Restrained Love .. Part26

Awwal shay I wanna thankyou 3al amazing comments elly eb last post kel wa7da a7la men elthanya YOU MADE MY DAY GUYS<3!!

Ou 3ashan chethy ma ta7ammalt ma akteb lekum post elyouumm ..

I have THE MOST BEAUTIFUL READERS eveeeeerrrr!!!

I loooove youuuuu;*

One more thing, please lama t7e6oun comment 7e6aw initial 3ashan a3aref asawi dedication;p

ENJOYYY<3!

Me: haaa?

I was shocked if the word could describe my shock ..

I couldn’t believe my ears ..

CHRISTIAN????

HAHAAHA That must be a joke!!!!!

Yousif: ana maseee7y

Me: haha? Men 9ejjek?

Yousif: eeh!

Me: no waaay!!!!

Yousif: shfeeeha ya3ni! Kelna bashaar!!

Me: shinuuu elly shfeeha yousif yannaaaittt!!!

Yousif: tara you are overreacting shda3wa!

Me: tadry ya3ni shinu masee7y? matsally mat9oum mu muslim yousiff!!!

Yousif: saraahh!!! Our love is stronger than anything!!

Me: OU LAISH TAWEK TGOUUULY LAISHHH?????

Yousif: ma ya elwagt elmunaseb!

Me: YOUSIF HASHAY MA YENKHASHHH 9A3BA TASKET KEL HALMUDA!!!!!

Yousif: adry bs kel ma aye bagoulech akhaf!

Me: tkhaaf? Shetkhaf mennaa???

Yousif: raddat fe3lech akhaf akhserech!

Me: ou ma kheft 3ala masha3ry? 3ugub ma 3allagtny feeek tgoully? Tawek tgoul? Enta al7eeen khesartny!

Yousif: laish sarah laa!!

I turned around and walked away ..

He followed me ..

Yousif: saraaah ne6ray!

Me: ba9ally!

I went to pray and poured my heart out to god ..

I was really disappointed ..

Laish chethy ga3d e9eerly?

Laish wain ma a6eg’ha 3oya?

Dear my bad luck, LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!

Yaraab t3adel omoury ..

Yarab tsa3edny ansah ..

Yarab yarab yarab ..

Awal ma khallast 6ala3t ou legait Yousif bwayhe ..

I walked away ..

Yousif: sarah la7thaa!

Me: na3am? Shtabe!!

Yousif: abeech!

I ignored his sentence and walked away until he stopped me by grabbing my shoulders ..

I froze in my place ..

Me: hedny

Yousif: emshay neg3ad!

Me: mala da3y!

Yousif: sarah please! Give me a last chance!

Me: 7g shinu yousif? Ent khalait feha last chance?

Yousif: 3ashany?

Me: yalla emsh emsh

We went back to the restaurant and sat down ..

Yousif: awal shay ana asef eny tawni agoulech

I nodded and my tears were about to fall down ..

Yousif: bss kony masee7y mara7 eghayer belmawthou3 shay madam el7ub mawjoud!!!

Me: the fact that you are Christian mu rathya tdesh mukhy!

Yousif: ma3a elwagt tet3awedain sarah! Ou netzawaj ou n3eesh in peace!!

Me giggled sarcastically: netzawaj?

Yousif: eeeh! Ou etha 3al le3yal ana metnazel khaleehum e9eeroun muslemeen!

Me: enta ma tadry ena 7aram el muslima tetzawaj men masee7y??

Yousif: 7araam?

Me: mu dares Islam?

Yousif: la!

Me: 7araam!

Yousif: el Islam egoul 7aram twa3deeny bs you did! Wgefat 3al zawaj?

Me: shqasdek?

Yousif: qasdy abeeeech!! La t7e6een a3thaar!

Me: tabeny? 3umri mara7 asam7ek yousif 7aram 3alaikkkk!!!!!

My eyes started to tear heavily ..

Yousif: laaish saraah!! 3ashan 7abaitech men galbe!!

Me: 3ashan 3allagtny feeek!! 3ashan khalaitny a7ebek!!

Yousif: enty t7ebbeeny?

I wiped my tears ..

Me: unfortunately

He smiled ..

Yousif: khalas sara la t9a3beenha wehya sahlaaa!

Me: ENTA MA TEFHAM? 7ARAAAAAMM TABE RABBE YAKHSEF FEENY? ASLAN OBOUY MARA7 YERTHA MA7AD RA7 YERTHA!

He was staring on me ..

Yousif: sarah we can do it 9adgenyy

Me: ella etha aslamt!

Yousif: haha no way!

Me: 3ayal ensany ou bansak!

I stood up and left the place ..

I was crying my heart out ..

I want him ..

I really do ..

Bs we are not meant to be together ..

I brought my mobile out to call Reem but mobily msakkaar!!!

Ufff ..

I went back home ..

I wiped my tears and got inside our house ..

Me: elsalamu 3alikum

Dad: sarah wain kentay yuba?

Me: weya dana shfeek?

Dad: dana tawha dagga 3albait t7atech tgoul jehazech muqlaq!

Me: eeeh enna

Dad: sarah laish?

Restrained Love .. Part25

THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO DANA ALOTHMAN @DanahAO <33!!



Yousif: laaa! Sarah la tfakreen chethy! Mu kel elnas nafs Jassem!

Me: mu meste3eda ajazef mara thanya!

Yousif: laihadaraja?

Me: ou akthar!

Yousif: shloun?

Me: gabel ma akhtha kent kela ashouf el bright side bs lama khathaita warany el dark side warany elthaim ou elham

Yousif: ghaby

Me: t3aref el3eesha elgashra? Hatha ely shefta ma3ah!

Yousif: betshoufen 3aks’ha ma3ay sadgeny!

Me giggled: enta lail7een? Ana agoulek eyaha men el akher zawaj many metzawja ou etha bs hatha ely 3endek fa ana mashya 

Yousif: sarah!!! Be positive 3ashany!

Me: I am being realistic yousif

I grabbed my bag and left ..

He didn’t say a word ..

I was waiting for the valet to bring my car ..

And all of a sudden ..

Yousif: Sarah

I jumped in my place: besmellaahhh

Yousif: sh3endech?

Me: shfeek?

Yousif: ma khallast kalamy

Me: ma3endi kalam thany

Yousif: sem3eny

Me: tekallam

Yousif: deshay khankamel

Me: Yousif goul hny!

Yousif: 3endi kalam wayed!

Me: ok bs khangoul 7g el rayyal eny badesh

Yousif: ok

We went inside ..

Me: shfeek!

Yousif: mumkin nkoun friends?

Me: friends??

Yousif: eeh!

Me: sure!

Mu suwalfy arafej sbayyan bs efteshalt agoulla laa!

He smiled ..

Yousif: ana men elno3 ely nerd

I smiled: 3aksy tamaman

Yousif: laa 7addy derreees!! Se’lay rayoum 3anyy 6al3at bel week days ma a6la3 weyahum

Me: matkhayyal 9bay derrees

Yousif: ana haha

Me: good luck

Yousif: bs lamma sheftech

I stared on the ground while playing with my hair ..

Yousif: khathaity 3agly ma gemt a3aref adres

Me: remember we are just friends

Yousif: elmuhem ena hathy sarah aw hayouna khathat 3agly

Me: eee 3ala fekra tara gabel you were so rude tnarfez

Yousif: ah la tthakreeny karaht 3umry youm darait ena hayouna entaay!

Me: tefelsef

Yousif: so entay ay jam3a?

Me: GUST

Yousif: shlounech al7een?

Me: el7emdellah! Radait 7ayate el 6abe3eya rab3y ou jam3ety

Yousif: 3ayal meta t3a6loun?

Me: ahh hanat enshallah next week abalesh finals

Yousif: ana 3a6alt

Me: waaay yabakhtek

Yousif: bma3na thany takharrajt hahah

Me: mabrouuuukk ya far7etek

Yousif: eee wallah nkaraft 4 sneeen bas ashwa

Me: eee wallah allah ma ythaye3 elta3ab

Yousif: ou entay ma3zouma 3ala my graduation

Me: emm wallah im not sure etha agdar aye aw la

Yousif: laishhh

Me: 9a3ba ya3ni please 7awel tefhamny

Yousif: please 7awlay 3ashany reem betkoun mennak!

Me: enshallah ba7awel

Yousif: Sarah

Me: hmm

Yousif: emm la wala shay

Me: waaay gouuul!!

Yousif: la bas a7eb agoul esmmech

Me: haha

He smiled ..

…

We became close friends ..

Kan kelyoum edeg 3alay yes’al 3anny ou nsoulef ..

He’s so sweet really sweet ..

I liked him ..

I didn’t tell Dana about this relationship ..

Reem is the only one who knows about it ..

…

Yousif was calling ..

I picked it up ..

Me: hala wallaahh

Yousif: ahlaainn shlounech?

Me: el7emdellah enta?

Yousif: ana bkhair damech bkhair

Me: amer

Yousif: swaira lets meet

Me: emmm kho bacher your graduation ou bashoufek

Yousif: eee 3adyy!!

Me: walaht 3alay?

Yousif: el9ara7a eeh!

Me shyly: wain?

Yousif: burj el3awathy?

Me: sh6aaary 3alaikk!!

Yousif: fathy la’anna

Me: enzain khal teyye reem

Yousif: abeee brou7naaa!

Me: bas a7san teyyee

Yousif: I am your tutor sara shfeech

Me giggled: okk

Yousif: yallah al7eeen tbadleen ou teyyeen

Me: ok enshallah

I closed the line and jumped to my closet and chose those ..

Dad: haa bnaytee wain 3ala allah?

Me: ba6la3 baba

Dad: weya minu?

Me: emm dana fee ghairha haha

Dad: allah y7afethkum

I went there to find Yousif sitting in munch ..

I sat with him ..

Yousif: hala wallaah

Me: ahlain

Yousif: shtakleen?

Me: mabe shay tawni metghadya

Yousif: yalla 3ad sharkeeeny

Me: mabe wallahh

Yousif: enzain drink?

Me: ok may

Yousif: wayed 3alaich

Me: shasawi

Yousif: okk

He called the waiter and ordered ..

Yousif: I wanna tell you something

Me: wana ba3ad

Yousif: shinu??

Me: ent goul awwal

Yousif: laa entaay!!

Me: madry shloun bagoul bas bagoul

Yousif smiled: asme3ech

Me: yeet hny lanna I miss you too

I blushed ..

Yousif smiled: 9ejj?

I looked at the ground: wallah, al7een you tell me

Yousif: emm ensay

Me: na3amm!!!

Yousif: Sarah!!

Me: gouuul

Yousif: I LOVE YOU!!

I blushed ..

I love you more ..

Yousif: yazeeen el7aya wallah!

Me: shlounek?

Yousif giggled: tara you look gorgeous

Me: be3younek wallah!

Yousif: 3ayal shloun el3e6la weyach?

Me: woops esa3a 6 ma 9alainaa!!

Yousif: athan?

Me: menzemaaan be’athen le3sha al7een

Yousf: eee yallah

Me: yallah e6leb el check

He paid and we left the restaurant ..

Me: edel elme9alla wain?

Yousif: Sarah!!

Me: hmm?

Me: es’al hatha 3afyaa!

Yousif: saraahh!

Me: excuse me? excuse me?

Yousif: SARAAH!

Me: haaa? 7adek 7anna tara

Yousif: bagoulech shay!!

Me: mu wagtek betfoutna el9alaat!

Yousif: ana ma3endi 9alaat!

I froze in my thoughts ..

Me shocked: ma tsallyyy???????

Yousif: embalaaa!!! Bs ..

I was staring on him ..

Yousif: bas enna ..

Me: SHINUUU SHESSALFA??

Yousif: 9alatna ghair 3an 9alatkum!

Me: shee3y?

Yousif: I’m Christian sarah

Restrained Love .. Part24

THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO DEEDEE FOR THR REGULARLY COMMENTS<3 I LOVE YOUU;*

Me: em eeh

Yousif: hala

Bs? Is that all??

Me: hala feek!

Seconds of awkward silence ..

Enshalla yetkallam ..

Yousif: shfeech?

Me: emm akher mara kalamtek getly ena tabe tshoufny ou ..

He interrupted me: its been a MONTH ya Sarah tawech te97ain?

Me: haha ok so you think I’m gonna beg you 3ashan ashoufek? A9lan I don’t care! Etha ma tabe kaifek!

I felt his smile ..

Yousif: that seems good, really good

Me wonderingly: yanait 9a7?

Yousif: men elsa3a ely sheftech feeha!

Me: bye

I closed the line immediately ..

7asait be9eer shay ghala6 I don’t know ..

After minutes I received an SMS ..

Unknown:

“Tonight at 6:00 pm I’ll be waiting for you at caribou Alsalheya ..

PS: be on time”

He’s yousif ..

6a3 hathaaa!!!

Qaseb ya3ni qasebb??

Shared? Hmmm ..

Ba7ger ..

…

I couldn’t stop thinking of that SMS ..

Arou7?

Mala da3y!

Hmmm lets give him a chance? Last chance?

Emmm ..

I don’t know ..

Suddenly I stood up ..

Opened my closet and started to stare on my clothes ..

Hmmmm ..

What to wear?

I chose my juicy blazer with a white pants ..

I wanted something elegant and comfortable ..

It was 3:00 pm ..

Efff yallaaa elwagt ma yamshee!!

Hmmm ok lets curl my hair ..

I started to curl it ..

It became 3:30 ..

Ughhhhh ..

Khalas mat7ammal barou7 ashrab shay 3ala ma eyee egoul ely 3enda ou agoum ..

I took my car’s key and went down stairs ..

Dad: haa sarouuna

Me: hala yuba

Dad: ha baba wain 3ala allah?

Me: barouuu7

Wain? Wain ..

Dad: wain?

Me: caribou

Dad: brou7ech?

Me: dana, weya dana .. 6ab3an

Dad: allah y7afethkum

Me smiled: ma3asalama

I went to my car and drove to caribou ..

I ordered a vanilla late and sat down ..

I was punching on my mobile waiting for the time to pass ..

Until suddenly he came ..

It was 5 ..

He was surprised ..

Yousif came closer to me and sat down ..

Yousif: ma gedart a9ber

I whispered: wala ana

He was holding books and notes ..

Me: emm rad men eljam3a?

Yousif: shush, today I am your tutor

Me: huh tutor? You are a law student bs I study management

Yousif: I am pretending 7g sum3etech ya 7elwa

Me: 3eshtaw men meta?

Yousif: lanech mu7tarama a7termech

I grinned ..

Yousif: nebda eldars?

I giggled: goul sh3endek

He took his note, wrote something and gave me ..

“Men el akher? Abeech”

I stared on the paper for seconds ..

I raised my head to see him ..

Me: hathaa kel ely betgoula?

Yousif: la treddeeny!

Me: ana asfa

Yousif: la tkabreen!

Me: excuse me?

Yousif: I can see it in your eyes!

Me: yousif!! Please la t’allef!!

Yousif: bs laishh!

Me: jarrabta marra! Bs matwaqa3 ra7 ajarba maretain!

Restrained Love .. Part23

THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO ECH AND BARYENS FOR THE AMAAAAZING AND BEST COMMENT<33!!!

SECOND DEDICATION GOES TO A ELNOORI AND M THEY ACTUALLY MADE MY DAY<3

Yara: Yaa 7asretyyy minu weyaach?

Me: brou7y yara shesalfaaa

Yara: badlay bser3a kany yayyetech

I wore a white dress, tied my hair and went to her car ..

Me: yaraaa elyahel beseer fee shay??

Yara: maku ela el3afyaaa enshallah

I was worried ..

Yarab saleem ..

I didn’t take care of him ..

I didn’t feed him well ..

Yaraaab ma ymout I don’t wanna blame myself ..

But ..

But ..

He died ..

6a7 ..

My eyes filled with tears ..

I couldn’t believe my ears ..

The doctor: ana asef

Yara hugged me tight ..

Yara: el7emdellaah wallah kheera

Me: kella mennyyy! Akel junk ou asbagh sha3ry ou albes high heels waaai3 laishhh

Yara: entay malech sheghel sarouna hatha yomaa khalaas!

Me: abeeh!

Yara: allah y3awthech bedala eb yahel ou obu mawjoud weyah ba3ad

Me: yarab

I was really disappointed ..

I lost my mom, husband and now my child ..

Kent 7ail meshta6atla ou an6er eshahar elrabe3 3ashan a3aref etha bnaya aw walad ou ashtereella asshyaa’ ..

Kan far7ety ..

Ou ra7at far7ety ..

I went back home and laid on my bed ..

The doctor said that I need to take some rest ..

I was tearing every now and then ..

Until suddenly they entered my room ..

Dana, Raghada, Sameera, Lulu, Layal, Durar, Yasmin, Ghanwa and Fareeda ..

They were jumping on my bed with their “6eeran” ..

All of them: ELA MATA ELNAKAD CHAK CHAK GOUM OU TA7AL7AL WA NU6 … OU YA HALA BEL HYATAA CHAK CHAK FEE LAND LULU ELDAYKHAA .. GOUUUMAYYYY

I wasss laughingggg ehablooooounn ..

Dana: shoufay mama ana wa7da malait men shaklech elhailegy ely chenech heba elderrry fe musalsal darat el ayyam

I giggled: entaw faj’a dar3amtaww shasawyyy

Lulu: el land safe6 yan6er princess sarah eta7al7al

Raghda: WAAAY MAKU 3EDA BA3D ELYAWM GE6AA3!!

Yasmin: akheeran betshemeen hawaa

Fareeda: anaaa bawaklech hawa en ma keshakhtay 3add

Sameera opened my closet: hmmmmmm shenaggy?

Durar: abee alwan alwaann

Ghanwa: ou tefe9ekhhhh

Layal: la yalla 3ad

Dana pulled me: entay ma tamsheen ela belquwwa

I was sooooooooo happy they actually made my day ..

I went to the bathroom took a quick shower ..

Sameera: yallah khansawi sha3rech

Sameera, Raghda and durar were making my hair ..

Yasmin: ba7e6lech makeup kaifech 3ad

Me: laaa yashagoul mu no3y

Ghanwa: bsss elyouuum pleaseee

Fareeda: eeee khafeeef

Me: ok khafeef

And they started to apply some makeup ..

Layal and lulu were choosing a dress and jewelries for me ..

Kan shu3oury cheny celebrity WANASAAAA ..

Kelhum ga3den esawoun ashyaa’ ella Dana 6ab3an ..

She’s useless hhahaa ..

She was punching on the 6ar and singing: YALLA YALLA YALLA ABOUKY 3AWEZ YETGAWEZNY YALLA YALLA YALLA

Until they finished ..

YAAAAAY 7ADDA WANASAAAAA ..

Then we went outside ..

My heart skipped a beat ..

Me: ALLAAAAAAAAAAAAHH

There was a big huge posted on Lulu’s land maktoub 3alaih “HALA WALLAH PRINCESS SARAH” ..

Me: A7EBKUUUUUMMMM

Lulu: rekbaay maku waaagtt

I entered the car ..

Lulu 7a6aa aghany 3rageyaa wallah I miss those days ..

We went to klue 7adda kan 3ajeeb we spent an amaaaazing time kan the7ek ou looooya then re7na taghadaina in smash burger YUMMIIII ba3dain we went to a movie and akher shay ou ohwa a7laaa shaaay ..

We went to Ghanwa’s chalet ..

We was standing in front of the sea directly ..

Staring on the amazing scenery ..

Layal: khal kel wa7da tgoul her wish b9ot 3aly

All of us: yalla ok

Lulu: abda ana?

All of us: ee

Lulu: ATKHARRAAAAAAAAAAAJ RAJ RAJ RAJ 9ada

Raghda: e9eerrr 3endi cartier tiger ring

Durar: arou777 el Maldives

Layal: adesh eljannaaa

Fareeda: abeee akel waraq 3anab khalty nadya

Ghanwa: sky diving

Yasmin: e9eer jesmy jesem model

Me: a6eb bel ba7ar ou ansa eldenyaaa

Dana: ma akhalleha bkha6rech

And she pushed me into the sea ..

Me: DANOOOOOO laughing

And all of a sudden Lulu, dana and the rest jumped ..

Our makeup melted ou hdoumna abaih it was AWESOMEEEEE!!!

We were screaming and laughing it was UNFORGETTABLE DAAYYY!!!

We made it well ..

And then we changed, ate dinner and watched another movie until we slept ..

The day after Yara called me ..

Yara: SAROUNAA REDAY ELBAIT NOW!

My heart skipped a beat ..

Me: shfeech?

Yara: TA3ALAY WET3ARFEEN!

Me: lulu meta betredoun?

Dana: shessalfa saroun?

Me: madry yara daga tgouly reday al7een

Lulu: yalla emshay aredech

Dana: 7etanaa

Layal: kelna a9lan benred

We went back home ..

Once I opened the door I saw her ..

I couldn’t believe my eyes ..

My mom ..

My mom is back ..

I smiled widely and ran to hug her the tightest hug ever ..

Mom: sarounnaaa omy entaaay

I was crying happily ..

I forgot everything she did and I just lost myself between her warm arms ..

My mom, my love, is back ..

We sat down ..

She didn’t release me a second ..

She was hugging me that tight warm hug ..

Mom: ya bnayteee entay msam7atny?

Me: haw yumma men 9ejjech? Fe a7ad yez3al men omah??

Mom: madry tezawajtay ou te6alagtay wana b3eeda 3anech e7tajteeny ou ma gedart o9alech

Me: ma3thoura mama shda3wa bentech mehy elaweleya kebart

She kissed my head ..

Mom: 6oul 3umrech bettemeen sgheera b3youni

Me: yazeen hal 3wainat bas

We spent a great time with her ..

My dad went to mama hessa’s house bas 3ashan ekhaky mama terta7 ..

I swear he loves her he adores her bs mabeeda shay ..

7abeebe ..

But then she went back to England with else7t a7medo ..

One day ..

He called me ..

Maskeen shakla ya’as men elmessages ..

Me: alo

Yousif: sarah

Me: ta3abtek ma3ay elfatra ely 6afat, adry eny ma aste7y tawni ashkerek bas a7san men ma ashkerek kelesh mashkour

Yousif: walaw sarah mabaina

Me: darait?

Yousif: shinu?

Me: akheran ma 3ad  shay yarbe6ny eb jassem

Yousif: reem galatly

Me: eee etsadeg?

Yousif: shinu?

Me: wala shay

Yousif: enzain sarah

Me: hmm

Yousif: I miss you, laish ma ndaber lena 6al3a ana ou entay ou reem

Me: la yousif 9a3ba

Yousif: ok can we meet ana ou entay?

Me: hahaa yanait?

Yousif: 5 minutes akalmech ou a36eech shay

Me: no way!!

Yousif: please!!!

Me: la yousif musta7eel

Yousif: ok .. bye

Me: bye!

Kesar kha6ry ..

Bs jad magdar ya3ni ..

After a month ..

I opened my blog’s account ..

I wanna close it ..

Mabe shay ethakerny belmathy ..

Ahhh Khaled ..

I unblocked him ..

And I started to stalk his tweets wela mu kateb shay since last month ..

I missed him ou gemt a7ateeh ..

I tweeted ..

“@Hayasdreamland: 6ameny ya khaled 3alaik men lahfety weddy ajeek”

Way ana shhal ghaba’ shloun byadry lazem I mentioned him ..

I entered his blog ..

“Hello everyone,

I know that I became the worst writer here ..

I know that I didn’t post since 3 months ..

I’m really sorry for that ..

Actually I fell in love ..

But she didn’t love me back ..

I cant stop thinking of her ..

She took my heart ..

She took my whole life ..

I want her to be mine so badly but I don’t know how ..

A6g bab bait’hum ou akh6ebha? Magdar!!!

9a3ba! Ahalha beredouny nafs ma khwany enraddaw men gabel ..

I have to get her heart awal ..

I want her or maybe need her ..

I tried to invite her for a date but she refused ..

Sarah! If you are reading this tell me HOW CAN I GET YOU BEAUTY???

That was touching ..

My eyes started to tear ..

7araaaaaaaaam ..

I took my mobile ..

I started to search in the history until I found his number ..

I called him ..

Yousif surprised: SARAH

Restrained Love .. Part22

Yousif: shet7ebeen eb jassem?

Me: hatha raylyy! Obo elly eb ba6ny!!

Yousif: sarah ohwa be6algech 3ashan shay sakheeef ou mu thanbech!!!

Me: bas mara7 ansa jemayla ma3ay 3ashan la7that ghathab!!! Ma3thour ohwa!

Reem: bs ohwa nesa kelshayy! Ou mafakkar 7eta eb his child!!

Me: m3a9eb la tloumena!

Reem: ma e6algech sarah fe shay esma tafahum!!

Me: don’t judge him ela etha kentay eb his place!

Yousif: gabel halsalfa shloun kan elwath3?

Me: eyanen

Yousif: shloun?

Me: ma yenwe9ef

Dana: ENOUGH SARAH BAAS BASSS CHTHOUUUUBBB!! SORRY BS MAT7AMMAL

My eyes popped out ..

Me: DANA USH!!!!

Dana: ANA BAFHAM LAISH EDAF3EEN 3ANNAAA!!

Me: mu kafy kelshay abeeh eyeeblyaa? Gelt abe esayara leflaneya yabha ou sefe6ha 3end baitna! Saffarny Spain yably a7la sa3a men cartier 3ayashny bna3eem ou ma ga9ar 3alay

Reem: Atwaqa3 mu hatha ely entay me7tajeta!

Yousif: aghla hadeya yegdar yahdeha elrayal merta ehya el7ub

Dana: MU SAYARA OU SA3A OU AN UGLY HONEYMOON!!

Reem: you hate him!! Admit it sarah!!

Dana: madry laish mu rathya te3teref MA ADRY!!

Yousif: 7eta luw ohwa mu ma36eha 7ub ma yemna3 enha t7ebba tara

Dana: bas ehya tekraha ana adry!

Reem: waaay 3ayal shhal 7ana 3alaaih khaywally!

Me: 3ashan ely eb ba6ny

Yousif: elly eb ba6nech eyyee obou thany a7san men obouh enshallah

Me: terthaha 3ala nafsek? T3eesh b3eed 3an obouk? Ana 3an nafsy mara7 artha

Dana: OU ANA MA ARTHALECH TENTHALAIN AKTHAR!!!

Reem: wala anaaa!

Yousif: its your choice belnehaya

Me: Yousif? Belqanoun yegdar e6alegny

Yousif: lazem fe tafahum bain el6arafain ela etha a7ad fehum ghal6an

After that sentence I lost my hope ..

And when I went back home ..

Dad: wain kentay?

Me: 6al3a weya dana

Dad: hathy wregtech

He gave me ..

Dad: wregat 6alagech

A tear dropped down my cheeks ..

Then it turned to a river of tears ..

I was crying my heart out ..

Dad: ta3alay baba ta3alay

I threw myself between his arms and cried ..

Dad: khalas baba kheera

Me: yuba ana sniff mathlouma walla mathlouma sniff

Dad: goulaay! Ray7eeeny!

Me: ma3qoula tshek feeny? Sniff

Dad: ya benty ana ba3ad omech gemt ashek bnafsy

Me: yuba ana makhent yousif! Yuba bel3aks ana gemt feee wallah ma ga9art weyah bs ohwaa ohwaaa sniff

Dad: ana ghal6an esta3yalt ou zawajtech mbacher

THISSSSSS!!!!!!

Bss I didn’t want to make him feel guilty ..

Me: la yuba ely 9ar 9ar ou qaddar allah

He kissed my head ..

Dad: goumy baba qasly wayhech ou ghayry hdoumech ou erta7ay

Me: enshallah, enzain yuba laykoun bag3ad 8 ashhur an7eker belbait 3ashan 3edda?

Dad: ee baba shetsaween ba3ad? Ou nady refeejatech eyuolech

Me: eee lazem

Nesait eltheeega 3ugub ma baba retha 3any ..

Awwal shahar 3ugub ma te6allagt mar bedoun la a7es ..

Kent kel esbou3 ayeeb Zumba trainer ou anady elhailag rab3y ou nel3ab ..

Ou taqreeban kelyom kanaw eyolly rab3y marra nsawi movie night marra zumba marra akel ou suwalef marra sleepover ou tmer el ayyam ..

Kan kel sbou3 yousalny a new high heel from Reema ..

Kel sbouu3 ta36eeny high heel ou kel wa7ed a7la men elthany ..

7adhaa tyannen she’s amaaaazing mara7 alga nafs’haaa ..

Bs elghareeb enny kent adezlaha messages ena thankyou ou chethy bs ma tred ..

Kent albes’hum lama eyolly rab3y ou etkoun 3azema san3a ou sometimes adawem feehum ..

Kent adawem bas my classes ou ared ou ma akshaakh ..

Yousif kan kelyoum edezly message “good morning, how are you today?”..

But I was ignoring bs he didn’t give up mashallah ..

Rab3y ma hadouny ou mama hessa 7ayatee ou 6ab3an Yara ou watha7 ou merta ..

I was enjoying my 3edda walah ..

Until suddenly ..

Omg omg ..

Shinu hathaaaa ..

I called Yara immediately ..

Yara: hala sarouna

Me: Yaraa ga3d yanzel may!

Live Islam ..

I know that you are expecting a new post but blogger was made for expressing your feelings and write what you are thinking of ..

The last two weeks my mind was filled with random thoughts away from the story ..

I really wanna do something i wanna make a difference so i choose my blog ..

e7em ..

Elly ga3deen enshoufa elyoum ghair 3an elly omahatna ou yaddatna kanaw eshoufouna ..

gabel kanat legloub 9afya bss elyoum lel'asaf qallaw legloub el9afya ..

elyoum lamma bent metwahga tgoul "baanat abe asawer note minu nota kamel" SILENCE ..

Ma7ad yabe esa3ed ..

akthar shay ga3ed eshed entebahy hal yomain elsalam ..

Salam:

Elrasoul lamma gal "Afsho elsalama baynakum" kan wara kalama 7ekma ..

elsalam e7abbeb legloub eb ba3ath we9affeeha ..

ou kelhaa kelmetain "elsalamu 3alaikum" ou nakheth waraha ajer ..

laish gamat elnas testaghny 3an hal ajer?

Elmushkela enna MA YTA3EB ou foug hathaa ezeeed elma7abbaaa ..

elly fa6any 7g halmawthou3 dektora 3endi allah yhadeeha edesh elclass SEEEDA "So lets solve this equation .... " shay enarfez jaad 7eta ma ykhalleech merta7aa ..

ou el security 7abaybe ely ga3deen men elseb7 lai elail ya7resounkum mestakthereen 3alaihum kelmat "elsalamu 3alaikum" ou benehaya lekum el ajer ..

al7eeen refeejat'ha gayma ga3da ma3aha tshoufha bmukan ou ete9addad "maly khelg asallem" men meta "elsalamu 3alaikum" eta3eeb ou "el7ash welgarth" bkhalg allah ma yta3eb?

Ebtesama:

Elrasoul gal "elebtesama fee wajh akheek elmuslim sadaqa"
tara mu 9a3ba wala etta3eb ou foug hatha men waraha sadaqa SHNABEE AKTHAAAR?

MDALE3EENNN!!

ya3ni ana thakelyoum bel class feeny tha7ka ou qamtat'ha fa ga3da atbosam ou elbanat e6al3ouny ou abtesem lehum TABOUUN A7AD ERED EL EBTESAMA ABAAAD!!!

Laish chethy serna? shda3wa ya3ni? adry ena class differential ou wai3 bas tara ma etta3ebb elebtesama!!

bs ana ma ta7assaft eny btesamt lehum ou ma radohaa! ana khathait ajer ou ohma la laish at7assaf?

Tashmeyat el3a6es:

bnafs el class bnayya 36esat ..

elclass 50 bnt taqreeban ma7ad ga3d egoulaha "yr7amch allah" ghairy, many gadra afhamhumm ya3ni ajer eb balaash shtabouun ba3aad?? ma agoul kelhum mafeehum khair ymkin fee nas masma3aw bs 50 bnaya mu 1 wala 2!!


hathail 3 things 7aaail sahlen ma yta3boun kelesh ou ajerhum kbeer ..

Etha kel wa7ed feena sawahum ben3eesh bkhair sadgouuuny ..

Lets live Islam.

Restrained Love .. Part21

THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO "ANON J" FOR THE AMAZING LONG COMMENTSS<3!
LOVE YOUUU;*

I couldn’t believe my ears ..

I interrupted him immediately ..

Me: MASMOU7!!!

Jassem: Asef ely khalaaitech ta7meleen! Weld eye menech mabeeh!

That was shocking ..

Me: shinu elly ma tabeeh? Methel mahu weldy ohwa weldek besheel esmek!!

Jassem: madam ena weldech ana metbarry menna!!

Me: jassem we should meet!

Jassem: mala da3y! weldech ba9ref 3alaih bs khal yensa ena 3enda obo!

Me: enta ma3endek galb?

Jassem: entay ely galbech mayyet!! Mu om elly tkhoun rayelha wehya 7amel

Me: jassem I SWEAR TO GODDD MABAINY OU BAIN YOUSIF SHAY JASEM WALH WALLAH EL3ATHEM!!

Jassem: its over!

He closed the line ..

Me: DANA!

Dana: SHFEE OMMA?

Me: goumaaay!

Dana: wain 3ala allah!

Me: 3end reema!!

Dana: la7tha fee kelma eb mukhy lazem agoulhaa lazemm sarah!

Me: gouleha belsayyara!

Dana: GE3DAY!

I sat down ..

Me: goulay!

Dana: SHTABEEEN BELZEFTTT JASSEM!! MAKU KARAAMAA? ETGOLELLA MASMOU7 MEN AWALHA? TEGHALLAY YA HABLAA!

Me: danaaa abeeeeeeh!

Dana: SHTABEEEN FEEH! Gemt ashek enech yanaitaay!!!

Me: danaa!! Terthain aseer m6allaga? Ok ana be6aggag elly eb ba6ny? Mara7 artha ena e3eesh mshattat mara7 asame7 3umryy dana ana elsebbaa! Ana kella menny ana ely khalait jasem e6alegny ou thalaamt ely eb ba6ny!!!!!

Dana: qaddar alahhh!! Entay chan awal ma dashaitay sheftay elwath3 dagaitay 3alaih!

Me: awal ma yeet ma kent mestaw3eba wallah 3ala neyyety! Ou lamma estaw3abt kent metradeda adeg 3alaih lanna beshek!! Tawni agoula ekhethny 12 al7en 10 dagga 3alaih? Laishh?

Dana: ohwa ely zad el6een balla hal mask!

Me: kella menny! Ana ely sema7t 7g yousif yfasekhnyah! Bss bs I was feeling weak!! Kent khayfaa awal shay men rabbyyy ou ba3dain men jassem kent metwahga madry shasawi jadd madry madry

I burst into my tears ..

Dana hugged me ..

Dana: kheera! Eb bu3da kheeraa ya sarah!

Me: enzain goumy goumay!

Dana: edeleen bait’ha?

Me: eeeh!

Dana: yallah

We went to Reema’s house ..

I called her ..

Reema: HALA WALLAH!

Me: ahlaiin reema ana ta7at nezlay please

Reema: waain? Baitna?

Me: eeh!

Reema: anaaa agouuul shhal nouuur ely 6ab 3alainaa! Nezlay nezlayy

Me: la reema mara thanya base entay 6el3ay abeech

Reema: khair enshallah? Shesalfa?

Me: nezlay ou agoulech

2 minutes chan teyye ..

Erkebat weyana ou I told her everything ..

Reema: oh my god wallah im sooooorry kela mennyyy!!!

Sarah: la 3ady ana esebba!

Reema: wallah ana lazem agoulech enha mixed bs I forgot lanna mu awal mara asawi fa 3arfeen nethamy

Dana: enty ba3ad shaku ta3zemeen sbayan ohma malhum bel 7aflat

Reema: ohma nafs ekhwanna wallah ou fashla a3zem elkel ou ma a3zemhum

Sarah: I understand wallah bs kel ely abeh menech tgouleen 7g jassem el9ej

Reema: al7een benrou7 wain?

Sarah: 7g jassem

Reema: Yuma akhaaaff

Dana giggled: laishh

Reema: ekharrre3

Me: dana asra3!

Dana: okk

After a while we arrived to Odaileya ..

I ranged the bell ..

Me: I want jassem please

The maid: ok

I was waiting ou I told reema tanzel men esayara ou gemna nan6er ..

And all of a sudden noufa came out ..

Nouf: ohh sarah?

Reema: NOUFAA??

Nouf: REEEMAAA! ABAIH SHLOUNECH?

They hugged each other ..

El6ayeboun lel6ayebat ..

And all of a sudden ..

Jassem: NOUF!! THELFY DAKHEL

Nouf: shfeek haw?

Jassem: sh3arefech bhathy?

Nouf: haw refeejty

Jassem: hathy ashkal trafjeenha?

Reema giggled: OWCH HAHAHA

Reema gathyaa ..

Nouf: jassem 3aaib

Jassem: DESHY YALLAH!

Nouf whispered: sorry

She went inside ..

Jassem: khaair? Shtaboun ya 7uthalat elmujtama3

Reema giggled: way3a shfeek okhouy?

Sarah: jassem! Hathy reema ou ehya betgoulek kelshay men A to Z

Reema: eee eee jad jassem badda3t eb sarouna 7ayaatee!! Ya3ni tefaham ma3aha tara 7adhaa daayna elbnayyaa

Reema balemhaaaa!!!!!

Jassem was staring ou mu 3ajba ..

Reema: kho ana elly zefny ana elly msawya elparty ou 3azamt’ha wala getlaha ena mixed

Jassem: bkel theqa?

Reema: ou ehya zafatny ena mixed mu 3ajebha aslaan!!

He faked a yawn and went inside without saying “good bye” and closed the door after him hardly ..

Reema giggled: endegart

Dana opened the car window and shouted: BIG FAAIL 7ABAYBE REKBAW BAS

Reema laughed loudly ..

Me: MA T7ESOUUUN!!

Reema: ana el9ara7a bakhalle yasouf yakheth 7agech men elkhayes jassem

Me: nag9a mashakel ana?

Reema: kho ma bethna may hatha!! Ou yousif is a great lawyer

Me: LAWYER??

Reema: eeh!! Tabeen nrou7la? Ohwa still yadres bs akher sena ou yeshteghel maydany

Me: 3endi chum su’al bas’elaa!!

Reema: danaaa rou7ay movenpick free zone

Dana: sh7agga?

Reema: yousif hnaaak!

Me wonderingly: movenpick?

Reema: men ree7tech!

I stared on my lap and started to think of him .. ma3qoula?

After a while we arrived to movenpick ..

Al7een ana om elhalaga ..

Bebayyen etha his love is true aw la ..

We went to the coffee shop ely hnaak ..

Wella he was sitting there smoking and drinking coffee ..

Reema: OH MY GOD 7MARRR!! 3AYAZT AGOULA STOP SMOKING MBADE3 HALYOMAINN!!

She took big steps closer to him ..

Reema: YOUSIFFF!

She pulled the cigarette from his hand ou 6afat’ha ..

Reema: TESTAHBEEL??

Yousif: reemo shyaybech!

Reema: GHABY!!

I went closer to him ..

He froze in his place the moment he saw me ..

Then he slowly stood up ..

Yousif: Sarah?

I was too nervous madry laish ..

Me: emm bas’elek chum su’al

Yousif: amray!

I sat down, we all did ..

I told him the whole story ..

Yousif: 3ady as’al su’al?

Me: sure

Restrained Love .. Part20

THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO GORGEOUS MONMONEYAA @randomlove2 I LOVE YOUU<33!!

Yousif: Sarah, give me a chance!! You took my heart already

Me: YOUSIF BASSSSS!! JASSEM 6ALLAGNY BSEBETEK BS KHALAS WAKHER 3ANY KHARABT 7AYAATEEEEEE!!!!!!!

I said the sentence above and closed the mobile immediately ..

He was calling and calling but I ignored his calls ..

Jad maly khelgaaa!!

After a while I received an SMS from Yousif ..

Yousif:

“I would never forgive myself! Im sorry wallah I didn’t mean to ruin your relationship with your husband Sarah please forgive me!!!”

I threw my mobile away ..

…

Dana was crying ..

Dana: abbaaaih 7ayaatee shsawaity bdenyetech elly allah 3aqebech chethy

Me: hatha ebtelaa’! ou la yubtala ella elmu’men you know

She calmed down ..

Dana: enzain enzain! Ana khayfa yseer feech shay etha ga3adtay bhalghurfa brou7ech zyadaa!! Amerech ne6la3?

Me: laaa mabe jad maly khelg

Dana: mu bkaifech swair badlaay!!

Me: danooo ana bel3eda shfeechh

Dana: ayy 3eddaaa! W9eltech wrega??

Me: not yet!!

Dana: 3ayal chub

Me: lana weekend kan bas atwaqa3 elyom bedezha

Dana: whatever! Elmuhem enech ma te6alagtay officially fa lebsay

Me: mabe dana please fehmaaay kelesh mu wagtechhh

Dana: MARA7 AKHALECH CHETHYYY!!

Me: mabe a6la3!

Dana: tabeen! Ne9 sa3a ou bakoun 3endech bye!

She closed the line ..

I didn’t leave my bed jad mabe a6la3 mabe mafeeenyyy!!

I was so depressed elly 9arly wallah mu shwaya jad mu shwayyaaa!!!

Awal shay my parents got divorced ..

3ugubha I lost my mom ..

Ba3dain I forced to get married ..

Ou an9edem bel rayel eljameeel elly m3ayeshny bna3eem ..

A7amel wana still a student!!!

At6allaag mathlouuuma wana 7amel!

Ou akhraaat’ha I lost my father’s trust ..

SHBESEER AKTHAR? JAD!

After a while ..

Dana: WALLAAH???

Me: besmellah e6eggoun elbaaab!!

Dana: BADLAY KHALSEEENY!!!

Me: dana 7e6ay nafsech mukany jad mafeeenyy!!!!

Dana: feeechhh feech yallah! Wallah en khalaitech zyada betyeneeen!

Me: mabeee

Dana pulled me out of my bed ..

Dana: JEDAMY BEDLAY AN6ERECH BESAYARA SAM3AA???

Me: ok!

She went to her car and I wore my 3abaya and a cross bag and went to her in 5 minutes ..

Dana: SHHAL HALAAAGAAAAAAAAAAA?????

Me: chub

Dana: shinuuu 3abaya ou sha3aaar shinuuuuu!! Ou la msakkara araafff entaayy

Me: sougay wenty saktaa

Dana: la ba3ad sha3ar mdahen entay wain awaddech? Shaghabber feech

Me: redeeny elbait!

Dana: la yuba zain! Enrou7 caribou elyarmouk mafeeh a7ad

Me: kaifech

We went to caribou elyarmouk ..

She ordered a red velvet cheese cake and a cup of coffee and I took water ..

I wasn’t feel like eating ..

Dana smiled ..

Dana: la tez3eleeen

Me: give me a reason ekhaleny ma az3al

Dana: kun jameelan tara elwujouda jameelan!!! Bs ma3a el asaf elyoum kherteeha eljeker kellaa hmmm bs eljamal jamal elrou7 you know

I smiled: dana chub

Dana: THA7KA MEN 3ENDAK 7ABEBE TESWA 3ENDI EDENYA KELHA

Me: eghazlouuun ba3addd

Dana: elly eshouf hal jekker shloun ma yghazel ha?

Suddenly ..

……: HEYY! How are you?

The man: hiiii im fine and you gorgeous?

……: hah aim fine too

The man: soo the same order?

……: OF COURSEEE!

The man: one dinar 800 fils

……: here

The man: 2 minutes

……: Thankyouuu

OHH NOOO PLEASE LA TSHOUFENY MALY KHELG JAADDD!!!!

She turned around ..

I was trying to avoid her gazes ..

But unfortunately ..

Reema: ABAIHHH SARAAHHH!!

She came closer to me ..

Me: hiii

Reema: A7LA 9EDFA BEL3ALAAAMM

She hugged me tight ..

Dana was surprised ..

Me: eeehhh!!

She looked at dana and smiled ..

Reema: HII

Dana: ahlaan

Reema: shlounkum shakhbarkum??

Me: wallah el7emdellah

Reema whispered: ou ely eb ba6nech

Me smiled: I don’t know ma a7es feeh

Reema: eee tawwa sgheeer 7abebeee

Me: eeh

Reema: eeee abaaih mesa3 yasouf dag 3alay ou gally about your divorce abaih I feel sorry about it

Me: ee true! 3ady wallah

Reema: you are such an amazing person jad jad ma 3enda salfa a9lan e7a9ela nafsech

Me: el7emdellah

Reema: eeeh yousif told me ba3ad ena you told him ena ohwa elsebba 7ada me3tefes ou I was like shaku enta shakuuu! Wala ohwa shsawa?

I took a deep breath while staring on the ground ..

Reema: abaaih mu wagta 7adda 9a7? Elmukan mu mal chee suwalef 9a7? Ou esalfa mu mal waggafy 9a7? Abaih stupid reema!! Ok ok sorry bs I will call you enshallah later 3endi suwalef

Me: enshallaah

Reema: ou PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PRETTY PLEASE WITH A CHERRY ON TOP LAAAAA T’THAYGEEN KHELGECHHH!!! Jassem erouuu7 eyoun bedala 3ashra jad entay kel lekwait etemannach ou ana ma at7amal etha tethayagtay fa please estansaaay YOLO!

Me: 7ayaaateee reemaaaa!!!!! Enshallahh

Reem: I love you bye

Me: me too bye

Reema looked at dana: haha ma ta3arafna bas next time enshallah yallah bye

Dana: bye

She took her drink and left ..

Dana: MEEN DEE?

Me: haha hathy reema

Dana: 7adha hyper mashallah ma3endaha agoul khabar 7azeen ahadde elmoja abad kella nafseshay

Me: 7aadha bs jad tshawegg

Dana: mbayen galbha abyath

Me: eee wayed bs ehya waaaaaaaaaaaaaayed open minded elly over

Dana: eeeh tgoulen targes jedam sbayan ou el7ayat 7elwa

Me: eeeh tadreen I thought her mom mu kwaiteya bas 6la3at kwaiteya ensedamt

Dana: AYSHAY!

Me: eeh bs ena she was living abroad weya her family ba3dain reema’s dad ra7 yadres eb nafs her college ou they met ou kha6abha ou yabha lekwait 3ugub ma takharejaw fa ehya ma tarabat 3ala 3adatna ou taqaleedna

Dana: ahh men 3etherr

Me: tukfain al7en ely omahat’hum kwaiteyen 3ayshen bel kwait shoufay shesawoun

Dana: eldenya khtarbat

Me: jad!

And all of a sudden my mobile rang ..

My heart skipped a beat ..

Its Jassem ..

Oh my god shessalfa elyooooom!!!!!!!

Me: hatha jassem ared aw ma ared?

Dana: REDDAY!

Me: et’haagain?

Dana: EEE shoufeeh shyabee

Me: ok

I picked it up ..

Me: alo

Jassem: hala

Me: hala feek

Jassem: sarah ana asef ..