Flashbacks .. Part43(THE END)

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Me sadly: gonna miss you!

He was quiet for seconds then ..

Omar took a deep breath ..

Omar: allah y3een! Ma3asalama

Me: allah ysalmek!

I closed the line ..

The tears were rolling down my cheeks ..

I don’t know why bs ya3ni a7es 9ij ra7 olah 3alaih ..

Minu afathfethla ba3dain?

Kan yesma3ni bedoun ma yga6e3ny kan balah 6uweel weyyay ..

He was always here for me ..

Ma ga9ar weyyay ..

Kan lazem artha ou atzaweja ..

Bs ya3ni khankoun waqe3eyyen I cant!!

Naser came back ..

Naser: alsalamu 3alaikum

Me: wa3alaikum esalam

Naser: ou yebnallech sushi …. Shfeech???

Me: mafeny shay!

Naser: shinu hal dmouuu3?

Me: thag khelgy!

He noticed my mobile on my hand ..

Naser: shessalfa? Minu kentay tkalmeeen? Minu tejarra’ ou nazzal dmou3ech?

Me: wala shay khalas

He came closer to me and wiped my tears ..

Naser: mayari?

Me: hmm

Naser: tara 9ayra wayed tkhesheen 3ala okhouch!

I was quiet ..

Naser: goulelly shfeech! La tkhafeen fathfethy elly bgalbech ou ra7 asme3ech bkel hedou’

I felt like I wanted to pour my heart out ..

Me: kent ga3da akallem 3umar

Naser surprised: 3umar? Ay 3umar?

Me: 3umar Al**** khal 3aboud

Naser was more than shocked ..

Ma alouma el9ara7a ..

Naser wonderingly: laish?

I told him everything ..

Naser: tabeen rayee?

Me: of course

Naser: 3umar? Rayyal!

Naser: wegaf ma3ach bel 7elwa welmurra! Ma khallach eb marathech yach lai 3endech! 7abbech min galba ou ma3a hatha youm tezawajtay ma kharrab 3alaich bel3aks wakhar 3annech lamma tewaffa ya3goub kan ewaseech ma ysawwi chethy ella el ensan elly shareeech

Me: ana mqadra kel mawaqfa!

Naser: la tgoulella ra7 olah 3alaik! Ohwa 3arath 3alaich elzawaj ou entay refathtay wakhar 3annech la’anna rayyal! Ma retha yeg3ad ma3ach wala thanya youm dara enech mu 7agga

Me: 9a7 kalamek

Naser: maayar!

Me: hmm?

Naser: laish refathteeh? A7es  zawajech mennah benassech ya3goub ou be6al3ech min elly enty feeh!

Me: min gal abee ansa ya3goub?

Naser: mayaar you have to!! Khalaaa9 lai metaa?? Elnas teyye wetrou7 wel7ayat tamshyyy! May9er tedfeneen 3umrech bel 7aya!

A tear dropped down my cheeks ..

Me: a7ebbaa!

Naser hugged me ..

Naser: ohwa y7ebbech?

Me: emouuuut 3alay!

Naser: 3ayal mara7 yestanes etha shafech eb hal 7ala 9a7?

I nodded ..

Naser: 3umar hatha heba men allah yallech bel wagt elmunaseb 3ashan te6le3een men elly enty feeh ou t3eesheen 7ayatech

Me: na9er ana magdar akheth 3umar!!!

Naser: elfur9a ma teyye 7g elensan ella marra la t’thay3eenha

Me: na9er ana magdar atzawweja shayef 7alty??? Ana mareetha ana ta3baanaa! Mabe atzaweja ba3dain amout ou e9eer feeh nafs elly 9arly ma yestahel elrayyal!

Naser: la7tha la7tha? Laykoun entay elmas’oula 3an el aqdar? Estaghfery rabbech!! Elly allah katba be9eeer!

Me: magdar magdar!! 7ettaa 3yal magdar ayeeeb eee laish athlem elrayyaal!

Naser grabbed a hand bouquet ..

It was on my drawer and its from Omar ..

He brought it 3 days ago ..

Naser: shayfa hal wardetain?

I nodded ..

Naser: shelfarg bainhum?

Me: wa7da thablana ou wa7da metfat7a!

Naser: we9feelly elmetfat7a

I smiled ..

Me: hmmm a red rose?

Naser: ba3ad?

I sniffed its fragrance ..

I smiled ..

Me: re7at’ha 7elwaa

Naser: ou shakelha?

Me: not bad hehe

Naser: 3an el3ayara shakelha 7eluuu

Me smiled: eee tyannen

Naser pointed on the other one: what about this one?

Me: a yellow rose ou yabsaa ou men3akfaa ou ree7at’ha khaysa

Naser: ya3ni maytaa!

Me: eeeh!

Naser: sheftay elwarda el7elwa? Hatha elmayyet rayelha!

I smiled: oh my god!

Naser: ok 7abeebha ay shay! Bs elmuhem 9arlehum chum youm metjableen 9a7? Ou wa7da feehum matat bs ma3a hatha elthanya shoufeeha sh7alat’haa! Ma galat beyyeeny eldour lanna mayara ma ta36eny may 9a7?

I giggled: a36eeehum wallah!

Naser: hal warda 3endaha what we call it HOPE!!!

I stared on him ..

Naser: ou entay ma 3endech neg6at hope!!

Naser: 7etta luw bagellech youm eb 7ayatech estansay feeeh 3eesheeeh!! YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE!!

Me: bsss mabee a3eesh 3ala 7sab ghaairy!

Naser: lamma y9eer 3endech hope ra7 t9eren zainaa ou you’ll live longer bethn allah! Marathech ma ymawwet etha ta3amalty ma3ah ou taghallabtay 3alaih!

Naser: mayaaar! You can do it!

Naser: la tkhalleeen marath ghaabyyy emawtech entay mawteeeh entay aqwa men chethyyy!! Ou egray quraan kouny m3a rabech ou rabech mara7 ekhallech!

My eyes were tearing ..

Me: enshaallah enshaaallah ra7 a9eeer zainaa

Naser: yallaah nebdaha bel akel lets eat the sushi!!

Me: khal naqthy 3alaih!!!

He brought the sushi out of the bag ..

Then I started to stare on it ..

I was little bit hesitant ..

Naser noticed me ..

Naser: come on mayar! Yallaahhh entay aqwaaa eklaay 7ebbaay 3eeeshay estansaay

I swallowed my tears ..

Me: I will

I grabbed a piece of sushi and threw it inside my mouth ..

The tears were filling my eyes and face ..

Naser was cheering me up until I ate all the sushi pieces ..

It was paining eating that portion of sushi but I tried my best to do so ..

Naser: yallah erta7ay shwayya ba3dain nrou7 namshy ok?

I stared on him for seconds then I hugged him ..

Me: naaaaa9er a7ebbbeeeeekkk

….

I stayed in the hospital 2 months ..

Naser didn’t leave me a second ..

He was sleeping with me and cheering me up every now and then ..

He’s my awesome brother I couldn’t live in this hard life without him ..

After these two months my health became waaaay better than before ..

I was feeling good sooo good el7emdellah ..

They gave me some bills and a diet to follow ..

….

I successfully completed my third year ..

Its time to go back to Kuwait ..

Maryam: waaay ma baghat teyye el3e6la!

Me: 3umri ma karaht landan kether al7een!

Maryam: gabel ken 7asbaly ena elderasa barra etwannes bs al7een? Wai3 met7asfaa!

Me: yam3awda marrat thalath sneen bagy sena haaanat!

Maryam: kebarna!

….

Khaled: mayara

Me: na3aaam

Khaled: 3endi lech mufaja’a

Me: shinuuuu?

Khaled grinned: deeeeem ta3aalay

Deema went out of the dining room ..

I was shocked ..

Me: OH MY GOD!!!! YOURE PREGNANT!!!

Deema shyly: eeehhh!

Khaled happily: bet9eren 3amma!

Me: YAAAAYY! Abbaaih maabrouuuuuuk

Khaled and deema: allah ybarek feech

….

Shamlan: mayara

Me: haaala

Shamlan grinned: Takhaarrajttt!

Me: e7leeeefff!!!! Laaaish ma7ad egoully! Abaaih mabrouuuuk alf mabrouuuk mu7asebnaaa

Othman giggled: walak hazzaa’ty akhlaqaaa

I giggled: shamlano malek sheghel feh ent fahemny

Shamlan: ee ee fahem khaleh me7tar ma takharraj

….

We went to his graduation party ..

He was stunning ..

He said the graduates speech ..

He made me cry ..

….

Me: mabrouuuukkk!

Shamlan: allah ybarek feech ba3ad 3umri

Me: kaaalb 9ayer mamlouuuu7!

Shamlan giggled: 6oul 3umry!

Me: wallah tyannen went tgoul el speech terfa3 elras

Shamlan giggled: bs tara wallah aste7y

Me: hehe ya 7elwek!

We ate dinner together .. me, naser, Othman, 3aboud and wesami ..

….

I wore my jogging pants and went to Almamsha ..

Actually I wanna see Omar ..

I don’t know why but ..

Ok I have to admit I miss him ..

I jogged for half an our ..

Then I sat on the bench waiting for him ..

I was playing with my blackberry ..

Until I heard his breaths ..

Yes that’s him embala embala that’s omar ..

I raised my head to see him jogging in front of me ..

He didn’t notice me sitting ..

I placed my mobile on my ears ..

Me: EEE ANA TAWNI RADDA 9ARLY THALATH AYYAM

I was screaming to let him hearing my voice ..

Suddenly he froze in his place and turned around ..

Our eyes met together ..

I smiled ..

He was shocked ..

He smiled back and walked away ..

He was slowly walking ..

I followed him ..

Me: 3umar

He turned around ..

Omar: na3am

I don’t know!

I actually don’t know ..

Ahhh words please come to my mind I have nothing to saaay!!

Me: 3ash men shafek

He smiled and walked away ..

Ahhh ..

Laaa enred 3ala 6eryaa ellyy pleeease!!!

Al7en shloun akhalleh yetkallam huf!!!

I turned around and walked back home ..

I sat on my bed grabbed my mobile and opened text messages ..

I wanna send him anything ..

Hmmm ..

Me:

Hi

No no 7adda shaku!!

Abaih laish abe adezla message!

Ya3ni khala9 mayar felleeha gallech khanwakher 3an ba3ath shhattelezeg!

I threw my mobile away ..

I decided to play “play station” ya3ni khal shwayya I get a life ..

….

2 weeks passed ..

I was waiting a call or an SMS from him bs EL AHL 7ADEEED!!!

I took my mobile and typed the following ..

Me:

Miss me?

Send

Waaaay abbaih afashel afashel ge6a3 laazgaaa!!!

Me:

Sorry by mistake ..

HE DIDN’T REPLY!!!

Ok mayar get a life ou khallee elrayyal 3annech ..

Me:

Btw kammalt el3elaj ou 9ert zaina ..

Kel hatha ga3da asawwih bedoun ma a7es b3umry I just wanna hear anything from him ..

Beep beep ..

Omar:

El7emdellah

I was like bsss?????

Ok ok ok mayar seriously throw your mobile away!!!

….

One day ..

Don’t ask me why or how I went to Almamsha ..

It’s been 3 weeks without seeing him ..

Suddenly ..

I opened my closet and chose something to wear ..

I walked to our Mamsha ..

It was 8:00 pm ya3ni elwagt elly erou7 feeh elmamsha ..

I don’t know why I went there but ..

I was just following my heart ..

I sat on the bench waiting for him ..

He noticed me from a few miles ..

He came closer to me ..

I smiled ..

Omar: lail7een ma khallast mashe

Me: raddait 9arly taqreeban month ou ma waraitny sheqetek

Omar smiled: mu lazem

Me: enta ma t7ebnyyy!!

He raised his eyebrows and walked away ..

Me: 3umaaarrr!!!

He froze in his place ..

Me: tekallam!!

Omar: menzeman anhaina elly baina enty ma tabeny ou khalas ana ga3d a7awel a3eesh 7ayatee ou mu 3adla wagfatna chethy yalla faman allah

A river of tears was falling down my cheeks ..

PLEASEEEE DON’T LEEEEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!

I followed him ..

Me while tearing: 3umaaarr

Omar: khalas mayar la tabchen bas wallah ana fe3lan magdar eny ag3ad ma3ach ou ..

I removed my engagement ring “Ya3goub’s ring” and threw it on the street ..

I interrupted him: MARRY ME!!!!!!!

He froze in his thoughts ..

He stared on me for seconds ..

I calmed down ..

STUPID MAYAAAAERR!!

HOW SHAMEFUL!!!!

He grinned ..

His dimples!!!!!

Omar happily: will YOU marry me???

I smiled automatically ..

I giggled: hell yeah

Omar: a7ebechh

Me shyly: bs??

Omar: amout 3alaich

Me shyly: bs?

 Omar: yubbaaa emshay 7g obouuchh bs

I giggled in a shyly way ..

Shit happens but life goes on ..

Never lose hope because you might lose yourself ..

You’re your happiness secret ..

Think positive and you’ll be happy ..

Always think of this .. “يأخذ الله منا الجميل ليعطينا الأجمل”

THE END …

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