blew a kiss..
Khaled: mes7y dmou3ech yuba! Ou 9adgeeny madamech bkhair ana bakoun bkhair la t7ateen!
I sighed: re7t el6abeeb?
Khaled: la tawni abad fachait 3youni sheft emyat missedcall ou dagait
Me: gouuummm 9al eltheherrr be’athen el3a9er went khamed!
Khaled: yalla al7eenn agouuum
Me: yallah bye
Khaled: ghenawi?
Me: hmmm
Khaled: smile
Me: enshallah
Khaled: jeddamyyy
I giggled: goum 9all
Khaled: a7ebechhh! Yalla ma3asalama
He closed the line ..
I took a deep breath and whispered el7emdelahh ..
Radait dakhel ..
Dad: haaa stefallaitay chenech?? 7achach?
I smiled and nodded: el7emdellah
Dad: wain kan elta3ban?
Me: nayemmm
Dad: noum el3afyaa
We ate lunch together..
A7eb lamma kel el3ayla eteymma3..
Yadde ou yadety ou 3yalhum ou a7fad’hum ou chanayenhumm!!
A7es enna waray thaharr!!
Allah la yfaregnaaa!!
Walaht 3ala hal lamma!!
After lunch I called Khaled..
Khaled: ashkaraaa tamsheen 3alba7aarr
Me: eehh 7a6 camera?
Khaled: 9out elhawa shagny shaaaggg ge3dayy
Me: okk shfeek dash bquwwa sallemmm
Khaled: halaaa bel mhallyyyy
Me: hala feeekk
Khaled: 3asa ma tesaba7tay?
Me: waaay 6a3 shefakker feeh faraghaa!!! 3asak 3ala wa3dek?
Khaled: raye7 elmustashfa bel6ereej
Me: allah y7afthekk
Khaled: yayyeen shabab?
Me: khaled 7abeebeee ana tawni makh6ouba ya3ni ma7ad be6el eb wayheeee
Khaled: 3asa mestanseeen?
Me: el7emdellahh
Khaled: zaain ashwaa! Ghenawi ana we9alt a7acheech 3ugub ok?
Me: khaled amanaa awwal ma tkhale9 etdeg 3afya mu tensaaa!!
Khaled: men 3youuuni
I closed the line and sat down on the sand..
I was staring on the lovely scenery of the sea and the sun set..
Remembering all the good moments with my lovely khaled ..
Dreaming of my honeymoon with my one and only..
Eeehh a7ebeeek ou 7ubbyy lek jenouuuuuuuuunn!!!
Khayaly kel mala yes7abny ab3ad 3an eldenyaa..
It was amazinggg!!!
The time passed quickly bedoun ma7es ..
Until my mobile’s tone interrupted my thoughts..
El6ayeb 3end thekraaa ..
I picked it up..
Me: halaaaa 7abeeebeee
Khaled: ghenawi ana zain ou bkhair ou el7emdellah bs el6abeb gal bega3edny bs 3ashan echaykoun ok 7ayaatee??
My heart skipped a beat!

Monday, April 8, 2013

Its crystal clear .. Part38




I smiled and hugged him even tighter..
I whispered: a7ebek a7ebek a7ebek
Khaled: bs shloun 6awe3ech galbech tsawen kel hatha!
Me: khaled I kissed him on cheeks ou hugged him ou bs ou getlek theech elfatra shloun kanat 7alty ou wallah enny I regretted kelshay sawaita ou karma slapped me on face maybe like 100 times!!! Khathait yezaty ou zyada!
Khaled: 9a3ba atqabbal elly shefta bel 9war bs el a93ab eny atqabbal fekrat fragech!
I smiled: al7een shinu?
Khaled: ta3baaaaaaan
Me: 7abeeebe makhallaitek trayye7 enzel erta7 al7een akalm sayeqna yredny!
Khaled: ou bnafs elwagt masheba3t menech
Me: 7abeebe wala ana
Khaled: ghena?
Me: hmm
Khaled: shloun ammantay 7g a7mad? Wayha waderrr
Me: way khaled la tthakkerny feeh bsss
Khaled: 7aather
Me: 7abeeebe makhallaitek tertaa7
Khaled: shoufat 3younech ehya elraa7aa
I smiled in a shyly way..
Faj’aa he held his stomach ou 3affas wayha ..
Me wonderingly: khaledd?
He tried his best to smile and replied: 3youni
Me: shfeek??
Khaled: mafeeny shay 7ayatee la t7ateen
Me: khaled rou7 el6abeeb hathy mu awwal marraa
Khaled: hathy 3a9afeer ba6ny eta7arrash elthaher
Me: ent ba6nek tarsa 3a9afeer wana tarsa farashat
Khaled giggled: kellen welly eshabha
Me: 7ayaatee elyo3an! Asawweelek akel afa 3aalaik
Khaled: walla 9ej??
Eshtaa6!!
Me: em ya3ni ee
Khaled: akel akel???
Me: eee ya3ni pink pastaaa with cheeeeeese yuuummmmii
Khaled gave me a cold stare: kafwech
Me: awch!!!
Khaled: gelt al7een betsawweelly machbous wetsa6er fouga eldeyayat
Me: kho hatha ely agdar 3alaihh
Khaled: allah yaster mennech entaayy haha
Me: enzain yallah ana badeg 3alsayeq yakhethny went nam
Khaled: masheba3t mennech
Me: awal matgoum merny ou eshba3 menny
Khaled smiled: tam
Wa9alny baitna ma retha yakhethny elsayeq 7abeebe ou rad nam ..
Me: elsalamu 3alaikum
Dad: wa3alaikum elsalamm yahalaa garret 3ainech
Me: eb wayh nebeyyek
Dad: shlouna bo waleed?
Me: wallah bkhair el7emdellah
Dad: entay shlounech 3asa mzahba sheghel el3ers mabega ella sbou3
Me: eee enshallah aham shay nafnoufy bacher ekhale9 men elta9lee7 ou khala mona ma ga9erat etafqat ma3a mal elward ou el7elu ou nouro 7ayate thabe6at el DJ wana etefaqt ma3aa ely besawi elkosha ou sha3ry ou elmakeup
Dad: zain ashwa! Ou khaled lega 7ajz?
Me: eee lega ou 7ajaz
Dad: wain qarartaw?
Me smiled: t9addeg mu rathy egoully egoul mufaja’aa
Dad: yah! Shahr el3asal mufaja’a? may9eer
Me: 3ayazt agoulla mathalan deera ma7ebha egoully la tkhafeen ana khabzech 3adel haha
Dad: ghena ohwa y3arfech gabel la yakh6ebech?
Me: emm chenna weyay beljam3a
Dad: agoullech shay?
Me: shinu?
Dad: yathker 3alaich youm allah la y3eed elshar dashaitay bghaybouba?
Me: eeeh?
Dad: ohwa kan shayef el7adeth ou ohwa ely ra7 weya el es3af elmustashfa ou ohwa ely kallamny ou thal yes’al 3anech lain gemtay
LOOOL adry bkel hatha!
I smiled: ya7laila!
Dad: ou taqadamlech lamma teshafaitay bs 7azat’ha kan allah yer7ema fahad sabga
Kanat akhyas ayyam ..
Me: allah yer7ema!
Dad: ou tdour elayyam ou lesneen wered yakh6ebech sub7an alla
El7emdellahhh ..
Kal3ada mjabla elkabat 9arly sa3a aw ymkin akthar ..
Akheeran nagait hathaa:

Khaled: 3ala hal jamal? Sama7tech 3al ta’kheer
Me shyly: sorry wallah
Khaled: wain nrouu7?
Me: kaifek 7abeebe
Khaled: tabeen nino elba7ar? Lanny yo3an abe ashba3
I smiled: ok nino
We went there ..
Khaled: ghenaa
Me: na3am
Khaled: I cant stop thinking of our child
Me being sarcastic: khaleddddd yany el6aalgggg!!
Khaled giggled: ghenawi wallah makheth 3agly
Me: aghaarr
Khaled: makheth 3agly lanna bekoun ge63a mennech bs melky
Me: 7abeebe ana bkubry lek
Khaled: yaba3ad chabdy
Me: cham baby tabe?
Khaled: 6al3y kel elly feech latkhallenn shay
Me laughed so hard: ent shway maynouun
Khaled: feech
Me: enzaaain bagoulek shay
Khaled: asmaa3
Me: la t3eeed’ha ou teyyeeny wayhek mtaffakh chethyy eedy t7ekny bagarre9
Khaled giggled: nerkab elsayyara ou gar9ay 3ala kaifech walla makhalleeha bkha6rech
Me: 7abeeebeee enta
Faj’a yataa el7ala marra thanya ou gam yet’allam ..
Bs halmarra ghair ..
Khaled whispered: aaaaaayy
I jumped to him: shfeeek khaled wain e3awrek bethab6
Khaled: a777
Me: emsh el6abeeb wallah makhalleek chethyy
Khaled: la ghena .. al7een erou7..
His face turned red and his eyes wear gleaming from pain..
His scenery was heart breaking!!
I ran to the counter to pay the check and went back to him..
I stretched my hand: khaled goum ta3al awadeek el6abeeb!!
I tried to pull him bs he was too heavy magedart awagfa so khalait elwaiter esa3edny ou wadainah elsayara..
I felt worried..
Shfee? Yarab mafee ella el3afya yarabb ..
Kent ga3da a7awel ma abchy 3ashan a7esesa bel aman bs magedart akhesh eltawatur ely ana feeh..
Khaled: ghena redeeny elbait
I swallowed my tears: baredek bs mu gabel ma at6aman 3alaik

Thursday, April 4, 2013

Its crystal clear .. Part37

Thisss post is dedicated to the lovely winner @basooma_13 Mabroooooook akheeran:::




Akam men mu7ebben yu3ani furaqaa wa ba3da elfuraqy yazeeedu eshteyaqaa .. Ana 3asheqan bal atamanna el3enaqaa waqalbe sayabqa aseeran lahumm..
Me: khaled?
Khaled: hmm
Me: 3asa ma ta3abt bel re7laa?
Khaled: la el7emdellah
Me: khaled feek shay?
Khaled: age6ech baitkum?
My eyes started to gleam from tears ..
Khaled: shfeech?
Me: shfeeny??? Ent elly shfeeek!! Khaled ana ma nemt bellail men elfar7a afakker bella7tha elly bashoufek feehaa!!! Khaled ana 9arly khames sa3at afakker shalbes lek!!! Ana yeeeet elma6ar ou kel hammy ashoufek ou alleemmek! Shfeeek shyaayyek sh9aayer lek??
Khaled: raju rou7 elbait!
Khaled: la we9alna entefaham!
Me: 7etta luw feeek shinuuu ma t3amelny chethyyy!! At least jamelnyyy!! Eth7ak lanny ath7ak estanes leyyy!!
Khaled: no9al ou netfaham!
Me: a9lan ent mant khaled ely gabel!!! Ent men kha6abtny went metghayyer!!!!!
He ignored my sentence ..
Efff!!!!!
That was really sad!!
I expected things to be much better!!
He disappointed me!
But.. but.. What if Ahmed was the reason?
I think ohwa elsebab atwaqa3 ena gayella ashyaa’!!!
We arrived to his house ..
Khaled: ne6reeny belsayara bayeeb mefta7y ou aye
I nodded ..
After a while he came back ..
Khaled: yallah
I went to his car..
Me: khaled laykoun a7mad gallek shay ou 9adagta???
Khaled: ghenaaa mu anaa elly a9adeg kalaam elnas feeech!!!!!
Me: 3ayaaal shfeeek laish chethy m3a9eb laishh ma ytem 3alainna sbou3 ella me3tafseen!!!
“Khaled knocked the door..
Ahmed: minu?
Khaled: ana khaled alflani
Ahmed: a3arfek?
Khaled: abeek eb mawthou3
Ahmed: shmawthou3a?
Khaled: ta3al wet3aref!
Ahmed: wain?
Khaled: starbucks!
Ahmed: walaw 7ayyak 3endi
Khaled: ma3endi mane3!
He entered his apartment..
Ahmed: shteshrab?
Khaled: ba3ad? T3aref elsana3?
Ahmed: yay tet’hawash?
Khaled: mu ana elly abdy elhwash
Ahmed: mumkin men elakher tgoully minu ent ou shtabe?
Khaled: getlek ana khaled alflani zoj ghena alflani
Ahmed giggled: ghena?
Khaled: ga6 nekta?
Ahmed: matewaqa3t’ha tetzawaj
Khaled: a7mad!!! Shouf ana many yahel yay at’hawash aw akharbe6 ana yay agoulek kelmetain ou amshy merty ma tyeeb 6areeha 3end a7ad FAHEM???? 7aljek asallek t9ekka la ashegga lek!!!
Ahmed smiled: tadry ya3ni jma3atny feeha 3elaqa ou el ensan e7eb yetkalam eb mathyaah
Khaled: DARAAAINA! Ou lahy awal wala akher wa7da tejme3ek ma3aha 3elaqa!!
Ahmed: ayyam 7elwa kanat b sent shloun tertha takheth bent nafs’ha?
Khaled: MU SHEGHLEK!!!
Ahmed: ghareeba ya3ni elbent la3ba le3eb ou gathya t7eb wa7ed ou tezawejat wa7ed mat7eba ou 7abbatny 3ugub ma 6allegta setteen shakh9 eb 7ayat’ha fa ma tewaqa3t ena fee a7ad byertha feeha
Khaled: ya3ni bteftha7ha? Adry bkel hatha 7abeebe!
Ahmed: ou elghareeb akthar enha 7abbatny lammatny basatny ou ***** kelshay ..
Khaled interrupted ahmed: CHUB EKEL TEBEN YAL WA6Y!!! 7asbaaalek ba9adgek??? Ana a7ebha ou watheq feeha ou ehya gaylatly kelshay ou ana mu yay hny asolef weyyak ana yay agoullek kelmetain en yebt 6areeha 3ala lsanek 3ugb elyoum ra7 tendam ou rabby eb tendam!!!!
Ahmed: ehda ehda! Shaklek ghargan feeha!!
Khaled: faman allah!!
He stood up to leave ..
Ahmed: khaled!!
Khaled: khair!!
Ahmed: bs 3ashan athbet lek enny mu chathab shouf b3ainek!
Khaled froze in my place ..
Khaled wonderingly: shashouf?
Ahmed took his mobile and went closer to khaled ..
Ahmed: hathy el9ewar tathbett lek! Lef yemeeen!”
Khaled: ghena ana sheft b3ainyyy
I felt dryness in my throat ..
Khaled: mabuga bosa mabuga lamma ga3da b7ethna!! Ana ma sawaiteelly chethy!!
My heart’s beats accelerated..
Khaled: ghena elly shheft’ha bel9uwar shakh9eya thanya!!!
One word A7MAD 7AQEEER!!
Khaled: shay ebachy e3awer elgaalbb!!
Khaled: ana abeeech ou kelshay bss magdar ajjamel mu eb eeedy ghena ely shefta ekashesh sha3r elyanbb!!
I was speechless..
Khaled: ana kent metkhayel 3elaqa ok 7ub bs mu telemmes ou araf!!!
Khaled: ghena tukfa ta7aachay bardy galbe gouleelly shay eraye7ny!!
My eyes started to tear ..
Me: khaled I thought you forgave me!
Khaled: ghena entay ma 7a6aiteeny bel9oura ma gelteelly kel hathaaa!!!
Me: maly wayh!
Khaled: ghena luw rayyal ghairy chan hadech men awal ma dara enech kalamtay ghaira bas ana kent 9aber lany a7ebech a7ebech men galbbb
Me: mushkela etha 9ar el7ub ohwa elmushkela
Khaled: ghena 7e6y nafsech mukany! Ana rayyaal ou ley gheera 9aa3ba at7ammal kel halshay walla 9a3baa
Me: ya3ni shloun?
Khaled: madry
Me: khaled!! Do what ever you want! Saw elly eray7ek ou ra7 artha belly tsawweh bs gabel la ntefarag abeek t3aref eny 3umry ma 7abait ghairek!!
I noticed his eyes gleaming from tears..
And all of a sudden he threw himself on my chest and hugged me tight..
Khaled whispered: la tewaqe3ain a3eesh bdenya entay mu feeha